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2007-11-28T00:06:00.000+08:00

Hello! long time no see, blog! its like,the last time i actually came up here was during jo's birthday. which is. 8 months ago. Faint. Ok just kill me. I wonder who actually still comes up here anyway. hmmm.

Exams just ended today. I finally had an experience whereby i couldnt do an entire 30 mark question. Because i only took 24 hours to study (no prior revision whatsoever) the stupid EE8062 Financial and Management Accounting. And I actually went for less than 30% of all the lectures this sem. Like. bloody slacker. If anyone is reading it, pls do not follow this. I dont even know if i can a S for this ( I S/U-ed it). Ok maybe i was so slack because i S/U-ed it. But more likely, I HATE TO BALANCE THAT SHIT. The whole page of numbers just confuse me. I cant multi task man.... And doing accounting was like... math again. I miss Amath and Cmath... but not this kind of math. =(

Lots of thoughts for the past few days. Basically... all on the tragic incident... ... I actually thought they were kidding when i first heard it from yvonne. Brushed if off initially. Then it became disbelief.->shock->worry->sadness. Shocking that something this would actually happen to someone around you.Especially someone in the same team, who once rowed with you on the same boat. It suddenly made exam period seem unimporant. No one would have expected a race to turn out so bad. For someone not very close to him, I'm feeling this bad already. Just cant help but hold back tears to even try to imagine the pain their close friends and family are going through.

A big blow to the dragonboat fraternity. Esp to the team. Trainings have been cancelled, not even allowed to canoe unless you have 1 star kayaking cert. Sigh. Penang trip has been cancelled. Its disturbing to think how training is going to be like when it resumes. Will everyone still live under the shadow of the incident? I hope that pang and fel will be ok... esp when they are so close to him.

Sigh. why. Why them. I started to think, why not other teams instead. But then i got really ashamed of myself. If it had happened to another team, we would all probably be alarmed by such an accident, but not be affected too much by it. But wont it mean that other people elsewhere in the world would be grieving and mourning for the loss of their loved ones too? Sigh. What a selfish thought. So.... why do such accidents happen. Why does anyone have to go through all the pain of losing someone? Why do we live, so that we die? Why do we have to die? Why do we live? Too many questions running through my head. And that happened while i still had 2 more papers. Faint.

Its proven. Singing sad songs while thinking sad thoughts help you cry better. Go try. you might feel better after letting it out. =)

They'll always be remembered. It was an honour knowing you. farewell...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JO!

2007-03-14T00:30:00.000+08:00

Kim, you're right. dust has collected here. =p

But i dedicate this post to my roomie, who has been ever patient, and putting up with my nonsense all these months in hall; who's been in my life for the past 7(nearing 8) yrs ; whom I've played, mugged, sweat, laughed and cried with all this time. Cheers to Jo! HAPPY 20th Birthday roomie!! =)

1 mth ++ since the last post... I'm so getting lazy.

3 more days to MR500. Nervous, definitely. Who doesnt go in tense? Esp for a relatively inexperienced rower like me. If not tense, the person must either be really good and confident, or she doesnt care less. I guess this race IS important... hopefully after 7 months of training us year 1s can finally break out from the "inexperienced" state! And again... I never liked the feeling of losing. So... 来呀！

Went down for SRC that saturday morning. Coach was asking me to organise a match between the old girls and B div. Within the week, somemore. I mean, I feel so bad to tell her that... we've seriously no time now. Its like what time of the year... ppl with projects and quizes... plus exams are approaching... (and training and race). And while I was talking to her i sensed abit of "WA-you-finally-came-back-to-visit" kinda tone. Hmm... ... Hopefully i'm just thinking too much. As usual. =p

WHAT!?!? Ber's exam ends early april!?!? ... .... 1 mth earlier than me. I'm not happy.. I start on the first day of exam and end on the last day. GYAHH!!!! What rubbish is that. And ching juz walked pass my room saying : " 35 days to exam. " Faint. -_-" i so dont need that now.

Anyone know how to lose face fats? ... ...

2007-02-10T00:36:00.000+08:00

Happy belated birthday marge! Happy bday jia!!!

And a happy birthday to COACH! DAPH! SZWHA! KAI! KIAT!

Phew... long list of feb babies....

Marge spent her first bday away from singapore i guess.... first yr we're not having a meal together =( But i know she's enjoying herself over there as CHIEF EDITOR in the Singapore Students Association!! =D whoa.... my russian nanny sure makes me proud!! PLus the juicy news! HAHA i shall not divulge too much ;)

One month into school! lets see. Stress, check! Muscle aches and blisters, check! sleeping in class, check! gold medal for hall softball, check! Fun, CHECK!!!! Ok, fine, i get pissed and angry at stuff sometimes. but overall... i kinda enjoy it. maybe coz of training. Everyone pushing hard during training... encouragements and teachings, scooping and long d row, and the satisfaction at the end!! Ppl go "HUH" at 4 trainings a week. But i think its really necessary. And what better way to destress sometimes. Though what a way to ADD stress sometimes. HMM...

Chinese module was "HUH!?!" at first. But slowly... getting into the mood. though im still quite blur now... its abit better. And everyone is freakingly smart can. or maybe i should stop comparing and put streess on myself. .................. Lao shi is a funny man... and a really nice person! He'll talk about work.. then suddenly digress to china's culture, his opinion on society and the world... blablabla. haha we'll be giggling when he starts being pro-china. But hey! thats good... be proud of country! i'll brag about singapore too! =p

Late... training tmr. sleep. night

2007-01-02T23:19:00.000+08:00

Havent been updating for so long. Guess i'm becoming lazy again! The first post of 2007! HAPPY NEW YEAR! wish for a FANTASTIC year! Haha... then again, when do we NOT wish for a good year? But the start of a new year always gives us a hope that everything will be better.

Reflecting on 2006.... Seriously, I'll never forget this year... the longest break of my life! haha... Its amazing how we let our brains rot for 6 months. So when i picked up my books again, it felt so weird! Relief teaching was a scary experience initially... but after awhile... i enjoyed it. All the KIDS i met... new friendships found and the satisfaction when students actually understand u after a long long long remedial session. =) How i did it for 4 months, I cant imagine. Esp when i get so pissed off and irritated sometimes coaching the sec 1s. FAINTT!!!

Picked up a new skill or 2 this year... DRIVING! and Dragonboat! =) I love both. though i still cant parallel park. (TSK.... ) Db training is getting quite intense, with an average of 4 trainings a week next sem... No joke. really have to plan studies and time well. But.. I love the team and our team spirit! And while i used to dread 60 strokes in the beginning, 3 minute rows is pretty managable now. AND... the running we do now is what i would have hated to do in the past. Glad that DB has trained up my endurance and stamina! I'm determined to get a shot at the cup! But before that, i NEED TO master my stroke! Learnt my lesson from softball... so i really need to work on the fundementals.... get the stroke right!! I dont want to be a jack of all trades... I just wish to master something... Besides my grades, that'll be all i yearn for. GO GO JIA YOU!

Full of anticipation of this coming year! YOOSH!

2006-12-08T20:20:00.000+08:00

Post exam week 2 :: Tired and aching, but loving it!

This is DB training week... 2,3,4 6,7. Camp was great! Didn't know that staff lodge that looked dilapidated could be such a great chalet spot! The toilets were nice and clean too. Packed with big fridge, microwave, stove, kettle, Tv, Dvd player,... ... too bad it was only one night.

Now my shoulder is aching badly after 3 consec days of training... 2 more training days to go before the week ends. Sat n Sunday... preparing for the penang races and all. Tough, i must say... But i'm glad to be able to stretch limits and come out saying "HEY i survived that!" Stroke wise... have lots to catch up on.. but... I think i'm getting it right... soon!! jia you!! And after wed... more responsibilities for me.... Hope i'll be able to fit xiao hong and lili's shoes as vc... but chuan and i will do our best!!!

Going to PENGZ for interhall softball. DIE LA cant even go for one training. Shit. only be going for 1 match on the 13th.. sacrificing the last dB training before Penang. oh well... give and take... looks like FF12's gotta take last seat for now.

Went kbox with the seniors yesterday! And they are a zi high bunch!! haha damn funny to k with them... jumping on the chair and dancing around! sang from 10 to 3am! WHOA... latest i've ever stayed out...plonked immediately after i reached home. The taxi driver was this old Ah Peh who took a long route... diao. fine. shant say much since he's oldd... but he almost met with accident after i dropped lah... poor YY and Teddy in the taxi.. haha...think they didnt dare to sleep after that.

HIGH!

2006-11-28T22:54:00.000+08:00

Its over! The first semester in my uni life. Hmm. Glad that its over. Not glad that i'm going to fail BS205. Shit. All i hope for is i may actually PASS the paper so i wont need to da pao. Who cares about GPA now. Damn.

Now that I'm actually FREE--!! I'm going to be SO busy... keeping myself occupied 24/7 shall be my goal. No more slacking. ahahah...

So i drove home today...and played FF12! well. Kind of a disappointment though. Not that the game is no good. But i may not be suitable to play FF12...MY GOODNESS. the screen rotates so much like CS and Kingdom hearts. My eyes and brain couldnt take it after 2 hours. Just felt so dizzy the whole day. DARN. Then my sis and i met up with my aunts and uncle to have KOREAN DINNER! at amara hotel. WHOA... first feast after so long. And more feasts coming up. Gooing to get FAT. luckly (or unluckly) there's training. INTENSIVE. Then Lan Ee said i had DARK EYE RINGS! Oh MY TIAn. probably because i went to bed at 12 but ended up tossing and turing for 2.5 hours... before sleeping at 3 and waking up at 6. Thats my record time for shortest number of hours of sleep before an exam. HMMM.... In the end i had to resort to playing my classical songs for the 3 hours to help me sleep. What is this man. I never had the problem of insomnia. Luckly i was awake enough for the paper. luckly the paper was damn easy. haha.

Plan for this whole week is PERFECT! i'm squeezing cycling early in the morning tmr before i go for march lunch. Thursday Kbox (at partyworld) with my DEARS! =) [I dont know why.. but somehow "Lets go sing karaoke" becomes "Lets go kbox!" for me. hmm. Probably because Kbox has become so popular and successful that to me (and prob some others) it is analagous to singing k. ]. Friday feast again. Sat... fetch mom from airport and Hall 3 Past and Present match. PHEW!!! =)

Its so good to be able to go out again! I think i havent been to orchard for a good 2 months. To WALK and SHOP and enjoy properly. LETS CHEONG PEOPLE!!! WHOOHO!!!

2006-11-16T23:55:00.000+08:00

wow... i'm actually 33.3333% done with exams. Yeah. before i know it i'll be over and i'll be bushed with training and high with all the singing! POST EXAM ACTIVITIES ARE SO APPEALING!! not to mention the newest FINAL FANTASY XII!!! WHOOHO. its been a good 2 yrs before a new english PS2 FF actually came out.

Econs... was... bad. =( cant believe the first question was actually so easy... but alot of people also got stunned by that dolphin question so... hmm. I guess i'm seriously not cut out for business or humanities stuff... but after one sem of econs, I think I'm finding it quite interesting. hmm. Fine i shall put my prejudice aside... and for once i think i'm looking at things objectively. Even though i cant do well in econs, it can be quite interesting. And from now on i'd be able to understand some of the economic articles that I used to brush aside automatically.
but. WHY DIDNT I S/U ECONS!?!?!! .............................................

Today's Biochem. I thought i was super prepared... i guess.... I could do the paper. But some parts... I just crapped out what I could... Some applications to do here and there... and i didnt know we needed to know the exact name of the biochemical compounds... DIAO. oh well. should at least get a B. Hopefully can get A? praying. =P

AND here i am at home now... determined to slack off today before i go back to hall tmr to start mugging again. Oh well. Till next time.

2006-11-04T11:28:00.000+08:00

2006-10-29T17:42:00.001+08:00

2 more weeks to exams. and somehow, it hasnt really set in yet. Yikes. Hopefully i'm relaxed ENOUGH and not OVERLY relaxed. Then again. i;ve been frustrated over assignments and lab reports and HE191 quiz for the past few weeks. Its been way past time to settle down to study. Better be on track. hmm.

I'm beginning to think that... maybe home is not a good place to study now. Wake up, breakfast, study abit and fall asleep. wake up, study abit more, lunch, study abit and fall asleep. ARGHHH! what's wrong with me. Hmm. Maybe insufficient Vitamin B1 resulting in loss of mental alertness, muscle weakness and depression. -_-"

Been stockin up food in hostel. The fruit supply seems endless, Ceral for breakfast week after week. Biscuits are a sin, coz i munch when my mouth gets itchy. Now, there's even spagetti sauce, marshmellows, choc biscuits, ... ... That's it man. I'm going to undergo change in CONFIGURATION this coming month.

Removed all the photos in the room... somehow i finally decided that they were too distracting. Haha... all the softballers distracting me! tsk. Dont worry, all will resume position in a month! =)

Cant wait for shopping, feasting, Penang trip, KBOXing, christmas, PLAYING!
And good luck to all having O levels and A levels! Jia you juniors!! u CAN~ you are GREAT.

2006-10-29T17:42:00.000+08:00

2006-10-29T17:14:00.000+08:00

2006-10-15T21:13:00.000+08:00

Gee. 1 yr ago i was busy mugging for A lvls. Now 1 yr later i'm still mugging. Uni exams in 1 mths time. Well, somehow not as stressed as last yr. Probably coz the A levels sound like a much bigger thing to worry about. But actually... this is as important... So... SERIOUS! come on man... u can do it!

Exam starts on the 15th for me... and on the 11th and 12th i have a race. HMM. i wonder what will mom say when she finds out. ... ... ...

Training has been going on.. and i'm survivin ... though not really up to the mark yet. And one irritating thing about myself. "Too tense. RELAX!" GAH. i heard this in softball, i hear it now. Fine. Its juz me... Maybe i dont understand what they mean by relax... because i cant fathom how to change between nua-ing n gek-ing so fast... esp when we're supposed to pull HARD. Ah fine i'm slow.

Sad. i'm so inflexible. So if i ever take up martial arts i'll juz make the instructor so pissed off with my rigidity. =(

Well. on the bright side. I completed all my lab reports for this and next week! WHOOHO. but a new one tmr. And BS205 due on friday. I really dont know what rubbish i'm writing for that. But i'll juz do whatever i can. Hmph.

Its great staying in hall.. u get to know everyone slowly. Except for the room facing the toilet, I know everyone on the 6th floor now! YAY! so i shall be a friendly block rep and aim to get to know the ppl from 7th floor.

Weekends are just the time to slack. I love it at home. But its bad. There's access to so much food. GREENTEA mooncakes were the highlight of this week. Not to mention half a pint of Haagen Daz cookies and cream. I'm just in danger of putting everything back on. Where's the self control. UGH.

Training tmr. BURN EVERYTHING! MWAHAHAHA

2006-09-30T19:55:00.000+08:00

IBCF charity boat race 2006!

Today was a great day! Playing Lame games while it was raining, mingling around with seniors n teammates, LOTS OF PHOTO TAKING! Eating and laughing, singing and playing my harmonica. What a day without worries.

Sat30 Sept: 500m races. The race was ok... the first race we came in 4/5. OOPS. oh well. it was our VERY FIRST RACE!!! As the seniors call it, its our VIRGIN RACE. haha. the term sounds funny though. .... .... And the thing is, once we came on back to shore, walking to our tents, it started to rain. So THANK GOODNESS it didnt rain while we were racing! We were damn lucky. or perhaps blessed? Hmm. The 2nd race was posponed till a later time due to rain... so we had lotsa time to slack n REALLY PLAY in between. But the race (the GRAND FINALS.) oh man. consisted of 6 teams. We had a GREAT start (well, better than what we ever did so far)! 30 hard pulls and awhile of maintenance. We were doing well and were quite ahead. but SUDDENLY. Boat from lane3 looked as if it was coming towards our lane. No. it was REALLY comin towards us! ARGHH NOT AGAIN!?!? in the end. we lunga-ed. SHEESH. NOO it was not enough. that boat continued to swerve and go into lane 5. it hit the other boat too. so there were we... 3 teams were out juz like that. DARNN....

But this means a day of not studying and not practicing for my performance on wed. AGH. i feel so badd.. shit.

Still. Thankful for this GREAT day! Looking forward to tomorrow! 200m race, here we come! =)

2006-09-28T00:07:00.000+08:00

sometimes i have this sudden urge to blog. Then when i finally log into blogger and come to this page the mood is gone.

This whole week was heavenly... after a break of 6mths, a short 1 week break can seem so sweet! no lessons (WELL, not totally. still have GV17 singing module on friday)!! YET its very full of activities and sTUFF TO DO!
-> REvise for econs test
-> Read up on the various modules esp the 2 that i keep sleeping in
-> Do BS205 biostats assignment
-> Complete Lab report number 2 (PDB FILE AGAIN)
-> Learn 2 or 3 piano scores (which is like bloody impossible. F. i dunno why i took up the job.)
-> Met up with juniors today! miss them all so much. =)
-> Training... tues n thurs
-> RACE. WHOLE DAY, sat n sunday. Breast cancer foundation Dragonboat race.

THERE. this is my to do list. and the part on revision and reading up is really understated.

Met up with the softballers juz now. FEELS GREAT TO SEE THEM! I love u guys!! =) Had dinner at lagoon. spent like, 3.5 hours sitting there talking n eating. and phototaking!!!

OK i'm bushed...

2006-09-18T00:33:00.000+08:00

warning: vulgarities ahead.

What a drastic change of mood. I was happy n all yesterday.... and even after today's training i still was ok. Then now back at hall I'm like fuckin pissed.

Seriously...i thought everything was going to repeat itself... after 6 yr of feeling horrible over my throw, i realise the importance of having good basics. luckly its only the start.... 1 mth into training i still suck at my strokes. I mean.. to have someone tell u straight in the face is not something that is comfortable. Good intentions appreciated. and i'm quite glad she told me about it. so i can try to change. Just that... i guess i've to start learning to accept all kinds of critisisms and take them in stride. Used to be so upset by them (maybe i still am now). Ok grow up man. the world is not nice.

And now back in hall. Going through my file... and looked at the Lab report 1 instruction sheet. And i was freaking out. like BLOODY HELL... i spent like almost a collective 10 hours on the fuckin piece of work, only to realise that i did the wrong molecule. Supposed to be a any kind of kinase... but i did an amylase....?!?!? WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
And theres actually another part to the lab report. Need to use the com labs in SBS to check out the bloody structure and do 2 more questions. deadline's tmr. how pissifying. And i happily FOOLISHLY thought i completed the assignment one week early. Its definitely not the first time i dont read instructions... its like that during math exams, during jc lab sessions, many many many many times. N i dont seem to be learning. u definitely suck.

Wadever. Fucking pissed off now. sweat it off.

2006-09-16T08:30:00.000+08:00

Wow i seem to be blogging once a week now. Actually its not really due to a lack of time. I'm plain lazy. HAHA.

Well.. this week i was luckly, coz KC Lun decided to shift his lecture to last sat, and Ms Leona had to go overseas so BOTH LESSONS ON FRIDAY WERE OFF! so i got to go home on thursday instead. It feels so nice to be home. Frankly. When i'm back here in my study room i feel like i can absorb stuff better. Oh man.... think i'm juz to used to this messy, quiet room of mine where i've been mugging for the past 12 years. haha...

yesterday i finally took time off to visit the dentist... make my replacement for retainers. Wah lao... only one side... and it cost me 80 bucks. WELL. price paid for lesson learnt. I hope i dont do it again. TAKE CARE OF FRAGILE RETAINERS.

Also bought new sports shoes! haha... I was to heartpained wearing my nice bright white nike shoes for all those field activities.. and scared everytime i brought it to the SDBA coz they claimed that there had been incidences of shoe theft... so i got myself a S$50 bucks (on offer! YAY) Brooks shoe. Hmm. I've never tried that brand before.. So lemme give a review after its debut during training today. HAHA.

i seem to be slipping off in piano... maybe its because of the lack of practice.. only get to touch it during the weekends... doesnt help that hall musicroom has one coz its pretty LOUSY and i dont have time to go there. Just hope i dont deterorate too much.

Somehow i cant sleep too long. As in... i slept at 2 yesterday (AS USUAL..) and found myself waking up at 8. Natural alarm clock? Hmm. but i'll prob be feeling sleepy after breakfast again n i'll plonk off somewhere. HAHA.

School work was better this week... not so much complicated stuff. I still have yet to go back to those horrible topics and try to understand them better. But i dont feel as bad as last week. Maybe its because of the short(er) week! Oh manz. look at me getting so excited over a day's break. Tsk. Or maybe because today's sat and its TRAINING DAY! ahahah...

We just got word that the freshies would be takin part in our first race next next weekend... OH MY TIAN... so not prepared lor... ok we'll do our best during training! must not let seniors n ah hee down! =)

RABBITS! ARE WE MEETING NEXT FRIDAY?? =)

2006-09-09T01:06:00.000+08:00

1am.

Supposed to have gone home today n skipped the stupid biostats lecture THIS MORNING at 8.30 later on. but in the end i stayed back in sch to play frisbee with the DB seniors. so i guess i have no choice but to go. better not sleep later. dont wanna waste my time.

So sleepy these few days.. keeping sleeping in lec again. Esp for the 8.30 lectures. i will be sleepy for the first 45 min. then i can roughly keep awake if lec is interesting. If its biostats ...ER. and BIOCHEMISTY IS FREAKING TOUGH. oh man. i wonder where my intellegence scot off to. its so much bloody stuff. Argh. maybe i'm not trying hard enough to understand? fine. i muz jia you. Organic Chem is alot of concepts... so i'm tryin to build up on what i know from JC. fine, but struggling. Its times like these that i feel so useless. this is STRESS.

On the brighter side of things... the singing presentation is over! yeah... Shaozhen n i got good comments for the good harmonizing. Glad that i didnt freak out too much. Though i could feel a slight vibralto in my voice caused by the NERVOUSNESS! haha...

And tmr is sat! n the day after is sun! which means i have training! YAY!

~stretch!

i'm glad to have spoken to someone about it... feel so much better. actually the first time i opened up to anyone. be honoured! ahahaha.. and... thanks. =D

lookin forward to a certain smile!

2006-09-07T01:26:00.000+08:00

its only 1.22 am. Jo's asleep and its still very noisy outside. HAHA. Everyone's high after the Hall AGM. sheesh.

I'm trying very hard to concentrate on work. but i get distracted sometimes.

training is fine. getting tough, i LOVE IT! Push ur limits! come on!

| feel that i'm sinking deeper n deeper into it. its wrong. and frankly speaking, quite unimaginable. but... i just cant help it. too lost.

its stuck in my head. n heart.

2006-09-02T23:57:00.000+08:00

its sat night. So training for this week is over... until next wed. Gee... Ok lets see what i'm loooking forward to next week.
->Tues Hall 3 "Softball Fun" : introduce softball to residents in hall3
->Wed gym training
->Sat Rowing training
->Sun Rowing training

What i'm NOT looking forward to next week:
->Lectures, Labs
->Fri GV17 Presentation: FIRST pair of the day to sing "wu ding."
->Sat biostats make up lecture by KC LUN! ARGH.

Now training is no longer 3,5,6 ; its 3,6,7. OOPS. well at least its 9-12 on sunday morning. Doesnt waste the whole day unlike afternoon trainings. Yeah.

Today's training was more tiring compared to last week. Why? i dont know... maybe my technique wasnt that correct today. Hmm... so sad. but still ok on the whole. After training I went out with the seniors. Supposed to go cine with the whole group.. but then they split up. So i headed to comex with a small group of seniors. HmM... weird at first... i mean.. the only freshie.. with 2 seniors 3 yrs older, and 2 seniors 4 yrs older???!! but they were damn nice ppl. YEAH! Very funny too... Just love listening to them crap. The seniors picked me up in XX's MPV... Spent alot of time in comex! wah seh. the memory cards and harddisc drives are FREAKING CHEAP compared to 2 yrs ago when i first bought mine. Fine la i know its 2 yrs ago. But... now a 40GB 2.5" external HDD is only like, S$90?!?! 100bucks less than what i paid 2 yrs ago. OHWELL. cant expect price to stay stagnent.

Supposed to meet up once a month AT LEAST with the softballers!!! when when? cant wait!!!!! =D

2006-08-27T23:12:00.001+08:00

Another week has passed. Why is it that each week is worse than the previous one.

Terrible time. I couldnt really understand the 3rd econs, organic chem and biochem lectures.... Fine i could roughly understand after many hours of reading n trying. Liu Chuan Fa is trying to kill me by making me turn left n right to find out about Stereochemistry. Econs woman talks too cheem for ppl without econs background like me to understand. Or perhaps its just a very slow me. Biochem is confusing with so many weird experiments to understand. Cech or Hershey n Chase or Franklin. I cant even remember who did which experiment. Lab worksheet was like HUH. but still managed to crap something up in the end. Hmm.

& another blow... My baby has a birth defect. yeah. I carried it to 8Flags to try let the guy salvage.. in the end they told me that it had a software problem, not under jurisdiction of 8Flags nor Toshiba. So "You can try formatting it, but i cant guarantee that it'll solve the problem". *SOBZ...* Fine. Even though it is disabled i'll still love my baby. Its only Youtube. Hmph.

And NO it didnt end here. Sat night's DND. Hmm.. it was ok at first. Incans was getting high n all dressing up as modern vamps and van hellsing... darren looked DAMN COOL la.. with the long trench and boots and cool hat.. plus all the "Swords and guns". HAHA. OHOHOH and girls had tattoos. I pasted 2 on my arm!! HAHA. i always wanted a tattoo across my arm. finally fulfilled my wish. In the end we won the best dressed OG award! wHOOHO. but i didnt get to enjoy/see what was inside... They played stupid games... and i stupidly went up for the worst one. Didnt know it would be so bad. Ugh. Imagine having to compete butt shaking in front of the whole ballroom. WTF. ?!@#$%^&%*(&^%$#@^&*() i'll never forget it. arghz. geez. but hmm. fine at least its over. And the performance was quite scary... played a few wrong notes.. and they were singing too softly. ARGH WADEVER. Then as it got later n later,face got blacker n blacker. Mood totally dropped. Was damn tired and everyone still lingered around takin photos and all... got me even more pissed off. Fine. I love taking photos too. That day just wasnt my day.

And Mom n dad always seem to have comments on my driving.... fine la i know i went abit too near the other car when parking....dont have to scream like i crashed already!!!! overreacting n all.. I KNOW i'm v near the other car. BUT U DONT HAVE TO ALWAYS SCREAM LIKE WADEVER. Just makes me feel like i totally suck. Whatever.

And today... i spent the entire morning just working on organic chem HW.i'm still confused on how to tell between S n R enantiomers.... thought i finally got it in the end.. but apparently. SIGh.

And while i was packing my stuff i crushed my retainers into half. Those stuff like costs 100 bucks. F**************************!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm so pissed. Feeling stupid right now... and i havent touched on Biostats nor reading my singing module. Somehow the singing part seems so fun now.. but i bet noone goes home and reads on the resonators, phonation, tempo n stuff. How to write 2 20 mark essay in the exam!?!? DAMN.

The only thing i'm looking forward to now is Dragonboat training. Its only then that i feel liberated and thrilled. Its great to know such nice seniors and fellow freshie dboaters. And the skill of rowing is getting to me now... used to be damn tired after 30 strokes.. now it seems juz fine... perhaps its the technique. Or maybe gym helps alot too. =) I just cant wait for wed, fri n sat.

2006-08-27T23:12:00.000+08:00

2006-08-23T09:51:00.000+08:00

something wrong with blogger for the last few days. KLoads so long that i finally give up. Anyway... Dragonboat rowing session on sat was pretty fun... we basically started with a run from SDBA to under sheares bridege, and back. slow pace so it was ok. Then rowing... WHOA... really gets tiring after a long period when then dont break.... Over all it was fun! except the part where its really smelly after awhile coz of the sweat and seawater. YUCK. Bathing is a problem too coz there is ONLY 2 CUBICLES FOR BATHING!??!? Some of us had to go over to national stadium to bathe. And The toilets in stadium also cannot make it. sheesh.

Sunday... we had a farewell dinner at Singapore heritage restaurant again .I love the place man... GREAT food!@!!! Jackfruit rice n lemongrass porridge and vege in oyster sauce again... but now.. got sambal beehoon, crispy chicken with mango, steamed and fried tofum, and the nmost interesting one of all... 2 BIG CRISPY HONEY RICE BALLS. haha.. hilarious man.... Anyway... marge was the star of the day... we was like a template.. then ppl went up to take hotos with her. HAHAHA... We gave her the card and webcam lter on. FORCE her to use it man... Webcam was MY IDEA! haha althoguh i know she doesnt like to use webcam.. but NO CHOIcE coz WE WaNT TO SEE HER!

She;s leaving now... at changi airport with the rest of the softballers while im stuck here in the biostats lab... i wannna be there... ... ... =(

I'll miss my russian nanny... ... ROTTING MANGO!!!

lesson starting now, but my heart is at the airport.

2006-08-19T01:23:00.000+08:00

Its a friday! Gosh i've never been so happy for weekends... Being able to be at home... nice bed, TV to watch, familiar toilet... ... well, its not that my hostel aint good. It totally rocks! But i guess nothing can beat home. =)

So here i am, having just configured my Laptop to use the wireless network at home. Whee! an accomplishment. =) Yeah this baby is greaT! My beloved M5!!

Went for my first dragonboat training on wednesday.. we ran 2.4km. But at a slow pace... so it was pretty easy... then we had rowing session at the pool... haha.. weird to see so many girls sitting by the pool and splashing water with the paddle. =) I think i pick up the stroke pretty fast... yay. Rowing with my left hand now.. dont know if i will change... And today we had gym... 2.4km again... and a series of workouts. Trust me.. nothing compared to national gym. Haha... it wasnt totally slack, but yeah i could handle it. I think the worse was the stairs... after 3 times my leg kept wobbling throughout the rest of gym.ARGH i hate that feeling. Feel so weak, its disgusting. GRR.

Fine. I feel bad. Just.. i didnt remember. I didnt mean to... just that... Maybe the stuff that i dont find too important i dont remember so well. HOW. am i supposed to remember EVERYTHING that ppl say, EVERYTHING about every single person? i think its tiring. i admit i dont have good interpersonal relationship. Perhaps i'm just selfcentered. I really want to be alone sometimes, though i do love company at other times.

Whatever. Work is piling up. Lectures becoming cheemer and more taxing. I feel pressurised into buying textbooks. Does reading them really help?? i have no idea. Maybe i'll just buy the biomolecules book. Nucleic acids is getting too complex for me. Or maybe its just the lecturer trying to confuse me. I dont know.

And hall is making me sleep later n later. I used to plonk at 12pm. Now i'm still awake at 2am most of the time. What the... i hope i really can sleep less n do more. Time is never enough.

Ps: Tmr is dragonboat training. 3-6pm at SDBA. yay. Exciting.but im just not in a cheery mood now.

2006-08-15T02:25:00.000+08:00

the past week or so has been... interesting. School has officially started for NTU, but not all the lessons, apparently. Eg: No tutorials last week, and lab wont start till wed. Having to touch lecture notes and tutorials once again is really a chore. Though the first few lectures have been easy to understand. I believe the level of difficulty will increase really soon. And that is intimidating. I have some really muggerish people in my class... and its scary... the feeling of being left behind is something i hate. So i'll try my best to keep ahead.

And one of the good news is.. I've got my new laptop! Toshiba Tecra M5. MWAHAHAHa. i'm so happy. Its like, when someone becomes a new father or mother. HEHE.. i got a baby... its my LAPTOP. =) And i bought Altec Lansing 2.1 speakers... I just hope they wont be too much of a distraction when i really need to study. HAHa. So this is the FIRST entry on my laptop. More to come! OH one interesting feature is... It has a Biometric fingerprint reader! i'm so amused with it i use it to lock my computer. HEH.

Today is the 14th of August. oh shit. rather, yesterday. It was BONG's Birthday! Although we didnt get to celebrate on that day with her... i hope Bong had a happyhappyhappy birthday! =) heh...
13th August was Jane's and Ivy Goh's and Shirley's bday... hope they had a great day too!! I'm so sorry i forgot Ivy... i dun rmb dates that well... but of course my softballers i'll remember. =) And my dear Janey will be leaving for UK on 18th Sept.. along with Sook Yee and YaFen.. its going to be teary... i'll miss them so... =(

Today we sent JingShan off at the airport.. Qi n i had to CHIONG from NTU to CHANGI AIRPORT... like, boonlay mrt to changi airport mrt... ONE END TO THE OTHER!?!? acks. i think i counted 25 stops. Journey took 1hr 10 min. Many ppl came to send Jingz off... it was a happy start... then AFTER she went in.. they started crying. heh.. i almost teared... i really hate farewells... if it was me going off i'd surely cry... Oh MAN i cant imagine how it will be like 3 yrs from now when i'd have to go BeiJing for 2 yrs. HMM... i should start training to not miss my friends and family so much. . . . ........................................................................
Rubbish. How can i ever do that. SIGH.

Project superstar starting soon! really hope meixian will take part. I'll be the permanant cheerleader. =))

should start mugging. Tmr morning! its scary.

2006-08-04T23:23:00.000+08:00

Hall 3 Camp was terrific! I've never enjoyed any orientation camps before... sec 1 orientation, nor VJ orientation... This is the first. And prob the last n only one that i'll ever participate in... I'm glad to be in Incans... Most of the time there'll only be 6 girls and 4 guys... at first glance it may seem that we're disadvantaged... but... WE ROCK ASS MAN. hehe... I'm so proud of my OG... esp the Gals... =) Girls are more enthu than the guys (besides chok)... And most of the Amazing Race the girls were walking infront. What is the world coming to!??!

My first day at camp was weird. Basically, coz i didnt join the first day of camp.. so i didnt know anyone...everyone was going in pairs.. their roomies.. I came alone. It was SO awkward.. I almost felt so depressed.... But Ching n Jingda were damn nice to me la... So glad to have seniors around. Slowly.. began to intro myself to the group.. and we really bond well together. Esp me n Sze Teng. WAH SEH our roomates pung seh us and went for sports camp. So she n i were along most of the days... ahaha she n i are the Zi High people. Incans Girls =自 high 家族 (esp sze teng n me). We KBOX around like siao... all throught the day n night while doing activities the girls will sing and sing and SING. HAHAHa.... damn shuang. All the seniors think we're xiao. HAHA.

"<-InCans->"
Jing Da : Yan Qi
Sze Teng : Candice : Cheryl : Xiao Tian : Olivia : Yi Qi : Josephine : Constance
Eng Chok : Jing Liu : Alan : Max : Bao He : Cheung Kit

We rock!

Ok seriously. alot of cheers are in HOKKIEN and almost all dont make sense. I can never really do a hokkien cheer. Missed out on cheer learning session on first day...
Thats the only sucky thing.

C division Softball girls got 3rd place. I forgot about the match, basically.. so i had to CAB down to turf city when bong msn-ed me at 3pm whether i was going for the match. HAHA. Alot of errors. Very frustrating when in dugout. SHEESH. but in the end.. somehow or rather they won. Not a very good fight though. could have been much better.

Today i went to NTU with the intention of going for the Freshmen orientation talk. In the end.. i decided to skip it. Haha juz went back to do up my room n bring more stuff there. I stuck pics on the cork board! And i'm planning on doing up my FFX Tidus puzzle and hanging it up on the Wall. HAH! SO EXCITING... my 2nd home... and i'm taking so much pride doing it up.

One thing. i gotta COMPLAIN ABOUT MY SHITTY TIMETABLE. like WTF!?!? my lessons end at 1030 on friday... then i have LAB SESSION ON SAT!! and its a bloody 1230 to 1530. WTFH.... ...ARGH i'm so frustrated... ...how to go home liddat?!?!

i got my driving license today! YAY!! =)

2006-07-29T16:05:00.000+08:00

I PASSED MY DRIVING TEST! MWAHAHAH.

Well... I'm really lucky... i got a really nice TP instructor... totally not like all the meanies some friends have described... Circuit was ok... road. HAH. Road was approximately 5 minutes!!!!! its like, turn right out of the Driving Centre... first juction turn left... T junction turn left. Then the next junction turn left back into the Driving centre area. WHAT!?!? CAN U BELIEVE IT!! at first i thought i failed.. thats why he truncated the route by SO MUCH. but i passed! 12 points. YEAH. ;D

And i passed along with this VJ girl i've never seen throughout my 2 yrs.. Sarah from S31...

Kinda had this feeling that i'd pass... know why!?!? Coz in the morning while waiting for test warm up... i was listening to my usual calm-me-down music... Kelvin Kern's Through the Arbor. it NEVER FAILS ME. NEVER. such a great song. So anyway... i kept repeating the track again n again. HAHA. and suddenly i hear an overlap... took of earphones and realise that THE DRIVING CENTRE WAS PLAYING THE SAME SONG!!! And the exact same version as well... OH MY TIAN! what a coincidence. So... that was THE SIGN. HAHA...

ok lame.

So mom came over n let me drive home... grabbed my hostel stuff...i'm going to move in tonight after SIA dinner.... Kinda sad to leave home.. my sis... maid... grandma and parents... and my piano. SOBZ. oh well... i really hope i have fun at camp n hall.

Drove all the way to orchard. Original plan was to gai gai... but HAH! I feel so retarded... i FORGOT my retainers, handphone charger, and most importantly... THE STUPID KEY TO MY ROOM! BAHHH...

Thats why i'm back.

Dear folks... u wont be seeing me around for the next 1 week or so. Till then.

Ps: I've a feeling the thing that happened last year is going to repeat itself... No...i dont want to be a villain...

2006-07-25T22:46:00.000+08:00

lo n behold my newest addition to my left hand.

Yesterday was a slack day. Enjoyed the slackness. Though somewhere in my heart i yearned for abit of company. Nice day with my piano. Was supposed to bake a cake. But in the end, i didnt have the opportunity to. Training at night was MADNESS. Did throwing 80% of the time. towards the end my balls were like dropping... wasnt reaching at all. so breathless and i felt so bloody irritated with myself. We had tyre batting later. I love the tyre. Loved it ever since Tk times.

And the Tolberones i gave germ. One was expired. the other tasted like flour. What the fuck. I'm so sorry germ. Didnt mean to give u lousy stuff like that. Juz that.. those were my stash and had been kept for quite awhile, i didnt check.

Working today... Finally got to eat the famous claypot rice. I've been craving for it since day one of work and the irony is that i get to eat it on my last Full day of work, Tsk. Start of the Lunar 7th mth today. So there were v few patients. Might as well. Aunt Kat n i spent the free time rolling balls of cotton. sounds fun? OH MY TIAN NO. got so boring after awhile. and somehow while hers looks like a nice cocoon mine looked like shit.

Start of driving Crash course tmr. HAHA.. jia you ah gong.
YEAH |'m gonna PASS!!! treat game like training, training like game.

Oops

Treat lesson like test, test like lesson.

2006-07-24T01:48:00.000+08:00

Today started slow... we had a game at Kallang... the first of our PREMIER games (SO CALLED IN THE SCHEDULE. HAHA.. INTERESTING) against blue jays. Then a bomb was dropped... NORLYN WASNT COMING! i was kinda shocked. So Clara was here to pitch for the whole day. HAHA... I'm happy for clara! get to pitch the entire game... can see that her confidence is slowly gaining back! GO exROOMMATE!

Initially... haiz. Fielding for me was quite bad... Missed a few balls. No not really missed. Rather... it bounced out, or spinned out of glove. So SHITTIFIED! Like i allowed them to steal!?!?!? damn pissed. I got so mad... Up on bat...my first ball drove right to the 2nd base. Fly ball caught. HAHA but good hit. HAPPY. Next inning i actually hit a 3 base hit against xing ni. WOW.... thats like so rare.

And i must say. WEE MEE SUCKS! or however u spell his name. That IDIOT IS TOTALLY BIASED AGAINST SIA-REBELS! Previous instances aside, That asshole... clara dunno pitched how many damn OBVIOUS DROP STRIKES... he refused to call them. And the one that bong slid home... Catcher havent even tag her he called "OUT"! LUCKLY CATCHER DROPPED THE BALL LA. HAlfway through i was like "WHAT THE FUCK!?"Sz wha n i were laughing when a batter fouled thee ball right to his SMALL SKINNY FACE. too bad he had mask on. WAHAHAHA.

Training from 4 to 6. Just did batting the whole time. my left hand really.... tired until pain. The last few sets were like, totally rubbished. But i felt damn shuang.. because we took turns to field n bat. and i HAVENT FIELDED FOR SO LONG! Esp when its Jo's n Sa's ball. HEE.

Rushed home for Mel's Party... So many ppl at home. Amongst them was Jacelyn Tay. Yup. That one. Dont ask me how my sis knows her. Haha.. she's really pretty... and So WHITE. She seems to click on well with my aunties n mom. Talking about nutrition n health n all. Ackz.

So once again.. Happy Bday to MEL! she was so happy today. Hehe.. but i feel so bad. havent got anything for her. i need ideas. hmm.

Then towards the end... Chuan Kai n i decided to go KBOX! WHOOHO! What a random idea.. but we GRABBED the opportunity! Took jamie n sheryl along too. so us 4 cousins sat CK's van to Lot1 to Kbox. Whoa. Too bad we couldnt stay longer coz SOME PPL HAVE SCHOOL TMR. haha. and CK paid... felt so bad...had to come up money.. and had to fetch us all home... AWWW... swoonz. He's really a great guy!! CUTE COMMANDO OFFICER! ... ... HAHA he's my cousin n he's attached. TOO BAAD.

So here i am feeling high n all. =) KBOX REALLY ROCKS!

2006-07-23T00:51:00.001+08:00

Honestly. Cycling cannnot go with Blading. If a group of people go, they should either all blade or all cycle. UNLESS the blader is like clarence tan who skates super fast. And FAR. Heh. Maybe i'm better off cycling alone. I like to push my limits. speed n feel the great wind. But at the same time.. i feel so bad... like leaving everyone else behind. oh well....

Cycling-blading session was kinda awkward. Sometimes they get so quiet. Dont know whether it was because i was around. ARGH. feel so bad. But later on it got better i guess. Pam n broc are so tall i CANT STAND IT. UGHHH.... JEALOUS!! HMPH.

Later mom n dad went for wedding dinner.. they dropped me off at suntec to fend for myself. AHAHA.. Do my own shopping. Snatched a Fila Polo Tee for 70% OFF!!! S$12 bucks can u believe it. =D Lots of food along the way.. REALLY mouth watering. but i'm glad i RESISTED ALL TEMPATIONS! MWAHAHHA.

But...

i felt so horrible. hurt. ANGRY. sad. CLUELESS. bewildered? I really couldnt think of what i could have done to be treated like this. Friends hurt sometimes. Or is this all just my imagination? am i thinking too much again... ... ... seriously depressed.

I really need my Kbox session.

And.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SISTER!!! i really hope that she enjoy's today... and that nothing horrible happens like some yrs. Sometimes dad can be such an ass. but if he screws on a birthday, thats a bastard. Anyway. Wish her a great yr and hope she'll be happy with luke. =) and I PRAY that her god will bless her with PUNCTUALITY! -_-"

2006-07-23T00:51:00.000+08:00

2006-07-22T00:39:00.000+08:00

ok. I got lost in orchard for the first time in my life.

Supposed to go to Tanglin mall after half day of work. Appointment with Luke to choose my therapeutic TEMPUR pillow. HAHA... after much lying about and squeezing i decided to get the Millenium Edition Medium sized pillow. YAY so excited. Cant wait to plonk my head on the squishy pillow.

But i got lost GETTINg to Tanglin mall. Walked down the wrong road. From Orchard MRT i walked up to Tangs via underpass. Thereafter i walked down the row, pass Grand Hyatt and beyond Far East. i went FURTHER as far as Goodwood park hotel n the condo before that, before i FINALLY REALISED that i was getting to Newton MRT instead.SHEESH. under the blistering heat! i was dripping like mad. Gave up and went into Far East to enjoy the aircon before continuing on my journey. Haha. so I walked back to Orchard Mrt, then down Zara... Forum... and TADA. i reached. ACKZ. wasted 1 whole hour getting lost.

My dear rabbits were supposed to meet for dinner at Settler's Cafe. ( But the stupid place was fully booked till 11. HMPH. is it really that popular?!?!) Met Bong at Plaza Sing. SHE WAS IN A DRESS!! HAHA i was shocked. in a GOOD way! =) GO BONG!!! then we walked around abit... ate takopachi. Took a train to Clarke Quay. When we found out that we couldnt have dinner/play at that place. Waited for Ber n Jo before we walked down to Chinatown. HAHA i love that place. So much nice food n interesting sights. OH SHUCKS i forgot to buy my beh teh su biscuits...

I introduced them to the SINGAPORE HERITAGE RESTAURANT!

its the first (or maybe still the ONLY) heritage restaurant in singapore. haha. the food is GREAT! my 2nd time eating there. We had BABY KAILAN in OYSTER SAUCE. GOOD. We also had LEMONGRASS SEAFOOD CONGEE or something... and the most exotic dish was the JACKFRUIT FRIED RICE! WHOOHO it was GREAT!!! one thing to say. ABSOLUTELY GOOD DINNER. For those who are interested, its a few shops down once u come out from Chinatown MRT.

Thereafter Marge Joined us.... again i introduced them to a desert restaurant... i like the desert there... all oriental style. But some interesting twists though! like the HOT COKE with GINGER smthsmthsmth... sounds weird. HMM...

Ber and Bong had ta leave early. So the remaining 3 of us walked an HOUR from CHINATOWN MRT to CITY HALL MRT. ... dots. i hate walking. We were all perspiring... but it was quite enjoyable... got to digest our food anyway. Passed through one fullerton. reminds me of the toilet inside. the floor is SO SMOOTH n SHINY that u can see whats going on in the next cubicle. NOT KIDDDING!!! but that was 2 years ago... on the night of Sec4 prom when we went exploring out of our hotel room. HAH. We took many pictures. But somehow ... ... ... our self-taking photography skills seemed to have deteriorated ALOT. couldnt get a perfect shot with our HEADS TOTALLY WITHIN THE FRAME. oh well.

Busy but fun day! lots of walking. ok fine burn fats.

2006-07-20T22:54:00.000+08:00

My left hand's so injured.
1)Burn from an oven
2)Blister from batting
3)Weird pain from the muscle between big n 2nd thumb
4)Ganglion on left wrist

Yin Ee n Mom are going to KL next next week for Malaysian Mega Sale. Shucks. I want to GO DAMNIT. But there's game on the sunday. i'm Pissed.

Why do i feel alone.Left out.Ignored. Now its just me and my dear piano.

Sad. Confused.

Sleep.

2006-07-10T16:12:00.000+08:00

2 weeks since i last updated. I admit i'm super lazy. HAHA... Well...amongst the stuff that happened were... Kbox session with Nick, one National Training doing nothing but catching for Norlyn, 2 games with BlueJays and Pelicans, A solo cycling session from home to SAFRA TANAH MERAH and back, A crazy cycling session in TK with the crazy sec3s, band concert. . . . blablabla.

Just came back from Verleen's house. Ber Qi Yafen Jing n I stayed over at her place to watch soccer.Oh man. The world cup finals 2006. The ONLY match i watch this season. HAHA. I'm so not a soccer fan. Basically i fell asleep so many times. And i thought the head butting incident was stupid and sad. Ver was like "HUH!?!? HOW COME HE DID THAT??? WHY?? ... ... " oh welll... So we slept until 1330 after the match. HAHA. big pigs, we all. Then had Yong Tau fu lunch.. and Ver drove her sis's red beetle to send Qi to work. HAHA.. it was damn funny. Ber n i had to direct her out of her narrow drive way coz she was so scared of scratching the car again. Nice car ride!

We had a Match yesterday... SIA-Rebels against Pelicans. I think its the most exciting match in the whole league. HAHA.And i'm proud to be in it. Although we lost 4-2 and it started raining before the game could finish... but... I felt it was quite a good game. joanna made so many nice hits! juz suay that the outfielders could catch them. Norlyn pitched quite ok today..STruck out one or 2 of the national players! SO ZAI... ANd Sz Wha stretched and Splitted again to catch the balls. WHAAA.. Really respect them man.... as for me... I'm quite pleased with my performance lah... whole game.. i think i only missed 2 balls... and though my batting really sucks (need to work on it man.) base running was good. Slid with weird positions though. So ugly. Ugh.

Norlyn asked me to join the national training to catch for her. Man.. i dunno how i got persuaded by her. In the past when coach forced, i just refused to go. But... I guess... I like catching lah. Really gives me a sense of satisfaction when i'm able to stretch and stop a difficult ball...So i agreed to try out for a week. But later Clara said that "once u're in it... u cant come out again... " Oops... i kinda forgot about it. BUt... Anyway once school starts i wont be able to go down for trainin anymore. Will be staying in hostel... If i go down for training i might as well STAY AT HOME!?!? sheesh.

So lets just say that i'll be REALLY bushed this whole week, and the subsequent weeks with training. 5 days a week at night from 6.30 to 9. plus work in the morning and driving some days. Boy. A really packed 3 weeks before entering Uni. But at least i'm doing something. Not lazing around at home huh.yeah. Go girl.

GO GO JIA YOU!!

An eventful day

2006-06-26T17:15:00.000+08:00

26th June 2006::

I woke up at 7.30 am as usual to listen to my <<2530 de xing fu>>. Then suddendly i had this urge to go cycling. XIN XUE LAI CHAO, u know. I had planned to gym today. But... cycling also exercising wad. HAHa. So i called celine up. ASked her if she wanted to cycle. And Shun Bian go SWIMMINg. MWAHAHAH. yeah. She agreed to cycling. but not to swimming. ARH heck. i shall swim myself then , i thought. So i happily COMPACTED n stuffed all my clothes n towel n swimming costume into this SMALL CLOTH BAG that had this vulgar "F***" word printed on it. I dont know why. It came with some shirt from Far East.

Haha.. so Celine n i, plus her neighbour Zack, cycled from her house... ... stopping to see the sandcastle that i passed by that day... then Zack left sooon after. All in all we cycled all the way to SAFRA TANAH MERAH. Took a break coz butt REALLY HURT. then we cycled back to Lagoon for lunch. Where we saw Mediacorp artistes filming some drama. So dumb. Pierre Png n Lin Xiang Ping were there. And she dresses up like some ah lian, as usual. Cycle cycle cycle, passed Macs and i thought i saw 2 ppl who looked like Christie (K Sai ) and another national player. HMM. And we cycled back ALL THE WAY to the start of the ECP flyover (benjamin sheares bridge? ) And i looked down to where i'd tied the bag to my bicycle. BAHH!!!! MY BAG OF CLOTHES WAS GONE!!! GONE GONE GONE. SHIT. so we had to cycle back ALL the way to VJ and beyond ( Jumbo seafood). But... alas. I still could not find it. DARN.

So in summary: cycled from 1)Start of ECP to 2)END of East Coast. Then cycled back to 3) Start of ECP. But cycled back to 4) jumbo seafood. Then back to 5) Start of ECP. PHEW! took us 4 hours. haha.and surprisingly, my leg aint aching! it wasnt tiring at all. Weird. but Butt and Neck aching like shit. felt like my neck was going to snap.

So after i sent celine home i cycled back home. it was 3.11pm. I figured that i'll be bored stifff at home. So... i decided to CYCLE BACK TO TK. haha. luckly they were training. or else i'd have cycled over for nothing. On the way there i GRAZED my toe. Skin came off. UGH. And while at TK i got hit by battter (sarah) on my deltoids while i was side tossing. hope my muscle doesnt get flattened. MWAHAHAH. OH OH OH coach let me drive her car! nah, from the back of the classroom block to beside field only lah. But. WHOA. I feel like i'm PLAYING when i'm driving. Its actually feels fun. For now. I think after awhile it should feel like a chore.

ARGHH. What a suay day. but i'm happy. HAHA WEIRD.

2006-06-17T23:18:00.000+08:00

There goes my hair! snipsnipsnip. WHAAHHA. I love the feeling when u just cut ur hair, then the first time u wash it, THERE's SO MUCH LESS HAIR TO WASH! MWAHAHAHA... well. There goes the long hair. Not v long. But the longest in... 6 years? But i kinda regret cutting before i took my passport size photo. So the next time someone looks at my pass he may go "Are u sure this is u? This is a boy. No?". HMM. Yeah i get that many times. Oh well. I still love short hair. MWAHAHAHA.

Review the last of my (not very) ""long"" hair... ...

This morning we had a game against WASABI. haha. what a boring game. i got walked 3 times. And struck out the last. FISHHHH.....the last one... REally laugh or cry also cannot... oh well. SJ pitched! 3 innings! haha.. she can make it lor! Train up abit more can liaoz. Then i met up with grandparents and aunt for a birthday dinner. It was my aunt's birthday on 16th June. HAHA. Steamboat buffet. I burnt my hand damn it. ugh.

I pity my poor hands. Kenna stepped on after i slid at home. so its bruised and grazed. Then for dinner it got burnt. HAAAAAAA......

oh wellz. I shall look forward to tmr. Even though we're going to play a stressful game against Combined Schools. argh. =)

2006-06-17T00:14:00.000+08:00

16/6/06

It was a GREAT day today! =)

Woke up early in the morning. Listened to <<2530 de xing fu>> on 100.3FM. HAHA.. i think i'm hooked onto that radio serial. Its damn cute.=) Couldnt sleep after that... coz i was going to DA DENTIST LATER ON!

haha... actually i never told anyone but my mom. So no one knew i was going to remove my braces. HEHE..eh not bad leh. i only put it on for 1.5 years. Fast already. So here i am wearing smooth smooth retainers that feel funny. AFter i removed n polished my teeth i had to wait 3 hours for my retainers. So... just walked around balester. OH MY GOSH. the mall is PATHETIC i tell u. So i walked 6 bustops to Novena Square. (ARGH. i didnt know it was so far. Sianz.) Nothing to see there either.. The people living in that area have nothing to do.

After i got retainers, i went to gym awhile... and played abit of pool, waiting for 6pm...

Walking back to ORCHARD MRT... I met up with GERM! the other star of the day. HAHA... i love my silly daughter... she keeps saying she looks like a man. BAH! GERM does not. =) Walked to Seoul Garden and met up with Jo Ber Bong n Jess who were already there. Stacy n marge came later on... PST! Germ kept saying that "The rest must be up to something! They must be hiding around somewhere... ... " HAHAHAH.... well... not hiding lah. Softballers hardly have any surprises. Except for the EARLY BDAY celebration for bong the year before. HAHAHA... =)

ATe until i exploded! HAHA.. germ kept taking spring roll... ANd we had CHOCOLATE CAKE! HAHA.. for me and Germ, WHAT ELSE BUT CHOCOLATE!>!?!?! =) YAy.. took lotsa pics.. Me and Germ doing that handlocking thing that couples do during wedding dinner.. except we're eating cake not drinking wine. HAHA...

We went CHIJMES (except Germ) to watch Soccer. ARgentina Vs _____ (forgot). U see how much of a soccer fan i am. HAHA. and surprising. a thrashing match. 6-NIL! sheesh. I dun watch soccer. But with my rabbits! I'll do anything with them. =)

Well.. just being with all my dearest teammates... Talking craping and laughing. Though not all of us continue to play softball, we're pretty much as close as ever!! I really had a great time. I love them so much!!!

2 more days. I wait.

2006-06-09T23:26:00.000+08:00

Pop ups SUCK~! damn.

Hows the new skin? I love this... its just what i need. a TANN!!! help. I am of a shade of FADED BROWN. Which is, yuck. Which reminds me of the self tanning lotion i saw in melbourne. There're like, SO MANY types of self tanning lotion. AT first i was very interested. So i tried out the sample in the store. One brand on one arm. WAHAH. so malu... And i didnt really see any difference actually. ANYWAY. later i was doubtful as to whether those stuff are safe to use. HMM... for it to make the skin darker, wont it be like DYEING our skin? and DYEING hair is bad, so whats more DYEING the skin. Hmm. Anyone tell me how the self tanning lotions work?

Spirited away shows on Channel U at 11.30 later! I SO rather watch anime than World Cup. Hmm. Unless its finals or something. Neeways.. I'm not a soccer fan. so, whatever.

Went to collect stuff from TK juz now. And dirtied my white shirt. DANG. In the end bong n i went only to collect INERTIA and 10synthetic Balls! BAH. cheh. And on the bus home, I pressed the button too late so i had to stop one stop later. ARGH. oh well... luckly the distance between the 2 stops is very short. or i'll faint and bong will laugh her head off. HAHA.

I think i'm getting lazy eye. My left eye feels SO weird. And with specs, vision is getting so blur. I think its all the computer and playstation. SHIT. I DONT WANT TO BECOME BLIND!!! HELPPPP.... so i shall cut down on my playstation time.

Checking my mailbox and email box everyday but i still dont get any stuff from NTU. BAH. dunno why i'm so impatient. Prob coz i'm still quite excited and cant wait to settle everything. Haha.

TV!

2006-06-01T21:14:00.000+08:00

there's some miscommunication going around... I DID NOT GET INTO MEDICINE! And mom here is nagging and nagging about me going into TCM. Like WHAT THE FUCK. IF u had any opinion why didnt u say anything when i first applied? And who cares what blabla uncle or aunty says. I make my decision. I stick by it. THis is MY LIFE, WHO CARES WHAT U THINK!?!? F off assholes.

UGH. pissed.

WAs quite a good day before mom started her nagging. Driving early in the morning. Auto car. Ok. Juz that it was pretty fast in an autocar compared to manual. So i tend to turn very fast. Instructor complain. HAHA.wadever.

Then i went over to Kallang Field to help ZHang with her SMU softball clinic. Jan Bong and Ber were there.. Eh. it was ok... they played 5 innings though. Eh. Pretty boring la, if u play with a whole bunch of newbies who only started softball ON THAT DAY. sheesh. and... coz it was slow pitch, and i had NO catcher Equipment. bong slow pitched. Some balls bounced, and i was too far to catch before the bounce. So i kenna hit. 3 TIMES!!! WAHHHHH.... first was the worse... hit beside my left eye. now got blueblack. ouch. Then came the one on my head. Finally the one that hit in the midddle of my chest. BAH. I tell u,.. the ball loves me today.

And during TK training (there were only 8 sec ones around, by the way. SHEESH...), it was like PINCER ATTACK! at the void deck, 4 groups doing tball stand batting using polyballs... one groupd at each corner of the void deck. Then i stand in the middle and field.WAHAHA! quite fun. Then Zoe and Clarissa whack me while my back was facing them... kenna on my back leg and BUTT!!! oh wellz. Polyballs dont hurt. Juz like a light slap. haha.

So today was quite a suay day. Quite happy to train though... ALTHOUGH i have 2 blisters on my FINGERTIPS!!! sheesh. so i couldnt bat after awhile. SHIT LA... damn lousy now... i feel so irritated with myself. Thankfully my catching/fielding still can make it. HAHA...

Oh after the softball clinic The whole bunch went Macs for lunch. This guy asked us which Uni we were going to. Then i told him NTU. then he shake his head and muttered some shit. WHAT THE HELL. Wadever la...ur uni isnt all that great wad. Why look at NTU like some Third rate school? seriously.

Coach picked me up from macs coz it was raining. HAHA...

I walked back home from Tk after training as usual. But now it seems that i;m getting used to it... Esp after MELBOURNE.. when we walked and walked and walked... boy. Well.. i used to hate walking. Now not so much. AS long as i have my MP3 player to take my mind off the distance..HAHA... or else it'll still be boring.

2006-05-31T20:36:00.000+08:00

So here i am back in Singapore.. Had driving this afternoon. HAH! i completed S and crank course in 1 hour. HEHE.. damn happy... Tmr i have my AUTOCAR lesson! so exciting. MWAHAHAHA.... And i went to the dentist after that. ARGH!! Dr Tan became psychedelic again... He used ORANGE RED AND YELLOW BANDS!! WAHH!! i'm not going to open my mouth unnecessarily now.. So paiseh. Haiz...

I miss them. I miss the house. I dont really miss the weather.

Meet my nice squishy Shoes that i wear in the house! =)

Uncle KT / Kai Pa/ Godpa and I

Kai ma & I

2006-05-27T20:11:00.000+08:00

I'm kboxing with the computer now! HAHAH... so shuang. I must Kbox when i go back singapore man. my mouth is ITCHING!!!!! MWAHAHAHAAH. currently listening to "Yi Qian Nian Yi Hou" by LinJJ. sad song. but i LOVE BALLADS!! YEAAH

Whadaya know... inactivity for tues and wed. But yesterday and today was ACTION PACKED! haha. sorta. was woken up early yesterday morning. Seems that Uncle KT was going to the city late. so asked me whether i wanted to go down town. So i explored the city ALONE! hahaah.. the past few times with marge was ok. But i find that self exploring is quite fun actually! infact, its better! WAHAHA. SOLO. so lets trail my path.... Dropped at Exxon Mobile building. Walked to Arts centre. Take pics. Walked down to Flinder's station. Walked down the swanston street. WAH SEH. I juz realised that that stretch has SO MANY souvenior places for tourists! like, 4 shops along one stretch of a SINGLE building! sheesh. whats the point. So i saw like, 20 over souvenior shops that day. I never realised it before. Ok so. I bought lotsa stuff that day. MWAHAHAHAH. so happy!! sHOPPING ROCKS. That is, when u're shopping for stuff u like. I dun like to go shopping with my mom sometimes. CLothes. Makes me see HoRRIBLE stuff that i dun like to see. or wear. or use. ARGHH. And if u go shopping with people that u dun share common dressing/whatever-u're-looking-at interest, its bad too. Hmm. And i think i spent like half an hour in the changing room of this small shop. The sales girl was like "Excuse me, are u ok?" WAHAHAHH SO FARNIE. fine la i'm indecisive lah. what to do. I also walked back to Queen Victoria Market. This time, without TIME LIMIT, i'm Proud to say that i combed the ENTIRE dry market area. MWAHAHAH.. like farming... i went up and down the rows. EVERYONE OF IT! yeahyeahyeah. interesting stuff they have. And nice LEATHER JACKETS! juz that they are too expensive and impractical to be used in singapore.

So basically. I walked from the south, (across the yarra river), ALL the way to the north (Queen V market) then the north East (Melborne Museum, TO SIT ON THE NICE SOFA AND SLACK FOR 1 hr! WAHAHAH), finally walking BACK to swanston street then russel street to be picked up.HAHAH.. thats ALOt of walking. I'm amazed by myself. And i didnt really feel tired. Until i plopped my butt on the nice leather sofa in melbourne museum. Felt drained so drained till i teared.

So today i accompanied uncle KT to do his xray early in the morning. Then we went to do this FREE 40 minute Massage bed thingy. Funny. Supposed to be this promotion thingy. But so many people juz go there to use the beds. I dun know if anyone really buys that thing. I wonder how they earn money!! HMM..... After that. Lunch at subway. BUY ONE GET ONE FREE DAY IN MELBOURNE! haha. i'm not a subway person la. So big sandwich... and everything was spilling out. So irritated with it. UGH. Then we went to the MUSIC STORE!! MWAHAHAH! i was so happy. touched a piano! first time in 2 weeks. HAHa.. so i sat around. Moving from piano to piano. Playing my pieces. Play until shuang. Play for 1 hour. HAHAHAHAH.... then uncle KT comes along. blast the organ until SO LOUD. sheesh. so paiseh. then the salesperson came along and said "Excuse me but the volume is too loud!" .... Uhm. So we went off. WAHAH.so embarassing. Then it was ORGAN PIPE NATIONAL PARK next. I saw wallabees! so funny. One was standing on 2s and staring at me while i was walking down the slope. WAS THAT A DOLL ?i thought. Then it jumped off. AHAHHAHAH! so cute. mini kangaroos. And i must say that i'm SO SICK of taking pictures. i juz couldn bring myself to smile properly. Uncle KT was like, "Come here and take!" And i was... NO! AGAIN!!?!? so. It was the ... abit unwilling face. hahah.. oops. Dunno la. No mood. We went back early. and so there was TIME FOR DIRECT FACTORY OUTLET!! YEAHYEAHYEAH SHOPPING. I bought the Levi's Jeans from Just Jeans for 30 AUSSIE BUCKS! WHOOHO!! ORIGINAL OK! juz abit old and ripped. and uncle KT cant believe i was there for 1 hour. Cant help it, there was this MOUNTAIN of jeans on the table... had to search carefully. MWAHAHAH. and i need time to think through carefully. I'm careful with my money ok. and i got a nice belt. YYEAAAAH!! happyhappy.

HAPPY! KBOX!!!!

2006-05-25T07:11:00.000+08:00

i've been stayin back at home the past 2 days. Basically, wei is sick, so must stay back and take care of him. aCtually i can wonder around myself. but i'm so lazy. argh well. today afternoon i SHALL walk to boxhill and walkwalk abit.

and YESTERDAY. I tried to exercise...100pump100crunch and a run. Wah lao. Run halfway, then i had a splitting pain in both temples... shit la.... either super unfit, or i cannot run with my specs, or its too cold and the wind got into my brain. BAH. So i ended up walking half the distance. CHEH. Arghz. i'm so going to get it from coach when i come back. HAHa. And coach told me to buy a tea tree oil body cream with a brand called TEA TREE OIL. .................. er. I've only seen Thunder Plantation brand tea tree oil cream, but not TEA TREE OIL brand tea tree oil cream. ARGHZ. did she tell me the wrong thing!?!?

And here in melbourne there are SO MANY chemists. (equivalent to singapore's guardian pharmacy) like, one shopping centre can have more than 1... and along the streets there are somemore. WAO... isnt that overcrowding, i wonder. And it seems that when someone goes to the doctors here, they dont get medicine, but a prescription. Then the person will go to the chemist to get their prescription. I find that troublesome. Huh. not like in singapore, when u can get medicine together with the consulation. pros and cons la. If u're unlucky then ur doctor will charge u high for lousy medicine that he wants to clear. Haha.

oh. I didnt get into medicine. Well, not surprising. Haha. i got 2nd choice, pharmacy. so... i've ALREADY ACCEPTED THE double degree in TCM n Biomedical science. Whee! NTU here i come. Quite excited for uni life. But i guess, its the initial excitement la. after i get in and start studying, i think it'll be the "UGH SCHOOL AGAIN" feeling. But hostel life should seem interesting. Oh well. at least it'll prevent me from watching so much TV like i do at home. ........And seperate me from my PLAYSTATION!! WAHHHH... ANd life away from family most of the time... At least i'll still be in singapore. But i think i will still miss them. EH shit. My sis can take the whole queen size bed when i'm gone. WHAT THE ..........grr....

Going to start a video project. Uncle KT assigned this project to me. COmpile a video using the photos from this trip. haha. weird. Doing a video about MY trip. I still love doing video for my teammates. But i guess.... I wont really have the chance anymore... Hehe...Inertia. I really hate changes. But i got scolded for that that day... someone said :"the only constant thing in life is change." WOW. cheemalology. so get on with life. anyway. 6 years of softball. MY best days of my life. I love my teammates. =)

2006-05-23T15:33:00.000+08:00

its the 11th day here in melbourne...This mornining marge went home. WAHHH my russian nanny!!! So now i'll be sleeping alone in the room. SO CREEPY... especially the place where i hang the coat.. looked like some one standing in the corner when i woke up at night. AHH!!!

And today's a special day, the 23rd of May. Because today is STACY FOO WEI LIN's BIRTHDAY!! hehe... gee.. so sad i cant be there to celebrate it with her with a meal like we do every year. But i'm sure she'll have a GREAT TIME!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAO PO!!

Ok.. lets see... when did i last update...

I cant remember.

Fine, so one day we went to a footy match. Footy = Australian football = somekinda sport that looks like rugby... but i think more interesting... hahah.. my first LIVE PROFESSIONAL MATCH... and field was so GREEN AND NICE!! venue => Melbourne Cricket Ground.(MCG, the place where commonwealth games took part...) funny, its called a cricket ground, but most of the time footy is played there. HAHA.

Yesterday marge n i went exploring around city. Supposed to go bridge road. So we got on a train to South Yarra station. And we walked and walked and walked. thought we were reaching soon... but the soon never came in 1 hour. so we asked, and this guy said : "Bridge road is 2 suburbs away!" ........................ ERRR.... shucks. either we walked wrong way or marge got the wrong info. WAHAHAH... so rest of the day shopping ... managed to get some foodstuff ... and we went for dinner with uncle KT... and i had HEADACHE for the whole afternoon. Only cleared in the evening. Was a terrible afternoon for me...So sorry i spoilt marge's last day in melbourne... sigh....

OH OH!! on sunday we came back early from St Kilda's beach, so we went to play ball in Blackburn high... so YES i did train a little... only had one ball n 1 glove n 1 bat. So cant do much. But at least.... wAHAHAHAH... but i can tell u how rusty i am. RUSTY.

2006-05-20T08:35:00.000+08:00

pictures uploaded on shutterfly!

2006-05-18T11:35:00.000+08:00

I was damn happy yesterday... 2 great news...

1) VJC softball girls clinched gold for the 2nd year running.
AHHHHH!! hahaha.. not surprising. Still, i'm damn happy for my juniors. =) ARHHHH.,... my only frustration is tat i couldnt watch the match with my own eyes... it was quite a thrashing huh!! =) YEAH VJ!! U GUYS MAKE ME PROUD!!! I LOVE MY JUNIORS!!! With that, a happy ending to this year;s season. and 2 out of 3 golds for coach! we'll see what we can get for C girls. But... ... i dont know. Just can hope for the best.

2) GOOD RESULTS!![ haha... no not my medicine application. Its not out yet. NUS sch of med is so....ARGH. fine maybe i cant say coz there are 800 essays to mark. But its driving me NUTS! ] Cant believe some people actually top class for test. HEE. HAHAHAAH... u can say i'm quite shocked. But i'm glad my effort was not wasted! KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK PPL...

Oh well... kk lets update u on the latest news in melbourne.

3 days ago marge n i roamed the city. Took the train down.. and walked. and walked. and walked... .. ...!!!she bought a shirt. me? eh.. nothing. some souveniors though. Took some pictures! and later at night uncle KT took us down to the Crown entertainment centre casino. YEah. both of us are 19. can go in right? NOOOO... the STUPID BOUNCER/DOORMAN/GUARD/BLOCKHEAD REFUSED TO LET ME IN COZ I SHOWED HIM MY STUDENT PASS. LIKE, WHAT THE HELL. jUST LOOK AT THE DAMNED BIRTHDATE AND SEE IF I CAN GO IN. He said : " No, we dont accept any form of STUDENT ID." kanna SAI. fine lor. Then we walked by the river for a LONG LONG time. i was getting so moody. dont know why at first. So the 2 of them (marge and uncle KT) were talking and talking and talking.... !!! and i just leaned by the river. stoning. . . . Then later i found out i got PMS. ARGHHHH!!! (kanna sai)^2.

2 daays ago we spent so much time wandering about box hill. Walked there and back summore. Walking there was 40min. back was 40 min. and walking around was 3 hours. ARGHHH... leg was dead. Tired. BAH. oh we discovered a chocolate and lolli factory. WHAHAHA. Wallies Lollies was its name. Reminded me of Charile n choc factory. so we went in n peeked. Bought some chocs. and chewing gums with liquid centre. AHAHAHAH so amusing....

YEsterday kai ma brought the 2 of us down to sit the steam train. Puffing Billy. Huh. thought tat was for kids. oh well... the ride was slow. but yeah, nice scenery la. oh ya. MARGE LOVES TO SLEEP IN. hahaha... she lai4 chuang2 worse than me. We planned on taking the morning train (10.30) but coz we were too lazy to wake up we went for the afternoon train. WAHAHAHAHA. And i was so nervous yesterday... coz of the MATCH... was wondering when it would start and end. Messaged Yan. NEVER REPLY. HMPH. fine lor. Then i recieved this msg at night... i was so anxious i RAN to the phone? and it was juz an irrelevant msg. CHEH. Diaoz. HMPH.. only found out about the news when this sec 1 MSNed me. WAHHH!! WHOOHO. We drank baileys that night. I got abit high. HAHAHA.. xiaoz.

Today! its my slacking day. marge went out to meet her RJ classmate. So i stayed alone at home. doing GARDENING.. OH MAN.,. my back like, almost broke. HAHAHA... and the stupid grass seemed like it keeps growing. No matter how i cut its still there. SHEESH. Ate leftovers for lunch and whala! now i'm here.

I'm freezing. Palms and soles especially. BRRRRrrrrrr...

first post from melbourne

2006-05-14T20:15:00.000+08:00

one word. COLD. HAHA... wearing at 3 layers when i get outta house now. And in the houes i wear thick socks + nice FLUFFY SHOES... HAHa.. they're so cute i cant stand it. Marge is apparantly unafraid of the cold. ... ... ... FINE i'm lousy.

So.. we left singapore on the 12 of may. QF 0010 at 1945 hours. Apart from mom n dad who sent me off, a small group of YEP ppl were there! Ivy, YaFen, Qian Xiu, (SY)^2 [aka Sook Yee & Shi Yun] =)..... heheh.. really nice of them to pop by n say hi/bye.

The plane ride was 6.5 hours long. Well, butt was sore. Kept trying to wriggle butt. still sore. ... ... ... And there was inflight entertainment! so glad. Wanted to watch transamerica, but it was only available for FirstClass n BusinessClass. DARN. Oh well. I'll wait for the trip back home to watch BROKEBACK MOUNTAIN!! WHOOHO!!!

And i actually brought my glove n ball over. Coach said :" You better bring a bat over and swing arh! and do your push ups n sit ups. Come back n play for SIA. " Gulps. ok. I dont mind. Batt?? no bat. my bat at home is for decorative purpose. So i brought my stinky glove.

SO happy when i got to see kai ma n kai pa... Havent seen her in 6 mths.. havent seen him in 1.5 years!! ARGHHH! crazy. Love them to bits. We got off the plane at 0440 melbourne time. Reached the house at 5.30 am or something. HAHA.... We came n woke the 2 boys up. Talked for long time... ... then i started dozing off. HAHA.. napped till 1pm, then went to a local mall. BIG. but expensive stuff. (Eg: Mango tank top i got in S'pore =S$13. Here, Au$14.95. )(Eg2: Complete contacts soln: S$23, Au$32.90) HAHA.. so i think we shall leave all the shopping to the direct factory outlet. =) YEAH. Ate subway for dinner. I dont eat subway in singapore so i cant compare. Well. think the subways here should be better. Always hear that singapore subway stinks. ... ??

TODAY. 14/5/06 : HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!! darn.. not at home to wish my mom...hope she had a happy day!! But i got to wish kai ma a happy mom's day. =) We drove off at 8am in the mornining today... to Philip Island...Supposed to visit the penguins. But coz of the timing and rain, (AND COST) we didnt see them. Went to many scenic areas though. Like the nozzies (GREAT seaview and hill view. but DAMN cold. the sea breeze. BRRRR....), Koala conservation area... ( FUNNY PICTURES/ SIGNS. and i got so close to the koala. walked together with it for a distance. that was the most active koala. The rest were lazily sleeping in the trees. ) The San Remo place, where we got to see pelicans being fed. Lots of sleeping in the car. And uncle KT almost fell asleep while driving us back!! ARGHH!! i saw his eyes closing from the rearmirror. Kinda like how i struggle to keep awake during lessons, but cant. BUT THATS NOT THE POINT. Its DANGEROUS. Falling asleep during lessons? er... no matter. can catch up somehow. So i gave him a Revitalising Ah Gong massage. And WHALA. he woke up. YEAHYEAHYEAH. i'm pro. =)

Its going to be self exploring in the city tmr. Taking train alone, roaming about with a map. Marge n i alone. HEHe.. how exciting!! =) and looks like marge has already blended in well with my family here. GREAT! Lotsa pictures. not available yet though. Waiting for the USB cable.

Till tmr (or the day after)!

Ps: To my beloved juniors, VJC Softball Girls =>
" GOOD LUCK FOR THE MATCH ON WED!! I may not be there physically, but my HEART will be there!!! I'll be nervous though on wednesday... =) remember to tell me about the match oK! Anyway, I'm CONFIDENT that u guys can do it! YOU ARE GREAT!!! VJC SOFTBALL ROCKSS!!! "

2006-05-08T21:47:00.000+08:00

Gee... days are kinda slack these few days... I'm always looking forward to the free time when i can play my Romance of 3 kingdoms X and the new Canon in D Jess passed to me. =) so u can say that i'm juz playing and PLAYING. going to play EVEN more when i get to melbourne. Hmm... i feel guilty though. Never before was there a 6 mth break in my life. Even dec hols were at most, 2 mths. Nevertheless, This is going to be the LAST long break. Unless i get unemployed sometime later in my life. So... ENJOY, me....

I'm kinda stuck in RO3K....now the entire china is split into 2 forces... My force and Sun Quan. DARN.. i shoulda kept him in check before.. now he's such a threat... I'm taking over his cities, he's stealing mine. DARN. When can i UNIFY CHINA!?!?! hmm... ... But right now my strategy is WEAPONS. MWAHAHAHA... ... Catapults and Towers are the BEST. =)

kk.nuff game talk.

So you see, i'm so bored that i went to do my A level Math 10 yr series just now. And i'm so glad that i still remember some stuff though. E(x) and Var(x). Differential equations, integration n differentiation... but those which require lotsa formula... sorry.. lost memory. Stuff like newtons-raphson,standard deviation, confidence limit, ... ... WAHHH.. so sad. Its just irritating that sometime you once knew at the back of ur hands is now lost. gone. with the wind. *sobz*. And i think all my organic chem is ... ... ARGHHH.. favourite topic. GONE. wHYYYYY... ... ......

So to all the peeps out there who're envying my freedom and slacking... dont be.. coz i've waited so long for this.. you can too, in a few more years, hopefully. =)

*while i'm typing this entry i keep noticing flashes at the opposite block. I turn up and there're lots of people crowding around at this unit. Hmm... wonder if some accident happened. Or a case of theft. Or... ... ???? SUSPENSE. I shall try to spy somemore.

2006-05-02T22:30:00.000+08:00

it was my 2nd day at the clinic today!! Pretty ok la...

Basically, i've learnt how to operate the cashier, dispense and write the labels for the medicine, find records and prepare them for consultation, record and account for the dispensed medicine, fill up the medicine bottles, mix and fill up cream bottles, conduct urine test, ... ... hahaa... quite boring sometimes coz there are periods with no patients. But I can read book and play sudoku. HAHA.

ToDAY!! There was this interesting case.... THIS BOY CAME IN WITH A HOOK FROM A FISH BAIT PIERCED IN HIS HAND!! WHOAAA i HAD to watch that...

Yin Ee: "The hook has this (dunno what weird shape), so i cannot juz pull the hook out. I'll have to make this incision to get the hook out, so i wont aggrivate the other soft tissue"

Boy: "HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA............." *sweatdrop and alot of emotion*

Yin Ee: "Ha HAA! u scared ar? Your hands so cold..."

Boy: "Er no la...the alcohol..."

Yin Ee: " You always go fishing? "

Boy: " Er no, this is my first time"

Yin Ee: " HUH??? first time fishing and its causing you so much pain. I think you wont dare to fish next time..."

Boy : " .... .. hehehe..."

So the whole procedure consisted of 2 initial anasthesia jabs to his palm near the PIERCING, then an INCISION near the piercing with lotsa blood flowing, finally a stitch to seal the cut. and the stitching part quite interesting... she tied a knot so skillfully by just turning the KIAPKIAP-y thing round n round and under and wadever, and WHALA!!! a Knot!

So i'm quite lucky! YEAH... But i sound quite sadistic. HAHA...

I'm getting accustomed to reading Yin Ee's messy handwriting, and remembering where some medicine is, and what do some medicine do... like, dimenate for giddiness, buscopan for stomach pains, Dhalumag for bloatedness. cimetidine for gastric. Noten for highbloodPressure, blablablablalablablabla. AHAHA.. especially took note of the front few coz i always get stomach flu and these are the few i always have ta take.

Today's the day when ppl will start accepting their Uni offers. I'm still waiting to see if i get into medicine. Well, waitwaitwait... patient.

2006-04-30T23:07:00.000+08:00

i feel TIRED~! but happy. haha... 180 rotation from friday eh. that was HORROR DAY. Why m i so happy? because...

TKGS B DIVISION SOFTBALL GIRLS' CLINCHED GOLD FOR 3rd CONSECUTIVE YEAR!! WHOOHO!! its the 4th B div title for TK... and it was a DAMN exciting match... girls really went all out that day. Most on form. and BOY were they HITTING n FIELDING!! Good job B girls!! u guys make me so PROUD!!! HAHA

oops. i kinda made n error during base coaching. haha... i was so engrossed in watching the hopbox between 3rd and home and i didnt notice dian on first. Didnt direct her to steal 2. OOPS.... paiseh.... kenna scolded by coach zhang. HAHa.. thank goodness they won. If not, i'd have felt damn guilty... yikes.

By the way, to those related, photos of Semis and Finals 2006 are up on my shutterfly. www.theoki.shutterfly.com

Then went to MP with Bong, Yan, Queen, Meilin, Mag, XY n Jess. Lunched. Yan, ML, Mag XY n i went to play POOL. HAHA... yan n ML so pro lor... and Mag is quite natural. her hit is so smooth! juz needs more practice. XY also pretty good. GOOD.. got a whole pool of people to pool with now. HAHA.

Tired. I wanna play my Romance of 3 kingdoms!! CONQUEOR YUAN XI'S PROVINCE! MWAHAHAHA... i have 7 cities under me now YEAHYEAHYEAHYEAH.... =) building up on horsebow troops now... ... ...

the fucked up day

2006-04-29T00:42:00.000+08:00

today was a fucked up day. Actually a fucked up night.

Morning was perfectly fine. Left house at 7.30am, reached the clinic at 9am. Stupid 98 took 20 minutes to come. Thats the first bloody blood boiler of the day.

Didnt drink a single drop of water (besides a few mouths of soup) from 3pm till 10pm. And surprisingly not dehydrated.

Uncle SiaHeng n Yin Yee were so nice... prepared lunch n dinner for me.. pity i had to rush for driving so couldnt join them for nice dinner. Sent me to MRT.

Thats wheN the fucked up night begun.

Train ride was fine.

Boarded bus 55. FUCKING JAM. THe ride was supposed to be only 15 minutes. I got stuck on the stupid bus for 45 minutes. I was supposed to be SO early that i could buy Bao and drink soya bean. in the end i was a FUCKING 30 minutes late for driving. ASSHOLE OPPOSITION SHIT. DONT KNOW HOW TO CHOOSE PLACE TO HOLD UR STUPID TALK. AT MAHA BODHI, u know HOW FREAKING NARROW THE STUPID ROAD IS. THE JAM EXTENDED ALL THE WAY FROM STILL ROAD ASSHOLES. and the IDIOTS who went to hear the stupid rally. Wadever. I'm pro PAP. say i'm a conformist, who cares. i'm content n happy with life now. I dont need u idiots to stir up more trouble.

And because of the FREAKING Jam... i wasted 30 PRECIOUS minutes of driving. Thats like S$30 BUCKS. HELLO i work HALF A DAY AT TK TO EARN 30 BUCKS. RETURN ME MY MONEY.
AND BECAUSE OF THE JAM ALL THE FREAKING TEST ROUTES WERE JAMMED so i COULDNT DO TEST ROUTES TODAY. KNNBCCB....

Fine. wadever.

AFter driving, 2210 hours. Mom say she will fetch me. Ok fine. waiting at the busstop. then after 15 min i called. she was still at the carpark. F! told her to forget it coz the place was still bloody jammed due to the STUPID TALK/RALLY/SHIT. But she said :" No, i'm near al-" CUT. stupid PHONE got cut off. Batt Flat. WTF!? at this time!?!? But i was already at the other side. stayed at that side for 10 min. Felt phone vibrate, but as sooon as i picked up the phone hung. no batt means no batt. dont try anymore. fine. i felt guilty, so i crossed the overheadbridge AGAIN to wait for mom. this time i waited for another 15 min. Do sudoku. after that. i was BLOODY PISSED. nononoonnononoNONONONONONON SO WRONG. I WAS BLOODY PISSED FROM 8PM. NOW IT WAS THE ULTIMATE... FUCK EVERYTHING. Crossed the bridge at 11.10pm AGAIN to take bus. Tried to do sudoku to take my mind off. Fine. Do Do Do. Looked up, WHAM. 55 sped past. FUCKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Damn pissed. Freaking pissed. Do u know that when u're pissed at THIS level u cant help but cry? lachrymal glands got hyperactive. They couldnt stop secreting water for the next 40 minutes. waited another 10 minutes. Boarded the next 55. sniff sniff sniff. no tissue paper. F.

Went home. Mom apologized. fine. Dad showed this stupid SILLY cartoon about Daejangeum. WHAHAHAHAH. thats the only funny/happy thing today. Besides helping out in the clinic, and ironing PERFECTLY my first shirt at Yin Yee's house.

Base coaching tmr. Hope i can be awake. Cluck to the BGals! tmr finals at turf, 9.30 am. PLEASE make it be a GOOD WEATHERED DAY.

i so had enough shit today. Please do not transcribe it to the next. esp on an impt day ,6th may 2006. NO I'M NOT TALKING ABOUT ELECTIONS. F the ELECTIONS. FINALS!!! YEAHYEAHYEAH

2006-04-26T21:55:00.000+08:00

the VJ kids!!! =) my beloved juniors...

the 2 captains!! YAN N QUEEN!!!

Yan, diane n me!!! 2 catchers with a pitcher

ber germ jan n i!!!

dearest DIANE n me!!!!! =)

26.04.06
The game was POSTPONED due to rain. DARN MAN

oh yeah. i finished my INTERVIEW!!!phew.. 2 x 0.5 hours of talking... SHEESH. dont know how i did it. Really, when u're in there u dont realise that time is passing so fast. HAHAA. good good. dont really mind if i dont get in.. coz i have DOUBLE DEGREE IN TCM N BIOMED SCI!! HOOWHOOO...

excited!

Tmr is TK vs Crescent at Turf city... scary!! SEMI FINALS!! GO GO TK!! u guys ROCK!!! please.. COOL n CALM!!!! u guys can do it man!!! i'll be down tmr. HAHA.

go tk jia you tk lets go!

2006-04-24T21:15:00.000+08:00

sunday was a weird day.

I dont know whether to feel happy or sad. ARGH. anyway. ONE word to describe the medicine essay test. BAD. ARGHHHHH.. cant really remember the question, but it was about ".. good professional behaviour in medical students..." and there were 3 parts to it. I stunned. like, WHAT THE HELL. Ayoz. 800 odd people turned up. For 200 places. thats like SHIT. All the crème de la crème. anyway. Eugene wrote 6 BLOODY PAGES!! like, HUH!?!?!?? I DONT EVEN WRITE THAT LONG IF I HAVE ONE WEEK TO WRITE THE ESSAY!!!! ...................GP STINKS.

Anyway. Met up with so many VJ people there. I saw Mary's friend (cant remember name), Greg, Yao Long, Wai Jia, Ching Joo, Phoebe (whom i totally couldnt recognise. I was staring right through her), Zeya, Si Min, Cui Xi, Terrence, Ng WeiLiang, Priyanka,... ... u get the point. Already knew ZhiPeng and Tze Yang were going there.

And I must *SALUTE* our SC vice president - Wai Jia... I always thought she was capable. And i still remain firm that she should have been SC pres instead of.. ... anyway. That girl took her own money, found her own contacts, flew to Nepal ALONE for 5 weeks to help orphanages there!! OH MY GOONDESS.. that is REALLY REALLY noble!! So zai!! People like her will SURELY get in. the PASSION for helping people is evident for her. ME? er... i do help people i know. But will i specially go all out to help strangers in need? SURE! if i'm approached. BUT SHE!!! THAT IS PROACTIVITY!!

So there i was. Feeling down amongst all the walking brains around. Then i proceeded for RITZ APPLE STRUDEL at bukit timah... YAY!! FOOD. i get HIGH with FOOD!! WHOOHO. ordered DURIAN STRUDEL. MWAHAHAHA.. so sinful. Later i ordered summore custard pastry. WAHAHHAHAHA.... yumyummyYUM!!

Yin Yee called. Beckoned us to her house to eat MUSHROOM STEAMBOAT with LOTS OF MUSHROOOMS and lots of BEEF!! OHH YEAHHHH.. HAHA.. get the point? food makes me HIGH!! So in a nutshell, i ate LOTS yesterday. Also had a little bit of Ben and Jerry's Choc Chip Cookie Dough (or SOMETHING LIKE THAT), and SKI strawberry Yoghurt and WATERMELON!! Yin Yee was telling me to go work in her clinic. PERFECT!! i GOT MYSELF ANOTHER JOB!! hahaha...especially during the june hols.. i can WORK!! yayness. But the downside - travel to Jurong everyday. GROAN. Oh well.. GROW UP ALREADY.

Went home, i opened the letter box to see an NTU envelope!! oH MY GOODNESS... i got so nervous.... like getting back a progress report slip. and OHHH YEAHHH!! I GOT THE DOUBLE DEGREE COURSE FOR BIOMED/TCM!!! ohyeahohyeah.... at first i was so scared.. coz nick said that his friend got called up about the TCM course.. then i didnt get called up.... PHEW.. now thats a great sigh of relief. If i dont get into med, (which is super tough now..) at least i can still PRACTICE MED. but chinese med. HAHA... look forward to the accupunctures and diagnosis, but not to the language problem. OH MAN. hope i can cope with the extreme chinese standard.

man. hungry. AGAIN. PIG!

2006-04-24T16:57:00.000+08:00

sunday was a weird day.

I dont know whether to feel happy or sad. ARGH. anyway. ONE word to describe the medicine essay test. BAD. ARGHHHHH.. cant really remember the question, but it was about ".. good professional behaviour in medical students..." and there were 3 parts to it. I stunned. like, WHAT THE HELL. Ayoz. 800 odd people turned up. For 200 places. thats like SHIT. All the crème de la crème. anyway. Eugene wrote 6 BLOODY PAGES!! like, HUH!?!?!?? I DONT EVEN WRITE THAT LONG IF I HAVE ONE WEEK TO WRITE THE ESSAY!!!! ...................GP STINKS.

Anyway. Met up with so many VJ people there. I saw Mary's friend (cant remember name), Greg, Yao Long, Wai Jia, Ching Joo, Phoebe (whom i totally couldnt recognise. I was staring right through her), Zeya, Si Min, Cui Xi, Terrence, Ng WeiLiang, Priyanka,... ... u get the point. Already knew ZhiPeng and Tze Yang were going there.

And I must *SALUTE* our SC vice president - Wai Jia... I always thought she was capable. And i still remain firm that she should have been SC pres instead of.. ... anyway. That girl took her own money, found her own contacts, flew to Nepal ALONE for 5 weeks to help orphanages there!! OH MY GOONDESS.. that is REALLY REALLY noble!! So zai!! People like her will SURELY get in. the PASSION for helping people is evident for her. ME? er... i do help people i know. But will i specially go all out to help strangers in need? SURE! if i'm approached. BUT SHE!!! THAT IS PROACTIVITY!!

So there i was. Feeling down amongst all the walking brains around. Then i proceeded for RITZ APPLE STRUDEL at bukit timah... YAY!! FOOD. i get HIGH with FOOD!! WHOOHO. ordered DURIAN STRUDEL. MWAHAHAHA.. so sinful. Later i ordered summore custard pastry. WAHAHHAHAHA.... yumyummyYUM!!

Yin Yee called. Beckoned us to her house to eat MUSHROOM STEAMBOAT with LOTS OF MUSHROOOMS and lots of BEEF!! OHH YEAHHHH.. HAHA.. get the point? food makes me HIGH!! So in a nutshell, i ate LOTS yesterday. Also had a little bit of Ben and Jerry's Choc Chip Cookie Dough (or SOMETHING LIKE THAT), and SKI strawberry Yoghurt and WATERMELON!! Yin Yee was telling me to go work in her clinic. PERFECT!! i GOT MYSELF ANOTHER JOB!! hahaha...especially during the june hols.. i can WORK!! yayness. But the downside - travel to Jurong everyday. GROAN. Oh well.. GROW UP ALREADY.

Went home, i opened the letter box to see an NTU envelope!! oH MY GOODNESS... i got so nervous.... like getting back a progress report slip. and OHHH YEAHHH!! I GOT THE DOUBLE DEGREE COURSE FOR BIOMED/TCM!!! ohyeahohyeah.... at first i was so scared.. coz nick said that his friend got called up about the TCM course.. then i didnt get called up.... PHEW.. now thats a great sigh of relief. If i dont get into med, (which is super tough now..) at least i can still PRACTICE MED. but chinese med. HAHA... look forward to the accupunctures and diagnosis, but not to the language problem. OH MAN. hope i can cope with the extreme chinese standard.

man. hungry. AGAIN. PIG!

2006-04-20T23:07:00.000+08:00

another week's crawling by. This week seems damn heavy... with the Med fac essay test n interview coming up, i'm feeling DAMN stressed. like, WHAT THE... ... 30 minute interview?!?! what is there to talk about for 30 mins!??!! argh.... i need to be preparing.. started, but not enough. WAHHHH.... actually.. i wont be v sad if i dont get in. coz i think chinese medicine is more interesting.. haha... but, in terms of recognition n prestege ... .. ... . .... .. ARGH.i dont know. i'd prob take med if i get it, but THATS IF i get it. very difficult. I'll still try my best.

No mood to do anything this week. I owe ppl stuff, but i just cant find the heart to do it yet. Its like, I dont know what to do, but theres SO MUCH STUFF TO PREPARE N FIND OUT.... so i tried playing the piano to calm myself down. PHEW.. much better.. i think i like played for one hour straight. HAHAHAH...yeah man..my piano rocks! (my playing doesnt) also tried SCALING for awhile. havent touched scales for 3 years liao. and i'm super unsteady. ANDANDAND.. my left wrist actually felt strained and aching after awhile!! oh SHIT.. dunno whether coz its stiff, or coz of this weird lump on my wrist, or coz of batting. HMMM...

Back in tK teaching bio.. AYO.. so much to cover. I think i teach quite slow for nutrition... miss yong wanted me to finish until proteins... but HUH?@@? how can?!?! one period only leh... oh.. i had 2 whole periods with 3/4 for bio.. coz mdm amizah let me have her eng period for bio... PHEW.. only then was i able to finish PROTEINS..

And i made a stupid mistake during lesson yday n today... sHIT... told them that proteins produce more energy when utilised compared to fats. ARGHHHH!!!!!! ITS THE SAME BLOODY MISTAKE THAT I TOLD MARGE 3 YEARS AGO!! why do i keep getting confused... ARGH....shitshitshit. better tell miss yong to correct my mistake OOPS.....

AND!!! Miss yong is still using the same bio book that she used when she was teachin us!!! we signed on her book 4 years ago! and when i flipped to the back page.. ... . TA DA!! MY NOTE TO HER WAS STILL THERE!! along with all the other "best wishes" and signatures from the 3/2 ppl and the other students that she taught. AWWWWW...brings back memories... =)

Ver was saying how i should give tuition now since i have time. HM... probably once i come back from melbourne.... and i should NEVER give tuition to ppl i know since they will LAUGHLAUGH and not be serious during tuition. sigh...

How i wish for 26/4/06 to be over. At least i can heave a sigh of relief after the interview. No matter bad or good.. i'll just be RELIEVED......

150406

2006-04-17T20:21:00.000+08:00

This post is 3 days lagging... ...

Group of 2/1 gals held a farewell party for bong and i... ahaha.. the other Candice's dad fetched us from Tampines MRT, and we reached the place (Tessa's house) at... 4pm?? and OH MY GOSH... its a BLOODY nice place... Tessa's one lucky girl... Jealous? of course man.. but i'm content with my nice cosy house.. =)

We played pool first. ARGH! 9ft table.. damn... I'm so used to a 7ft table... But.. OH MAN.... one day, i shall buy a pool table so i can play everyday ...............
.....................................................................................Who m i kidding..WHERE IN THE WORLD IS THERE SPACE TO PUT THE POOL TABLE IN MY HOUSE?!?... ...ah well.. dreaming is good. i shall ASPIRE to put a pool table in my house next time. HAHA...

Oh ya, there's this BIG BEAR in her living room. something like a carpet. But its in the shape of a BIG BROWN BEAR. So ya, the bear is like *PLONKed* on the floor. And Tessa's poodle REALLY looks like a stuffed toy. ALAMAKz... what if it was sleeping, and someone didnt know it was real (like the bear) and stepped on it anyway?? ... oops.

There was SO MUCH FOOD for dinner!! oh my tian.. i feel so guilty. I seriously need to gym now. NOW! the food was great! heard the group of them spent the entire morning doing up the pizza and marinating the chicken.... *sobz*.. Touched..... =) HAHA.. the takopachi machine was a unique addition to a bbq. Unfortunately... ... we're lousy takopachi makers. they werent edible. HAHAHA.. but bong has got to be the best amongst us all. AHAHAH! At least her balls had shape. The previous batches were all soggy and stuff. HMMM.....

OH OH did i mention about the UBER COOL BBQ MACHINE!!! for once we didnt have to get our hands dirty and arrange the charcoal and start the fire and fan fan fan fan fan. There was a BBQ MACHINE~!!! how cool is that.... although how the poor aunties are going to clean up remains a mystery to me.. ... hmm.. ...

Other mouth watering food included the nicely honey glazed sausages and crabsticks (the usuals), the self marinated chicken (which were either under cooked or over cooked. DARN. My poking didnt work.), the PIZZAS (which they took so much time to prepare. In the end, "a family of birds landed on one pizza"... so 33.333333333% of effort was wasted.). CHOCOLATES! CHOCOLATE FONDUE!!! dipping marshmellows and strawberries into strawberry sauce and HERSHEYS CHOC SAUCE!! OH MY GOODNESSSS... .. totally SINFUL MAN. but at that time, HECK IT!

We all got pushed into the pool. I got pushed in first. But broc jumped in herself before that, so i wasnt the first one wet. HAHA. I put up a tough struggle.. but still succumbed to peer force. *PLOP* i go into the pool. The only one left dry was BONG who was sick. EH poor her still was nose bleeding today! GET WELL SOON BONG! =)

And BOY WERE THEY NOISY. ZHIJUN AND DIANE esp. SHEESH! scream and scream like xiao po.... but basically the whole bunch was making SO MUCH NOISe, i wonder how the neighbour could have tolerated.

We partied till it got dark. Thhen proceeded indoors for horror story session. ... ... I dont see what so scary about those stories... they just scream and scream and scream. *shakes head*. I told them about the foetus in the level 3 science lab.

BEfore we left, they blindfolded us into this room... I felt like i was going to bang into some stuff la.... haha. Then when we opened our eyes we saw... GLOW IN THE DARK STARS!!!! yay.. it was such a sweet cardboard.... with sweet messages and emotions stored in it. I felt a twitch in my heart.. but alas i did not break down. =) hmm.. the only time i was happy till i cried was... none. i cant think of any! er... =) so guys... I REALLY REALLY REALLY Appreciate your efforts put into all this planning and preparing, and for making it such an unforgettable day... THANKS!!!!!!!!

150406:: the day of fun laughter NOISE and joy! Thanks for all the great memories!!!

ps: photos uploaded on http://www.theoki.shutterfly.com

2006-04-12T22:35:00.000+08:00

Its been 3 days of slacking at home. HAHA. enjoy it? er... not really... kinda getting bored.

Monday was errand day. Went for gym first, then i bought the thumbdrives for dad... after that went to ICA to collect my passport with mel. ARGHHH.... stupid i think i signed damn uglyly on the passport.. WAHT THE SHITTTT....... everytime like that one... sianz... why cant i sign properly?!?!?? And the pic sucks. But whatever. Finally i went to the dentist coz the STUPID front bracket came out again. Happened when ate crispy chicken in KFC!

":: hahaah.. treated by coach on sunday. and while i was eating, i open my big fat mouth. *SNAP* the first rubber broke. UGH. then the NEXT bite. Open my big fat mouth again. *SNAP* the other rubber broke. WHAT THE HELL!!! sheesh. and whilst biting the NICE AROMATIC (full of esters) but ARTERY THREATENING (full of lipids) CRISPY CHICKEN [*~mmmmmMMMM!! finger lickin good...*], the bracket came out of place. WAHHHHH.. so stupid. ::"

Went to the dentist. Dr Tan was really nice! told me so much about med n dentistry... and shared his experience. And.. he sounds DAMN rich la... WHOA... Then come to the point where he asks me, " why do u want to study medicine?" in preparation for any interview. HUH. i stunned. SHIT man. i so hate interviews. MY brain cannot think one...i'm slow. and up till now.. i havent really thought about it... why do i actuall want to become a doctor??!

SHIT. i feel so useless now. So now i basically spend most of my time playing ROMANCE OF THE 3 KINGDOMS X . HAHAHAHA.. at first its quite boring. But later when u start conqueoring and expanding ur territory, it feels DAMN good. =) HAHA.. now i'm VICEROY of 2nd rank.... incharge of a district consisting of XU CHANG, RU NAN and CHEN LIU. HEHEHE.... the battles are kinda fun. sometime u get natural disasters, and u get to DUEL, DEBATE, (which are kinda lame scissor paper stone kinda games). U can also CONSPIRE, AGITATE n SPREAD RUMOURS. WAHAHHAHAA! okok.. enough of GAME review.

Today i went for VJ's game at TPJC. hahha.. easy battle. 21-1. Queen hit a homerun!! WHOOHO!!! and good work by the 2 pitchers! DIANE n POOT! u guys rock! =) Some people are just SO immature. We walked by this group of TPJC ppl while going to canteen, the this girl just shouted "VJC sucks". Like, what the hell la. WADEVER u childish ass.. just because we thrashed u u get angry. Huh. HUH.

I've just started on my sudoku book. its my 11th puzzle now... i have 1349 more puzzles to go! wHOOHO!!! GO CAN! U CAN DO IT!!!

Dedicated to my students:

2006-04-07T20:23:00.000+08:00

Dear all,

It has been 3 months since i first stepped back into TK as a relief teacher. And OH MY TIAN. It seriously doesnt seem that long. Time slips by as usual. Hmph.

My first few days teaching was scary... although i only dealt with Sec 2s. My first class was.... 2/6!!! And to my delight, they're a really spontaneous bunch! With ppl like FATIMAH around, the class always seems so lively. HAHAHA... 2/6 left me with a very good impression. Though they might be SERIOUSLY crappy, they're preety attentive and know when to keep quiet. HAHHAA. 2/6 ROCKS! =)
Thanks 2/6 for all the surprises and GHOST SCARES and everything else! I'll seriously miss u guys! =)
Ps: (HEY I WANT MY PHOTOS!)

[OH MY TIAN this is so formal i cannot stand it.]

2/1 was next. ARGHHHH. The first lesson, no one responded. SUPER QUIET LA. The silence was irritating. Then as weeks and (2) months go by, dunnno why, the volume control seemed to go out of order. From MUTE become MAX VOLUME. SHEESH... CHAO NOISY BUNCH OF PEOPLE. But basically a funny bunch. PPl like Zhijun n melanie can suddenly burst out laughing for nothing. Well, maybe for a reason, but obviously i dont know it! and they LOVE CHAPTER 5! (hey 2/6 loves that too! ) hahaha... well, I enjoy teaching chapter 5 too! so interesting HOR!! HEHEHHEEHHEE..... ANNDD......This class seems to always be the one who makes me Pissed. ARGH. dunno why, maybe their lessons are always at the end of the day, and by that time, i'l too tired of shouting. So i tend to just shut up and show a black face. OOPS. SORRY guys... i tend to have weird mood swings. HAHa...thanks for TRYING to be guai somedays...2/1 rocks too! =) I'm looking forward to Sat. HEHEHE... i'll definietly remember u guys!!! Miss ya!!

3/4's my form class. Oh man.. First day in class, (BASICALLY for all 3 sec3 classes) EVERYONE was so quiet. ARGH. irritaing man. And some people keep complaining that she "Hates A.Math", ( which really gets on my nerves sometimes), but ends up getting 29.5/30 huh .HUH!!! Alamaks. Results wise.. they're really worrying....i got a shock marking the first A.math CA... But i guess... 3/4's really a nice class. And those attending remedial regularly are truely an encouraging bunch...good attitude, willingness to learn, wahhh.. im damn impressed with them! keep up the good work people! =)
Thanks for the farewell cake and SMEARING CAKE ON ME [.. --" ...] and everything else.. I was super touched today.... =) it was a great time being your co-FM! U GUYS MUST WORK HARDER K!! =) miss ya'all LOTSSS!!!

3/5? NAH. i SO Dont have to worry about them. Wah seh, the first CA i got "scolded" (jokingly) by miss lui because 3/5 wasnt producing as much "A"s than expected. SHEESH. hhehehehe... 2nd CA, 55% got A2 and above. 3/5 never ceases to amaze me =). The only thing is... some times they're too quiet. (HUH?this is never the case for my other classses) Besides the weird group sitting behind (Jun Rui, CandiceChua, JAsmine bablabla----Thanks for CHOC!), they uber QUIET when they need to. And people DO actively participate in class. WHOA... ideal class. HAHAHA.. and i just realised that they become like any other classes right after school. Never knew they can be so Xiao too. HAHAHA!
FANTASTIC work 3/5! keep up the good work ,but dont get complacent ok! U guys ROCK! THANK YOU for the nice cards and all! I'll miss u!!!

3/9 -> The Normal people.............. WRONG! They're crazy. With people like DAHLIA and ALEXA ++... SHEESH.. hahha... 3/9's CRAZY!!! but crazily nice... and (to majority) THANKS FOR ALWAYS HANDING UP WORK ON TIME! (except this LAST piece of assignment) or is it just the credit of the A.MATH rep?!?! hehehe.... 3/9 will get really noisy sometimes, but... at the end... they know when to shut. =) Dunno why, but i get a warm feeling in 3/9. (maybe fan spoil .... .. .....--") haha.. maybe coz THERE ARE 4 SOFTBALLERS THERE.. Heheheh...or maybe coz .... they're nice. =)
Thanks for the CERTIFICATE, LOGGERS! make sure u can really conqueor log! But if i see u cut log (ie: Cancelling log) i will KILL U. WAHAHAHAHA!!! 3/9 ROKRS!! i WILL miss u!

Hahah.. basically.. i'll miss everyone. AND not forgetting the teachers.. esp Mr Ang Wee Jin, who's always so nice to me!!!; Mr Zaini, for all the fun times and the use of his locker; Mrs Tan Ching Yi, who's SUPER NICE!!! she's so cute la.. haha; Mdm Amizah, for being such a nice co-FM... oh man i'll be lost w/o her... ;Miz Lui, for getting me the job, and for sitting in and helping me teach a few lessons, for giving me notes and tips on how to teach. =); And also the Staff from the general office, Aunty Jenny, Aunty Mary, and that nice malay aunty (gosh i dont know her name) who always forgets my name.... (..........................................)

Sidetrack a little: Lemme tell u about the time when i lost my voice, apart from the part that 2 very nice RABBITS (Ms Ee and Ms Lim) came to help me with my sci prac lessons, the teachers really helped me too. Miz Lui helped me teach 3/9, Mrs Tan gave me a whole box of strepsils, Ms Ee gave me 6 of her blackcurrent lozanges, Mr Ang gave me some strepsils, and Mr Zaini gave me unlimited supply of lozanges. WAHAHHA... seriously, at that time i was sO touched! =) I LOVE THEM!

Hahaha.. to those people who always respond in class, [aka: the PROACTIVES!] eg: FATIMAH, ELLAI, DENISE, IMESHA, LIYANA, BHAVIKA, NEUSHA, SHALEENI, MENG LI, DIAN, KIM, SU SUAN, DEBORAH, IVY, BELICIA, AMANDA, ALEXA, CERI, VIDHU, .... (ok seriously, if i did not mention your name but u really did actively participate in class.. ARGH! SORRY!!! my brain is lousy...) THANK U GUYS SO MUCH FOR MAKING TEACHING EASIER FOR ME! =)

To Those who are noisy:
" HEY! dont make Mrs Ang so mad ok!! U guys should learn some self discipline... how old already...."

To THose who dont hand up homework:
" GRRRRRR... u want a punch!!??!? come on, HW is to help YOU improve! try, even if u dont know how to do... and DONT COPY! BECAUSE IT IS SERIOUSLY OF NO USE!! I rather u not do any work than to copy...."

To everyone: "I LOVE U!!!! =)"

________________________________

Today was the last day in school as a teacher. 2/6 was up to mischief (as usual =) ). I open the door, and there it was... the SADAKO of 2/6. SHEESH.. the same lame joke. hahha.. but still it was funny, so i laugh and laugh and laugh and laugh... i walked in with all apparatus, and suddenly someone grabs my leg. But i wasnt surprised... i laughed summore. HAHAH TRY HARDER man.... u guys fail ACTING! hahahhaa! Then there was this nice msg on the board... heheh.. I WANT THE PIC!! thank u 2/6! =) Basically a slacking session today... they tried to dig info from me. But i guess i'm too boring. HAHHAA... and Fatimah concluded that " you aren't a conversationalist". SO TRUE! i love to listen, but i have nothing to talk about. haha. They dragged me in for the next period to relief Mrs Tan. So. They spent the session quietly reading blogs on the projector. SHEESH! MY BLOG!! ARGH. and Miss Gill's blog. HAHAHAH..oops. sorry rashes... =)

3/4 was next. Nothing special. Since the surprises were during LEGACY. Or maybe. NOT surprise. WAH LAO.. where got people ask the teacher to keep her own farewell cake in the staff room fridge one?!!?! sighz... no suspense man.

Met mysterious people during recess... and yadayadayada, and i played piano for them. HEHEHE.. hope they liked it. I love playing piano! well, the songs that i like la. HAHAHA... THANKS FOR EVERYTHING!

3/5 was up. They finished Quadratic Inequalities like a breeze... TOO SIMPLE HUH. hahaha...after lessons the card came.. and so did a "WE MISS U" . AWww... i'm touched. seriously.... but i kinda suspected something, since they were passing a note around, and they LAUGHED so loudly when they were reading, and NATASHA's face went "SHIT"/"OOPS"/"ARGH WE'RE GONNA BE EXPOSED" after i ask them why they were passing a note in class. HAHAHHAA.. LOUSY!!! =) but THANKS FOR EVERYTHING! REALLY APPRECIATE IT!

Legacy- Maxine the birthday girl came to get me... they were waiting at the tables around circular block. So ME/I had to go get MY cake from the fridge in the staff room. SHEESH. hahaha... and they decided they have no song to sing, so we juz sang bday song for maxine, and cut cake. It eventually turned out to be CAKE SMEARING session. .... ugh....talking to Yanty, then Wen Ning n Mel Chay came to SMEAR CAKE ON MY CHEEKS! WAHHHH.. thats it. look who you're up against man. hahha. chased after wen ning and got my revenge~! wAHAHAHA.... Later.. MengLi threatened me with a whole silce of cake. which eventually upgraded from a threat to a real danger. WAH LAO.. she THREW the cake at me lA! luckly her aiming is bad. HAHAHA... but later i still kenna at my neck n HAIR when she came to me with the remnants on the "plate". BEST MAN...... MENG LI, U GOOD.

That concludes my UBER long post. This is dedicated to everyone whom i'd come in contact with in TK. U guys rock. TK ROCKS FOREVER! Moribus Modestus.

2006-04-02T15:25:00.000+08:00

oh man.. Internet down for the past 2 days. SO FREAKING IRRITATING!!!! ugh.

cheh.. i had inspiration to blog yday.. but today.... no mood la. i shall try.

Friday: Sports day.i kenna scolded by mdm khoo, mdm lenny and mrs sin.... for wearing school PE tee... Mrs Sin said something like : " Now you're a teacher, must act like a teacher" or something.. ARGH... so irritating. Well, i AM a TKgian! why cannot. once a TKgian, always a TKgian. Moribus Modestus =)

hahaha. so lame.

ANYWAY. Novelty events were stupid. laugh n laugh at the all the levels. esp those who did the SKIPPING IN PAIRS thing.. Did i ever mention that BONG N I THOUGHT OF THAT!?! AND THE TANGO ONE. TANGO WAS MY INGENIUS IDEA!! MWAHAHAHHAHHAHAH!!! So smart. HEEHEE.

And i want to complain. WAH LAO.. that MELANIE and DIANE ar..... shheeeesh!! They take like, 2 minutes (exaggerating?? maybe...) to skip from one cone to another, juz because they're laughing n laughing n

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I MEAN.. HELLO!?!?! this is a RACE!!! COMPETITION!! Be serious about a competition will ya!! Even though its totally stupid (WAHAHAH i agree) but still! hahah i dunno whether to laugh or cry or shout at them. Then at the end, i told them "YOU GUYS SUCK!" oops.. a litttle harsh. No offence ya. juz a friendly lecture. =)

The doubles skipping was a flop. AT least i didnt see anyone coordinating...and they were skipping so far apart from each other. And when one brought the rope up, the other still had the rope down. ALAMAK... OBVIOUSLY CANNOT SKIP PROPERLY. *PLONKZ*~ i faint liaoz.

Cant rememeber stuff... oh.. SOFTBALL CLINCHED THE CHAMPIONS FOR 4*100m race for the 7th year running!! UNDEFEATED CHAMPS!! SOFTBALL ROCKS!! hahaha.. ceri got overall individual champ for sec 3. SO ZAI!! =)

I went to gym after the whole thing. YAY! so proud. 5.2 K in total. MWAHAHAH... i need to keep it up though. 2.5 hours in DA GYM!!! BEAT THAT! hahah... went home to mark test papers. ARGH.. pengz.....oh well i shant comment.

SAT?? JO came back from M'sia. But before that, Mel got baptised. haha... in this NICE awesome house in clementi with lap pool. SO DAMN ZAI!!! and i went to Luke's house.. played with his FAT FAT FLUFFY CAT! MWAHAHAH so cute... took pic with my phone. Met jo ber bong for dinner at suntec. and i saw melanie before that. WAHAHAH.. that xiao girl... i thought of sportsday and i almost burst out in the middle of nowhere after she left. Luckly i didnt or else people will think that i'm xiao.

Dinner at Just Noodles. Jo shared her wonderful experience at Malaysia NS. the rat incident, the " SLEEPING IN LECTURE COZ ITS ALL IN MALAY AND SHE DOESNT KNOW WHATS GOING ON" , hahha.. damn funny. Luckly she's getting on fine over there! PHEW.. we were scared that she'd be bullied there! Marge joined later. We ate at GELARE... met so many people... saw sharon, sz wha, janissa, and SHILA who was wondering about like a ghost.. didnt hear us call her too. HAHa.. so funnny.

and CONGRATULATIONS TO MARGARET LIM HO LIEH, who successfully got the Maritime Port Authority Scholarship, and is preparing to embark on her quest for knowledge in Economics at the University of Michigan, USA!

AWWW.... my russian nanny is so zai... and she's gonna be away for 4 years.. WAHHHHHH miss my russian nanny.... hope she can join me in melbourne though. =) AND I JUZ RECIEVED HER MSG!! she's COMING!! ..ooops.... now the thing is.. what are we going to do there? hahha. plan plan. ...............YUCKS i hate planning.

Tday is a slack day. Rangers supposed to go out for dinner to celebrate Blue ranger's birthday... but blue ranger has too much work so we couldnt go. DARN.. i'd planned schedule so well yday. Today.. everything gone. Aighz.. in the end.. i'm at home rotting. and updating. Sheesh.

Sorethroat. HUH!?!? without even teaching!! WHAT THE.....

2006-03-25T23:34:00.000+08:00

Koped this from Poot.
Do this!
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See the results...
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WELL! i guess i'm fine one week on.

School reopened. UGH.. GROAN. haha.. teachers groan too ok.. not to mention RELIEF teacher. Had to stop teaching sexual repro and go on with Chemical changes coz they need to do spa sometime later. YUCK.. SPA!!!! the nightmare.... God bless whoever's going JC. oh well.. they were disappointed. I was too, coz ITS SO FUN TO TEACH! hahaha.... i mean, bio is definitely more interesting than Chem.

ARGH. I didnt know sec 1s were training on Monday... so both bong n i didnt go down. Then on tues we both kenna scolding from coach. Oh man... i feel so bad... okok... should have told her before hand. n i deserved the same amt of scolding as Bong.. Sorry bong... B div lost to NY. WAH PIANG.. i watched until my heart wanna pop out. even though i'm not playing. HMMM.....

i had driving one of the days.. drove all the way to Temasek Poly there... cOOL!! I DIDNT STALL! and engine braking was so smooth. YAY!! so happy. haha.... and i got the same instructor as last time. Nicholas. hahah.. the one who mentioned something about the thumbtacks...what a funny uncle....

Today i went down to Kallang to watch the All star matches... basically.. Both SRC champs lost to the All star teams. WHAAHHHAAH! well, not surprising. the A div all star match, like TK vs HC la... 80% exTK players!! WHOOHO!! i was so proud when i saw it... n YAN MADE A NICE FAKE!!! so ZAI!! runner tagged OUT! whooho! the whole "Yan fanclub" cheered...[i'm inside =)] and i heard the people behind (some strangers) say "Wha! that yan is so cool!" HAHHAHA..... =) and MAG made a stunning STRETCH once more! she's the best 1st base i've ever seen man... GO MAG!!

Tk played alright against their All star... basically Joanna didnt pitch. but grace did ok... hit 3 batters though.. oops.

AH!! and diane was there! finally la.. like after how long do i see her...chirpy woman!!! MISSED HER!!! and that baka deshi of mine... sigh.. her massaging skills like hardly improved... still so hard and rough. HAHhaA... then i caught for her! using a foreign glove that felt weird.

Gym after that. only 3k ... lousy... 60% of usual distance. Oh well when was the last time i RAN!?!?! IN JANUARY!! SHEESH. must start my exe regime again... felt GREEEAAAAAT after the workout. YEAH!! make me less guilty for eating all those junk food. hahaha...

I miss all the vj softballers.... *HUGs my photoframe*
Go VJ jia you VJ Lets GO!

2006-03-20T19:50:00.000+08:00

well, where do i start.

Today's the first day of school. Pretty usual day, juz that my mood wasnt up yet. But the special thing is, BER is here!! heheh.. today so many RABBITS were back... Bong n I, Sarah Ee, Ver n BER! too bad rashes was on MC, or else.. whahahaah. the WHole bunch of rabbits. I almost dozed off while sitting in for 1/9... marking the Hol assignments till i got drowzy... HAHAHa... And i spent 3 whole hours marking Hol Hw.. THANK goodness Ver n Sarah was there.. helped me mark some scripts. Or else i'd be sitting there till 6pm! .......... and OH MY TIAN.. i didnt know that sec 1s were training today. SHIT... argh.. but also no mood to go down la. only finished marking at 4.30. By the time i went down, ........... er... whats the point.

Tmr's B div match against Nanyang. Hope i can pon staff meeting. HAHAH...

Yesterday, i went around to do last min shopping and shoe mending with mom. She bought me 2 tanks fr mango, I bought her coffee from CMC confectionary, which cost only 4 bucks for our entire meal. HMM.. i feel so lousy. Then i left awhile for Yifen's Bday party.... MY goodness... on the bus stacy n i saw GERMAINETANQIUWEN..... shock. Juz infront of us. WHAHAHAH.. so qiao.... she came from SRC... so we heard that TK b n c div got double champs. haha.. yay, but... ... ... hope the C girls dont get their heads blown up too big. they really need MUCH more practice. At Yifen's house (HAPPY BDAY YIFEN!) , a HUGE crowd was there.. Family, friends, churchmates... whoa.. I aTE so much. esp the CHOC FONDUE... oh my tian.. the machine cost her 200 bucks can?!? and i sat beside the machine. Eat n Eat n Eat. All the excess lipids and carbohydrates get store in the adipose tissues in subcutaneous fat layer surrounding my mesentries... (in other words. FAT around the waist.AUGH....) Finally after cake cutting, i rushed down to Airport to send mom off. hmm.. one month in Austria... so sad. I tot i'd cry.. hahaha. used to last time. but now never leh.. maybe one month is short time. AHH.. she'll call. I'll call. There's Skype n MSN. so not so bad.

THE day before was ... Sat. woke up after a bad night's Sleep in 3/6. UGH.. they BLAST the fan, i was freezing like mad. No pillow, so i used my umbrella for pillow... which was of course, useless. Morning game, only played 2 innings +... what the.... Diana pitched! she's still damn pro.. hahah.. i catched... and batted.OH MY TIAN. Got struck out by Grace. I'm rusting badly already. Whatever. My time's over... Afternoon supposed to have game, But everything got fucking messed up. I'm so sorry for calling Winnie down so early. In the end she juz watched as VJ n National team trained. Bong stacy n I also hardly did anything. I got so pissed. Wanted to bathe. Combed the family room and 3/6, did not find my clothes. Then i tot. did i leave it at home. DAMNIT... grabbed all mmy stuff and went home to bathe. REally, the bag of clothes was on the table. WtFFF.... Came back to school. People started coming. Ok... Then C girls say they cancel performance. Ok, since there wasnt a schedule for them. B girls say they want to cancel performance. .......... That was the freaking last straw man. Wadever.LA.I spent so much !@##$%^&^ time on everything and now EVERYTHING is not happening. STUPID caterer arrived so much later. Started eating 1 hour behind schedule. F. In the end there was no time to play the games. WAdever. Games were lame anyway. So all the fruits and vege i lugged alone all the way from Marina square went to waste. Distributed them. Wadever. take it as though i absorbed the cost. The only thing that went well was the video. THat better have man. Spent 1 whole FREAKING month ++ doing that. Then there was the longest section of speech by all the older batches... and Coach. Cleared up. Cleared up late. Rushed away by Mrs Kong. Poor Miss Geraldine had to stay back so late for us. So sorry.... Got a lift from coach home. Tired. Heavy. Sleep.

Friday: Woke up early, excited for the camp, nervous for the bash. Trained the C girls in the morning. MY GOSH. they are SO not ready. feel so scared for them. And they take things so easy. Not serious about training issit??!! Really gets on my nerves. Sec 1s liddat. Sec2s also liddat. what is tk softball coming to... Left for padang for games. C girls won. marginally. B gals trashed opponents. Funny thing was, A and B div scores were the same for both matches they each played on that day. HAHHA.. After that, I went Giant to scour for the vege n fruits meant to be for prizes for the games. LUGGED the bags home, then to school. My gosh.. it must have been 8kg or something. In school... played the creepy piano and waited for my da pao food to arrive. RELAXING.... .... .... At night, sec3s were all doing HW. HAHAH.. so funny. Was giving A.math remedial at 11pm at night.

Thanks to those who were trying to cheer me up on Sat.. hope i didnt scare u guys. Haha...Well, one thing's for sure. I'm NEVER going into business course, NEVER going to do events management. I'm juz sticking to chinese med.

2006-03-15T22:55:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was JO's 19th BIRTHDAY!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JO! WE LOVE YA LOTS!! we're going to miss u like sai for the next 3 months... If you feel down just think of us! We'll always be behind ya!! Dont worry, you'll survive! =)

Phew.. yesterday i pooled with Nick. Hahaha.. we were super off form for awhile... Some games were good, some like shit. oh well.. played for 2.5 hours.. HAHA.. was getting aBIT bored after 2.5 hours. But Pool ROCKS! YEAH.

Then it was KBOXING with the Rabbits to celebrate jo's Bday! WHOOHO!! sing like no tomorrow!! Kboxing really helps destress... phew! HMM.. the only thing is that.. the kbox crew at Marine Parade are really... CMI.... not only this time, the previous time as well when i was there with the Rangers... They just BARGE in and say in chinese:" Sorry, pay the bill please." ........ERR... Wad the hell...

Then dinner at pasta mania, followed by WAFFLE at GELARE!!! TUESDAYS WAFFLE HALF PRICE.HAHA... GREAT DAY! HAPPY DAY!

Today, I FINALLY FINISHED...!! hahaha...took me 1 whole month to complete... though i think its abit... er..... but..ARGH!! no time to edit liaoz.. HMPH.

Training sec ones. HMPH. pissifying. I'd rather be training with the B n A girls. OH MY GOSH.. last time in B n A div i always wanted to skip training and go help out with junior training or something. NOW its the other way around. ARGGHHHH make up ur mind idiot.

The 2 olympic videos were HUH?? so we ended up watching the Chengdu video. WAHAHAHA... how many donkey years ago was that. I looked toot. AGAIN. how embarrassing... but HEY! i made good hits then. HEHEHE....

Went on to Comcentre for abit of gym before mom n dad brought me to queensway to buy my sport shoe. (BY THE WAY... my poor mizuno was split open. Sole came of. WHAHHH.... my christmas present when i was sec 3. And it split when i was at Kallang Field.DARN. So i had to walk home with one leg higher than the other. Knees hurt somehow...) And i got a nike SHOX!! WHOOHO!! eh.. actually i was aming for an addidas. But.. no size. Too big. And yes, i got men's shoes again. STUPID. they should make more ladies shoes in size 9. i just cant fit into most of em, especially with my width so wide. UGH.

Happppyyy!!!!

2006-03-12T22:53:00.000+08:00

hahaha.. thanks to all the people who've showed concern. i guess i must be having hormonal imbalence. Suddenly felt so depressed yday.

Went for the TCM Biomed talk. My gosh, it really sounds more n more interesting! Although 40% will be in chinese... ARGH.. a little scary, but... if i can overcome this language barrier.. HEY! no prob man.... Get to learn about body.. and bio stuff, and chem. Whats more, i'll get to treat people.

Ee ma said:" Go be a doctor! Western also can, Chinese also can, just as long as u can save people, i'll be happy already. " oh man.. i was so touched when she said that. So I'll be applying for this! GO GO!!!! Next time u can call me " Wu yi Shi" (as said by Jo. HAHHaHA)

ER.. oh shit. Thats provided i dun get selected for the SPF LMS scholarship. Well. i'll see as things go. I really quite like NTU. er.. maybe its coz i cant take any courses in SMU, and i didnt visit NUS so i dont know much about it. but Hall 3 is so cool... like condo liddat. hahha..and the school of biological sci is so new. AWWW.... well, not like NUS degree is MORE recognised or wad. ............is it? argh... why all the discrimination against NTU. aya. wadever. I'm me. I;m kinda boring. So maybe i belong to a more boring school. Fine.

Lalalala... i feel lighteer today. but training tmr. UGH. going to cough blood again.

2006-03-11T22:41:00.000+08:00

Long day. Tiring day. Enlightening day. Depressing day.

Woke up so early to go for NTU's open house. HEY.. i dont really see what Mary was complaining about. Well, apart from being SUPER ulu, i think its perfectly ok. And the courses there seem more interesting than NUS'.... Ah.. some people like to have opinions formed, and they stay stubborn to their opinions. Maybe i used to be like that. But i'm glad that i've changed.

Stubborn. fuck man. this stupid word. now i'm stuck in between.
WHY MUST U 2 BE SO STUBBORN. ONE'S WRONG, BUT SHE'S ALWAYS BEEN LIKE THAT. SHE HAS NO RIGHT TO FORCE U, YES ITS HER FAULT. BUT WHY MUST U ALWAYS TRY TO AVOID HER? AND SAY BAD THINGS ABOUT HER. I DONT LIKE IT WHEN U BADMOUTH HER, AND HATE IT WHEN SHE COMPLAINS TO ME BOUT U. BOTH ARE PEOPLE THAT I LOVE N RESPECT. I'M FUCKING STUCK IN BETWEEN. I'M GETTING REAL TIRED BEING THE MIDDLE MAN. I NEED A BREAK TOO.

i'm going to be real busy next week with softball. But i shall be happy and optimistic about it. I shall enjoy it. I shall treasure the time i have left with the team. I shall love my teammates n juniors n seniors n coaches. and i shall FINISH MY FREAKING VIDEO!!!!

2006-03-09T20:44:00.000+08:00

what has happened during the week?

I decided to try my luck. so i'll try for medicine. At the same time, I'll try to get the police scholarship. For NTU, i'll be applying for the Double degree (Biomed/TCM) and the Chemistry n biological chemistry course ba.... YEAAAHHH!! GOGO JIA YOU!

I also confirmed my trip to melbourne. leaving 2nd week of may if possible. hehe...YAY!! KAI ma! Kai ma! Kai! Wei! Here i come!

I started with Sexual reproduction with 2/1 and 2/6. Somehow they loved this chapter. As well as the previous digestion. HAHAH.. bio rocks totally!! But they ask me ... er.... questions... sheesh.. and they laugh and laugh until they cry, like some 2/1 people. SHEESH. hehehe.. crazy buncha guys the sec 2s are...

I gave the sec 3s their mock test on logarithm! WHAAHHAAA i'm so mean. 3/5 was so totally shocked. MWAHAHAHHAHAHA..... 3/4? tmr i think.. oh well. they should be glad it was uncounted test. HEHE...

Some of us went to celebrate Miz Lui's Birthday... went eat at suntec. HAHAHa.. one year ago we were at the same place, but cartel, gossiping about.. WHAAHAAAHH!!! The dishes at Crystal Jade: La mian Xiao Long Bao this time was SUPER SPICY!! My lips swelled, and i teared... drank 2 cups of Soya bean milk and 2 cups of ice water. Dunno when did i become so lousy. Hmph

1 week to the bash! I'm getting stressed out.

AYUMMII ROCKs!

2006-03-06T21:43:00.000+08:00

Oh mahnz...... I'm so tired..

Why is it always 2/1. Hmm.. probably coz their lessons are mostly at the end of the day when i get so tired. OOps.. fine then. I juz need more rest. haha.. but i really like teaching bio module!!! BIO ROCKS (at O level... A level bio is juz CRAZY....) Next chapter is Sexual reproduction in man. OH MY GOSH...the 2/6ers are already getting so cranked up.. sheesh.. very exciting meh.. hahaahhahaahhahahaha

Driving was ok today. almost late coz i was trying to edit the LMS essay... oops.. the instructor today LOOKED so dao (oh my tian.. juz like someone from 2/1..... hehe)..

Me: "Hai! sorry i'm late!"
He didnt reply... then he juz drove out. Outside, he kept trying to steer for me... like WTH... KEEP YOUR HANDS OFF THE STEERING WHEEL!! then he keep asking me to relax my hands. HAHA..
Instructor: "Too tense! Shoulder too stiff. See? your elbows sticking out like chicken wings."

OH MAN.. not so bad lar..... haha.. my shoulders are like naturally stiff.. softballers can testify for me.
After some time.....

Instructor: "Next time i'll wear a glove with 25 thumb tacks and hold your hand, THEN i will hold tight!" (because i grab the steering wheel till it turned pale. ..... kidding. NOT SO BAD LOR....)

Hmm.. i didnt catch the joke... i even ask him, why 25 thumb tacks? Dont even catch the logic behind what he said. HMM... but now he's so funny lah.. HAHAHHAHAA.... nice instructor! EH not bad leh.. all my 6 lessons i get nice instructors!! havent met a fierce one yet. HEHE...

Bash nearing, i'm nowhere near finishing video. SHit... ok.. the honour roll's 85% done. the other one's 30%?!!?? so dead.

oh by the way...AYUMI HAMASAKI's (miss)understood album ROCKS ASS!!!!! whoohoo!!!!

2006-03-01T22:37:00.000+08:00

ok... so i survived. and i'm pretty happy i think. Well, except for GP. HAHAHA.. that crap's kinda expected.. but.. hmm.. from A1 at Olevel to C5 at ALevel.. that's quite crappy.

FIRSTLY... it was a TERRIBLE surprise....4As. WHAT THE CRAP!?!?!? i think the computing marker mixed up celine and my paper. SHEESH!!! i really cant believe it... Imagine, from an O at prelims to... an A.... that's super crazy. And i dun think i put in SO much effort in it, like math and chem and bio. HMM....

SECONDLY... Math S was like, HUH.... I thought i couldnt do 80% of the questions... ended up with Merit. WAHHHH.. really thought it would be an Ungraded piece... Seems like i was devestated for nothing after that paper. Hmm...

And GP.. HAHA..... oh well.. i think i got the lowest GP score in my class. Wadever... i hate writing essays. and i wrote less than one page for Application question, so quite expected.

Now.. its WHAT TO DO in UNI!?!?! hmm.. i think i shall try to apply for SPF LMS.... hmm.. but i'm not sure.. the last time i applied for SAF SMS(w) i freaked out before the interview... ok... so i must at least FORCE myself to go to the interview if i do apply. SO THINK PROPERLY BEFORE YOU SPEND 2 HOURS WRITING THE ESSAY DAMMIT!!!

Think think thinkthink....

2006-02-28T22:19:00.000+08:00

results are out tmr.. GRRR.. getting the jitters man. but.. hope i can do well

Ber's Bday tmr!! ahahha.. hope she will get fantastic results to top off the happy day!! =)

I'm going to have lunch with 04S15 tmr!! yeah man.. havent met them since prom nite... well... except the rangers la. Haha... gonna bring camera... and hope the day will stay HAPPY. hey.. maybe we'll go Kbox after that? (hope there's mood to celebrate...)
zai shan yao jian piao yi de hong yu
shui zhe bei feng yao ling
wo qing qing yao yi feng ling....

I just bought 3 new games....
1)Final Fantasy VII: Dirge of Ceberus
2) Bleach
3) Romance of the 3 kingdoms X

HAHAH.. san guo yan yi... i cant believe it either... kinda weird. but the other two are in JAP so i cant really play. Bleach is for Kai... and DC too.. i'll prob bring it over to him in melbourne.

JITTER

2006-02-23T19:39:00.000+08:00

ok... I'm getting so lazy... I dont go gymming, I dont blog, I just feel like lying on the bed n slack. HAHA. Oh wellz... been training the sec ones with bong. Kinda sianz... coz we're just standing around telling them stuff. And they will "Orh..." nod their head... and repeat the same (wrong) movement they do. ................ aRGHHHHH... coach should start shouting at them earlier. We didnt have such an easy time when we were sec1s ok... xiang dang nian... ... ...

For the first time in so long, I wished that i was amongst them training. I mean, not in the national team like Bong. DUH!!! No life... yeah thats true. I love my TV man! I'll juz kill myself if i'd to train every day. I dont mind training like, twice a week... Really need the exercise... and could do with some fungo practice... haha.. so next time i can fungo for them to field again... I WANT TO CATCH!! WHERE ARE MY PITCHERS!?!?!? yeah i really miss catching. Oh ya. I was thinking.. maybe i can help hira n cai miao (OH MY TIAN.. such a cute name!!!! BABY VEGE!!!) do the catcher fielding. HAHA.. tiring, but MY FAVORITE! HEHEHE....

A few tests recently... my face really can change colour when i mark papers. I mean... i feel so angry and sad for them. ARGHHHH.... and its also kinda frustrating when u repeat something in class and they keep making the SAME FREAKING MISTAKES! sheesh... Oh... and i fell asleep marking sci papers just now. HAHAHA... what to do.. 2/1 and 3/9 made me so tired...dunno whats wrong with them today. So freaking noisy... or is it just me. ARGH. Wadever. Just so pissed today. Hmm.. but driving was fun!! Today's lesson is the first driving lesson in 2 whole months! and guess what.. I stalled 5 or 6 times. WAHAHAHHAH.. so paiseh... on the ROAD somemore! (got my PDL so could drive on the road. YAY.) And i met ver there. WAHAHAH... i went to check where the car was... then i saw
186 Goh YiShan Candice
166 Goh Zhi Min Verleen

Oh my tian such a coincidence!!! haha... i dont believe it. after lesson i took a lift from ver's mom. saved me $1.50 in bus money. HAHAHA... thanks ver!

I'm so dead. My video is yelling for my attention. I NEED INSPIRATION!!!! about 25 days more to the bash. I cant wait for our reunion, but i really could do with more time for preparations. HHHEEELLLPPPPPPPPPP.....

Ber! wanna to help plan and implement some games??

happy chinese new year 2006!

2006-01-29T00:03:00.000+08:00

Gong Xi Fa Cai! Wan Shi Ru Yi! Xin Xiang Shi Cheng! Cai Yuan Guang Jin!

Happy chinese new year! hahahaha....oh i just remembered this childish line....
"Gong xi fa cai, hong bao na lai". Sheesh... ok i've never found this cute... all along i thought it was plain rude and silly. Ok, fine if the person's kidding, but, I actually know people who go up to someone, and the first thing he/she says is THAT phrase, with their hands sticking out rudely, and they actually mean it. I mean, if i ever heard this from someone, I'll be so annoyed and pissed even though it might be a little kid. WHERE'S THE MANNERS!?!? Poor upbringing... Oh well...

Wishing everyone a prosperous new year! May everything be smooth-going in this new year! A new year, new start!

HAHAHA.. enough of new year stuff...

My house was re-vamped! 1.5 weeks before CNY, my mom suddenly decided to repaint the door frame. Dad grumbled and complained, which is damn irritating because he spews vulgarities when he does that, and i get F-ing pissed. Whatever lor. Then 2 days later, the painter arrived at our doorstep! And other than the door and the doorframe, we re-painted the whole hall! and my bedroom and the balcony. HAHA... my house is so artificially white now. My room's half white, half cool slate (some type of green). My hall's.... eh.... bisque.... i dont know how to describe that colour, but its okay la. And the balcony's YELLOW!!!! so cute! i acttually wanted orange for my room but sis said "NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!" ...ok fine.

Oh... and i met 3/4 for the first time on friday. Lesson was HORRIBLE. AHHH.. i'll try another method next week. But i'm getting used to the sec 2 classes! 2/6 and 2/1 are great! And i thought math would be easier to teach. ...... bUT YA WHAT...it should be the case. Oh well... we'll see.

Bong and i went out for lunch on friday.... ate Yoshi!! The Memoirs of a Geisha set. Ok la.. had this interesting apple sauce! thought i was eating mac's apple pie at first. haha... And guess who i saw at the toilet? FELICIA! hahaha.. so shocked. And i wanted to find out if she could make it on 18th. YEAH! just nice... She said she told her manager to keep that day free, but cannot confirm yet. Oh well, that's a start.

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First Day of School

2006-01-23T19:20:00.000+08:00

Today was my first day of school. As a teacher. BAHHHHH!!!!! I felt so weird. Firstly, I dont have my pool of classmates and teammates in green. Secondly, I'm thrown into a new sea of foreign green. Dont know them juniors. Students. Wadever. And the funny thing is, I think i feel ok sitting in the Staff room. I'm sitting beside Mr Ang Wee Jin! hahaha... ok.. only started talking to him at the end of the day. Also talked to Mrs Ngin and Miss Yong today. YAY!! my bio teachers! they're GREAT teachers! But havent got to talk to miss Ho though..

Today's assembly was held in the Hall, coz the first principal of TK passed away. We had one minute of silence, then sang the school song. and POOF!!! MY TIAN, the TK school song is now recorded...Played by a pro symphonic band and in the background there are some girls singing and harmonising. Weird sond effects too. EEEWWWW.... i still prefer the old, Simple piano playing.

After that, i had to relief 2 classes because many teachers brought their sec 3 class to OBS! darn.. feel so pissed coz WE DIDNT GET TO GO OBS! sheesh... but... actually the time spent in school while the others were in OBS was quite fun.. we had our own training, ordered pizza through the side gate, playing piano and slacking at the foyer. HEHEHE.... missed those days with my dear rabbits! =)

So after recess, MY REAL LESSON STARTED! 2/6 was a nice class.. pretty good coz they actively participated in class. (ok.. basically they did answer my questions even though they didnt know and were pretty enthusiastic.) Quite encouraging la. 2/1 was... very quiet.. and kinda colder. But still ok la.

One problem though.. how in the world do u explain, "why is a complete electronic config stable?" HMM.... i couldnt explain that to them. I think i need to find some stupid example.... oh well...

And bong PungSeh-ed me today! never go for TK training. HAHAH! but no point la. today there were so little people (sec2s only) and i didnt do much also. Just that.. i think someone's so irritating!! UGH!!!

And lemmme tell u something stupid. on friday, after new year's celebrations in the morning, TK's going to continue with LESSONS! what rubbish... oh man... so i have one A.math class and Sci class on that day. GEE....What do i do... no life. HAHAHA...

Supposed to have this gathering at Coach's house, but we dont know when. Queen hasnt contacted me yet. maybe i should ask instead.

Tired......

2006-01-16T23:11:00.000+08:00

It's my 2nd last day of work. Honestly, I think i'm going to miss some of them here in Aspial... People like Ivy n XiuYun n Annie n YueLi n Maggie... thanks to them, the past 2 weeks doing fairly monotonous work wasnt all THAT bad. But yeah. i did fall asleep. HAHAHA... tagging halfway... ZZZzzzzzzz.... then wake up. Continue for awhile... ZZZZzzzzzzz.... HAHAHAHA!! oh man.. i hope no one saw... But after that, I took out my MP3 and blasted JENOVA and ONE WINGED ANGEL from Final Fantasy VII:: Advent Children Soundtrack. If u heard how METALLIC and heavy those songs were, you'll know why they kept me awake. HAHAHAHA!!

And darn.. i forgot to *DII* (scan) my staff card when i left today...

Today after work, I got a call from aunt Alice... so i RUSHED down to No SignBoard Restaurant beside the National Stadium. WHOAAAAA.. CEREAL PRAWNS!!! Butter n Black Pepper crabs!! and all these paid for by my aunt's boss! he's a damn nice guy i tell ya... got my cousin a Samsung E730 for her Christmas present... PHEW... i also want. HAHAHA...

And he drove me home from there. But we got lost for awhile in the STadium area... Paiseh.. because i forgot to guide him... While we were approaching the kallang field, I peered out of my window and i saw BONG! and COACH! haha..Coach was throwing with someone... Bong in VJ PE shirt and long socks looked like she was stoning in my direction in the car...OOPS... then the uncle missed the turn and we had to go one big round again. LOL...

And from this weekend onwards, I'm going to be tutoring my cousin.. haha.. Sec 2 science. Just as well... prepare me for Lessons.

JITTERS....

2006-01-13T22:27:00.000+08:00

ok... all prima facie problems are gone!! WHOHOO!!! i'm just left with typing the resignation letter. HAHA... Yeah, so i guess i've chosen the teaching job at TK. My goodness... ask me 4 months ago and i would still have flatly rejected the idea of teaching. I better start learning how to communicate... Hmm.. i guess thats the new problems that will be surfacing.. how to gain their attention, and how to make lessons interesting... haha.. any ideas people?? esp from the ALREADY AM TEACHERS!! But this may be abit different... oh BTW i'm teaching lower sec sci( Chem module) and sec 3 A.math...

And yesterday, I returned to my role as a student! From 10pm to 12.30pm...doing A math.. HAHAHA...and can u believe i was so stuck at SETS ?!?!? then came a msg from Miss Lui, saying that SETS is taught at the end of the year. BAHHHHH.... oh well... still was rusty on remainder factor theorem. I mean, HOW THE HECK DO U EXPLAIN??? .... ok.. today's chapter is Indices, Surds and Logarithm. Come on people, Take up your pens and start doing!

PS:: DID U SEE THE VIDEO ??? "3 bears" song from FULL HOUSE!!! OMG.. that is THE FUNNIEST SCENE in all dramas i've ever watched. HAHAHAA....

2006-01-10T21:37:00.000+08:00

I'm really confused.... somebody help...

1) I'm on a job now.. at the Jewellery ComPany....
2) Bong called me up to ask if i wanted to teach Chem n A.Math...
3) Prof Lim asked me to go over to RVPS to work for him...

ARGHHHHH!!! WTF.... ok.. i think i'd rather go for 2 and 3. but to choose between them?!

Benefits of (*2) Teaching:
1) Work only half a day. Can go for Driving.
2) its at TK! i can save on transport fees! WALK!
3) I can go help out coach in afternoons.
4) Bong and Ber and miss Lui will be there, along with other teachers that i may know...

DownSide:
1) Lesson plannin? huh? how?
2) Er... i dont really know if i can teach
3) Needs an interview. Not confirmed.

Benefits of (*3) Research Assistant:
1) I can work with video and audio!
2) Near town! RVPS! can pop by to Mom's office so she can fetch me home. HAHA
3) Its Confirmed. If i agree i can start work next monday.

DownSide:
1) Web design. SHIT.
2) Dont know anyone there
3) Its URGENT. Have to start work latest by monday.
4) Full day. Hmm... Have to go weekend driving or night driving.

GEEEE....I dont know...what should i do?? If i could choose, I think i'd go for TK. But its someting that's not confirmed. And i'm not sure if i can TEaCH?? But on the otherhand... i'd really love to pop by training somedays... even though my shoulder is dead...

If i go for the other one, it's something that i can handle ( I GUESS ) if i try to put in more effort to learn my dreamweaver. HAHA... and maybe handle little kids... well...

BOTH ARE ATTRACTIVE!!! WHAT IN THE WORLD SHOULD I DO!?!?

and how am i supposed to tender a resignation?????

2006-01-06T23:36:00.000+08:00

heyhey... its FRIDAY!! The first weekend of the year in half an hour... and my first weekend break!! 4 days into work, i'm getting used to the tagging and price tag sticking and scanning for dispatch.. n i got to know 2 people in 2 days.. OK.. abit slow pace la.. but... i think i got to know them quite well...so.. new people to hang out with at work!! hahaa.. but JAs will still have higher priority la..

i'm reaally racking my brains over when to book my driving.... wonder if i can take half day leave or such to go for lessons.. hmmm.....i think maybe i should take one day off to squeeze 3 lessons or something. HAHA.. thats what Chuan Kai did.... fine he's a guy so he can take it. maybe i'll juz plonk out at the steering wheel. ARRRHHHHH!!!!!

Supposed to gym tomorrow. haha. finally.. wonder how long i can run for now... ok set a target!! AT LEAST 4K!!!! i'll attain my 5km target soon... YEAH.... and this is bad... i keep eating choc biscuits!!! everytime i watch TV.. prob coz the tin is juz on the living room table.. hahah! GEE now when i write about it i feel itchy.. at my mouth.. HAHA.....eating is SO NICE!!..... *drool*.... thats why i get fat. HAHAHA...

yeah.. dozing off...

2006-01-04T22:16:00.000+08:00

today's my 2nd day of work! Oh.. lemme update on my company:: Aspial ... it's a jewellery company that has LeeHua, Citigem and Goldheart under its wing... haha.. and what i do is... basically, tagging the jewellery... sometimes i get to scan the tags to be sent to the retail outlet. HEY! so the next time anyone goes to these jewellery shops there is a probability that the TAGS ON THE PRETTY PLATINUM RINGS ARE STUCK ON BY ME!!.........Dots... yeah.. get to see lots of platinum rings and expensive earrings. Not as lucky as jasmine though.. she got to see sapphires and diamonds! SHEESH...

Been thinking of how to save money...since i'll be earning peanuts...( and did i mention its a 9 hour job? hmm... so those people out there STOP COMPLANING ABOUT AN 8 HOUR JOB WHEN U'RE EARNING SO MUCH MORE!!!!) i have to settle my driving, meals, transport fees... and BOY IS IT EXPENSIVE!! so terrible that i had to walk from Cityhall MRT to Comcentre (somerset MRT) after dental to meet mom... oh well,.. its really a much needed exercise... BY THE WAY!! HEY JO BER BONG N BABE(aka marge)! who wants to join me in gymming on sat morning?? sorry, to save on transport fees i'll be going in the morning with my mom. HAHA.. thats how hard up i am.

Gee...Hui Luan went for HER 3 month BMT on 3rd JAN.. omg... i could have went for that.. but alas i didnt go for the interview. Oh well... i'm still quite alright about it i guess... but WOW!!! SO ZAI!!! haha. go MILK! show them GAL POWER!!!!

And the many of the guys will be signing in/enlisting/wadever u call it Tomorrow! wow.. the start of their 1.5 year nightmare. hahaha...oops... i'm so evil. but at least they'll come out beefier and more macho looking.. ahahaha...

OH... and Dr Tan said i turned WHITE!! ARGHHH!!! I WANT MY TAN!!!.... i really should pop by training someday.. and talk to coach.. havent seen her in so long... wonder how she is.. hmm...

Bathe.

2006-01-01T22:46:00.000+08:00

heyhey!!!its the first of Jan!! 2006 is here!! But what do i have to say about 2005?

Well, its had been a hectic year... VERY busy with school work n Softball... But i must say that it's been a good season for me...at least for the past 4 years this is my best season. Also had such a great time with my teammates! I cannot imagine my life in VJ without them.... =) Work wise...UGH.... dont really want to talkabout it.

So whats my new year's resolution?
1) Pay for driving with your own money
2) Save at least 200 bucks a month.
3) Plan for mega reunion
4) Go gymming at least once a week
5) Take up a new sport! (martial arts? HAHAHAHA.. my long time dream!!)
Muay Thai!! if not... kickboxing, or else,wushu....
6) Control my temper. Stop my mood swings. BAHHHHH
7) Talk more!
8) Go Kbox more often! =)
9) Go melbourne to visit kai ma n family!
10) learn new stuff, like plumbing or fixing the aircon... GET USEFUL FOR GOODNESS SAKE!!

YEAH....as to how i spent new year's eve...
It was a threesome!! hahaha.. jo n i plopped over to Stacy's house. YAY!! finally went to ah ma's house... it was so cosy!!! =) Many thanks to AH MA who made this possible, and her mom who was so kind and accomodating... and whom we must thank for not minding us messing up her house... hahaha!!
Ber n Bong were supposed to join, but BONG was too lazy! HMPH!and Ber ended church meeting late, so... sighz... WE HAD EXTRA BACARDI!!! AHEM BER..... haha... but it was pretty fun!! took stupid photos,watched Hollow man and Charlie's Angel , looked at stacy's baby photos, ate the instant pizza, ate lotsa CRAP... which has been, regretfully, tightly enscounced in the adipose tissues now. then only this morning i sawthis report in Sunday times.... " a few minutes of festive feasting could take one month to undo." WAHHH LAOO.... couldnt they have printed this like one week earlier!?!?!? then i could have been guilty n cut down on my binges... BAHHHH....

Then on first of Jan, Jo and i bounced over to YanYan's house, and tried our hand at tutoring... hahah...think we arent that good yet. PLUS we forgot so much stuff.. hahaha... nevertheless we had fun too!! hope we were of help, seriously...

AND on our way to her house, we heard a dreadful beep.... the sound of our cards scanning the EZlink card has changed!!! BAHH.... we're now paying adult fare... instantaneously we thought of walking back to interchange from her house to save bus fare. HAHAHA...

THIS WilL BE A GREAT YEAR!!!!!!!!! YEAHHHH!!! GO GO JIA YOU!!!

2005-12-28T23:42:00.000+08:00

Oh my tian.. havent been updating for a LONG time...

Lets see.. chalet is over... didnt update before that coz i was at the other com practically 24/7 trying to rush my video.. wake up at 8 and sleep at 3.. WAH SEH.. my eyes almost popped out. and HMM... i think the quality of my video is going bad... i think i still prefered the valentine's day n June chalet one... sigh...

We made cookies for the team! Jo Ber Bong n I... we rendezvoused at Ber's house! and i must say.. the cookies n brownies were quite a success! n I mixed the brownie mix!! whalah!! so nice n creamish...HEEEE

The BBQ was nice too! we were served by our dear juniors... AWW... i felt quite useless there since we were made to just sit n eat.. but... THANK U ALL!!! n the homemade gift was great! =) but... they still need to brush up on acting skills.. HAHAHa....

Eh.. the rest of chalet was spent mainly playing Crash Bandicoot.. oh my tian. havent played that game for SO LONG... n the version i played was "2" only... haha...
Oh.. we (yan ber n i) bought tiger beer... to try out.. but.. UGH!!! BEER SUCKS.. i wonder how those drunkards can down so much of that bitter disgusting stuff.

Hmm.. i'm still finding a job though... so many people got jobs already. must buck up! GO GO JIA YOU! haha.. i have an interview tmr.. hope i get it! =)

Oh man! havent updated on my driving yet! i went for my first Circuit yesterday! thats before my basic theory test. Weird huh.. i have no idea why.. but the PERSON said fine, so... FINE! DONT GO LOOKING AT ME SAYING IMPOSSIBLE....i've got that reaction from almost everyone... hahah.. jo n ber would know that i'm telling the truth! =)

And Verleen's party last night... met Ver Qi Dong Pris and BBEEEERRRRR!! ber got me this levi's shirt.... n it'll go great with my jeans! THANKS BER!! love ya!! =) n i'm so paiseh.. but i really dinch know what to get.. so i resorted to the tritest option-Ferrero Rocher... hahah... sorry Yaf...

AND BOY i cant believe how MUCH chocolates i've been eating in the past few days... on Christmas alone i had.. i think... 6 Rochers!?!? plus RICH RICH RICH choc biscuits that mom bought for aunty alice and which she opened and shared. AHAHAHAH...
and today i felt that my jeans was a little tighter. DARNNNNNN!!! FFFFFF..... i need to squeeze in 3 gym sessions a week!!! F!!!

New year's coming... i should write up my new year's resolution... which i dont usually do.. but i think.. its time to grow up.

5th Dec-10th Dec 2005

2005-12-11T21:58:00.001+08:00

BANGKOK WAS A BLAST! shopping shopping and more shopping... and we won both games!! haha... first against some sports school...3-13. YEAH! 2nd game... well.. it was more like A-div vs C-div considering their size.. argh... 7-14!

First hotel was... not quite what i expected... i THOUGHT THEY SAID IT WAS A 4STAR hotel.. hmm... in the end the yr 2s got separated from the yr1s and DSA... sigh... and yr2s were given pretty lok kok rooms. GEE... Ostracize us huh... HMPH. But still live-able la... kinda missing my room now. 1209!! Meals there were ok la.. though one or 2 dishes at breakfast always looks as if they re-cooked the previous days' dinner.

First day was exciting.. getting to know our rooms and all.. and running to each other's rooms. And we went MBK the first day... WAH SEH.. walked about 20 min there.. and another 20 min back... tiring, but.. fine.. help to burn calories.. haha. And practically the whole team got Birkenstocks!! 199 BAHT... haha.. the 199 accent... stuff everywhere are 199...

2nd day was spent Free n Easy. Went to platinum mall to shop.and we saw Apinun there!ahaha..Veron was so excited... Dinner at this table BBQ place.. GOSH.. cannot compare to those in Singapore man...and the luncheon meat was like plasticine... and there was this... annoying boy... kept bugging the guys... and AWW... Ber got a rose from May.. so CUTE!! =)

We were supposed to wake up at 6 the 3rd day.. but GUESS WHAT...i forgot my phone had S'pore time.. so me n bong got up at 5.30am Thai time that day,... WAHHHSEH... and i had a miserable time on the bus... needed the loo badly.. had to "ren" for a whole half an hour. but i think it still cant beat the time in Shanghai man.. that was THE extreme.... ANYWAY... The weather that day was great for game! and the field rocks!! was a long day though... had to wait for the guys to finish before we could go back to hotel. but in the end we went straight to the eating place... the owner looked like a fierce obasan!! and the good wasnt all that great.

4th day... FREE AND EASY!! yay...we went back to MBK...i got my new watch.. and i'm DAMN happy with it! unexpected buy though...was just looking around when jo was finding a watch.. and WHALA!!! 400 BAHT...ok la... and bong bought a pair of coloured contacts!hehe...Grey one... and it makes her eyes look ABIT bigger...=) later on at night... we celebrated da QUEEN's birthday! hehe.. SHE didnt suspect anything.. YAY.. finally one successful stint!......eh... no.. 3rd.. the first one was Bong's birthday last year... 2 weeks early?!? and the 2nd one was Bong's birthday THIS year.. at BK. HAHAH.... oh yeah! ber jo n i did facial with mud masks from watsons!! WHAAHAH.. hilarious... mine was exfoliating mask.. ber's was peel of mask... jo's was... eh.. Some strawberry mask... and boy did it work well! face seemed smoother after that. HAHA.. YAY!

5th day.. Woke up at 6am this time. hahah... went to Princess Chulabhorn School, or something like that. We were warmly welcomed...people were nice there.... ,........ but abit TOO nice.. and quite scary too.. while we were playing game these flocks of kids jus came up to us.. asking us for NAME, NIckNAME, TEL. No., ADD, EMAIL ADD, FAVORITE FOOD(??!?!), FAVORITE COLOUR(?!?!?)...[well. the last 2.. at least for me la...] reminds me of pri school autograph books. *DOTS*... later that night we went shopping at Suan Lum night bazaar.. first time i saw such a well organised bazaar! welll, maybe cause those in S'pore are PUNY and messy... and we went for THAI massage later at night... WHOA.. SHIOK manz...i fell asleep... the person had to wake me up to flip me over.. HAHA.... we mudshook that day... jo ber n i... Bong fell asleep n i couldnt bear to wake her up... OR RATHER.. i couldnt... hahah... last minute packing too....

LAST DAY.. HMPH.. woke up at 5.30 am to get ready for Chatuchuk market... but when we got there... HA!!! most shops were close.. BEI PIAN LE!! nothing much there in the morning. man.. really want to go there at night...Ber got a nice white+turcoise Addidas jacket. BER! its nice la... i think it rocks on u! dont go mulling over Yan's... =) then i went to highlight my hair.. HA.. cant really consider it highlight... DARN.. should have left the thing on longer... the colour isnt very prominent... and that was a whopping 700 BAht... darnz... it was only 500baht in Hattyai...ARGH.. wadever...

On the plane.. started to think... that'll be one of the last times we'll be so close... really hope we can stay like this forever... it'll be easier with the rabbits... but.. very difficult with da dragons... i dont even get to see Joy, ZM, Jean, Trace, Nat, Winnie, HuiFang now... i'm scared that we'll end up greeting each other like strangers next time... sigh.. got so depressed i kinda wept on the plane.. haha. but so dark, no one saw ba... REALLY LOVE MY TEAMMATES!!! =) *sob*....

Its been a very nice 6 days with my dearest softballers... another unforgettable experience... another dear memory.

2005-12-02T23:21:00.000+08:00

wow.. prom's over... PHEW!!! Well, it wasnt that special or full of WOWness... but... oh well... at least we took lotsa pictures! haha.. realised that it may be the last time i'm seeing some of the people there... thats kinda sad, but thats the way it is...

And i'm rotting at home... i'm sOOO BORED! lets see... i wake up at 8, read papers, then proceed on to play piano... (BTW.. i've got this new score!! "Through the Arbor" by kevin kern... its SO NICE!!!! hope i can master it in 1 or 2 mths..haha) then, i'll walk around the house finding something to do.. my Playstation keeps HANGING!! AWWW... my heart is broken.. my beloved PS!!! so i'm stuck at Disc 2 of FF8... cant battle Galbadia Garden. AND..... MY PS2 cant play my FF10!!! ARGHHHHH WTF!!!?!?!......what am i to do without my Final Fantasy....

3 more days to the thailand trip... hmm... no idea why, but i suddenly have this..."ugh" feeling... too sianz to be excited... well, training has been quite shitty for me... so i'm not really looking forward to game. BUT then again.. that'll be the source for NEW n NOVEL (alleles?) video! yay! new video to add to the (gene?) video pool!! Definitely looking forward to shopping n videoing and photo-taking!!

Oh my tian i dont believe it but i think i miss mugging... haha... miss doing math.. miss organic chem, miss bio, .........do i miss computing?!?!? eh.. ok la... i miss the practicals... hmm.. thats the weird thing.. complain when i'm doing it, complain when i'm not doing it...

And DAMN IT... i missed the naval officer talk... what to do.. 8.30 in the morning after prom.... and i'll be missing the visit to changi naval base on the 8th... coz i'll be in thailand... n i'll be dreding most the interview. 14th Dec. well, not confirmed yet, but... JITTERY... i HATE INTERVIEWS!!!?!?!!!?!?!?!??

2005-11-30T16:39:00.000+08:00

To cut things short:
Yeah.. n i got hit 4 times today... BOTH one after another.... ALAMAKz.. i dont think that pitcher likes me... wadever... and 2 spots (consecutive hits) landed on the SAME SPOT on my left knee... TOOT!!!! now i've a blue-black there...

i dont know what happened yesterday, but, ya.. somehow my arm's badly damaged... shoulder and wrist alike... even doing the motion hurts...oh wellz... i've never had the flare for throwing anywayz... but the most pissifying thing is that i cant hit... that PATHETIC EXCUSE of a hit aggrivated the wrist.... so yeah, u got someone who cant hit n throw again. i shall be full time camera man. if jo allows! HAHA....

Gee... the trip's next week... damn fast... i cant wait to go shopping... but then... i muz save money.. shouldnt burden my parents anymore... hope they'll let me use my own money.. at least i'll feel better... i cant wait for the stayover-at-other-teammates-room, the walking-around-browsing-around,and maybe the massage!!! yeah.. i love massages.... hopefully this time some people can join me.. hehe...

And prom's 2 days later... ARGH...what the heck... i dont see why everyone must make such a big fuss about it...why spend so much manicuring and pedicuring and doing your hair and going for makeover, and spending a bomb on prom dresses?!?! i aint gonna spend a single cent... everything's out from mel's cupboard...hahaha...

Went with marge today to continue looking for her prom dress.... she liked a hot red one with a really SEXY back!! WHEWWWEEET!! ahaha... also we saw this really nice tube dress that was black. well, i guess the black one's classier, and can be used for many other occasions... but... ok la.. marge can wear the hot red one for chinese new year.. hehehe!! not decided yet, but... "hey babe! lemme know which one u bought!" =)

suddenly i thought of where we could go for holiday... MELBOURNE!! during march.. and thats during the COMMONWEALTH GAMES!!! we could prob go catch softball! and watch the SInGAPORE TEAM matches!! HAHA!! kool idea huh.... imagine the shock n surprise if coach n Suz++ catch us in the spectator stand! HAHA... ..........................ok.. they're all just a thought...

ACHING all over... esp after LUGGING that huge bag of equipment n clothes around for 4 hours ++...haha... i'm gonna sleep. ZZzzzzzz..........

2005-11-24T22:09:00.000+08:00

hmm... when was the last post?? like, BEFORE THE A LEVELS?!?!?!? and now.... ITS OVER!!! WHOOHO!!!!

Actually, i dont feel kinda excited... well, i was all hyped up n all about the end of A's DURING the A's... now that its over... Gee.. i think i feel kinda lost... its like, withdrawal symptoms from books.... so weird not to touch a book for a day since we've been "INDULGING" in books everyday for the past one mth plus... hahaha... ppl must be thinking i'm crazy... HmMM... i'm also kinda ... bu she de throw away all my notes n stuff.. just that.. I REALLY HAVE TO CLEAR THE ROOM!!!!! Damn messy la.. esp with all the exam papers and all.. so before Bio i kinda cleared some stuff.. actually, i dumped it to my juniors... OKAY... a more euphemistic way of putting it... i passed it on to them... HAHA... ya, really hope that they can do well next year!! I see yan's putting in quite a bit of effort already! been studying in school quite often... WAH.. and all the stuff were so heavy... lugged like 7+ kg of notes to school.. hahha...

Bio was.... hmm.. ok la... in the end, realised that there were quite a bit of errors, BUT WAD TO DO.. moreover its the last day of examz... cant be bothered to make myself sad. haha... Today's a weird day... while watching harry potter i unwittingly split ALOT of cheese on myself... ( and luckly its the last time i'd have to wear VJ uniform.. haha...) didnt know until we came out of the theatre... WAH... luckly i brought extra clothes for gym!! or ELSE...

Yups... eh.. harry potter was.. ok la... just like other harry potters... I'm not an ardent fan, nor am i an anti- HP.... Goblet of Fire is a bit weird coz... since when is dumbledore so ... NOT steady and kancheong... HMm... no wonder some fans are critisising this film.

AND i got my left ear pierced again.. this is the FORTH TIME... ok lets recall...
1) K1- ah ma brought me to pierce... closed due to infection..
2) sec4- stupid Caustic Potash didnt allow me to wear ear RING to school... then i couldnt change back to stud, coz the hole reduced in diameter... GAVE up...
3) J2, June - one day before my birthday!! eh... while i was cleaning up the blood clot for the left ear, it closed. couldnt put it back. right ear was fine though...
4) 24 Nov 2005... FINALLY.. hope this is the last time i've to do this.. sheesh...

Then JO n i headed to the gym. WAH SEH... cannot make it man... i could only last for 2 KM... i need to train up again... luckly i'm going cycling tmr... haha... EH shit.. hope the tyres arent punctured...

OH!! another good news!! MeiXian got through the first round of campus idol!! WHOOHO!! and with good comments too! haha.. she has such a powerful voice! i like~! not like that Jay chou when he's singing "Lang Man Shou Ji" ...EWW...i juz hate it when guys try to KEK a high note... hmm.. i only heard a few songs from Nov Chopin.. but i love "FENG" best!! ..........ok back to MX... i think she's going to do FIR!! WHOOHO!! yay.. i'm lending her my FIR DVD n VCD karaoke... JIA YOU MEIXIAN!!!

I wanted to talk about the papers.. but... ARGH.... actually on the whole it was ok... just that in the last week when it came to MAth S... ARGH.... stupid... have u ever seen anyone getting Distinction for prelims n getting Ungraded for A-Levels?!.... well, u'll have a live example of me when the results reveal next year... CANNOT MAKE IT LA... stupid shit came out FUNCTIONs n INEQUALITIES... why couldnt they put INTEGRATION or Differential Equations.... BAH.....all the topics i hate came out. WADEVER. so devestating... so i decided not to send in my SAF app.... ah man,... i mean, i cant get 4 A's for sure, SINCE THERE IS COMPUTING... and now no distinction... Forget it la...

I'm at a loss of what to do now... should i watch TV? nah... actuallly nothing nice.. FUNNY.. when there's exam i seem to watch a lot of TV... like its the only form of entertainment... now after exams... those shows seem quite boring.. AAHAHAHA.... wad the hell.... ANYWAY.. the nice shows on SCV!! ppl must go watch "FULL HOUSE" and "LOVE IN HARVARD" (well,at least for the first few episodes..the girl is DAMN charismatic!!) Full house is good if u want a good laugh... and u love the pretty face of Song Hae Gyo... Rain is not say very shuai la,... n his role makes him boorish is the show... but... DAMN NICE!

This seems like an article...GOSH.. the SAF scholarship essay i wrote was like... one quarter this length?!? and i took like 2 hours to write.. and it didnt get used in the end... BAH. wadever.

WHOOOEEEEEE!!!!!!! NO MORE GP!!!

: : The Advent Child : :

2005-10-15T22:52:00.000+08:00

oh man...I've been thinking of the SAF scholarship ever since last sunday... I dont think they'll look at my application given there's a big fat O sitting around something called computing... but still... I toldja i love woolgathering! Working in the defence industry.. hmm... not that i never thought about it before... yes, when i was like, 9 or 10?!? ahhahaa.. the age when i loved to play "fighting" with my cousins n classmates.. i remember in pri5 i had this small bag of weapons... catapult, plastic jungle knife, gun gun and more gun... HAHA..talk about potential terrorist...

BUT... I dont really look forward to all the running... 4KM a MORNING!?!? Thats not even in a day! Thats crazy... haha.. whine whine... are u sure u're really cut out for it.. No... not sure... but then again.. it'll be really exciting!! sO COOL!! ................................ i sound as if i got the scholarship.. GEEZ.. i havent even finished filling up the form... not yet written the essay, havent got called up for interview, havent passed interview. havent gone for 3 mth BMT.. n i'm thinking so much further... *daydream*

oh wellz.. yesterday was the last day of school... Mrs chan made quite a good presentation! cool comic like layout... and the video.. iComp is damn good la... n i didnt expect to feel so much as i did after the presentation.. yeah.. i started out life in VJ destesting everything there except my friends... i admit i'm really silly... i "hated" VJ juz coz i loved TK too much...couldnt bear to leave.. PLUS with coach there it made me feel like i'm being forced to join Softball... after a really disappointing season which i was greatly responsible for, i never wanted such a heartbreaker to repeat again...so u might say i was kinda trying to run away from the problem... ....Gee maybe i still am, my stinking throw still sucks... AFTER 2 years here.. i think i'm softened up... yesterday made me realise that... hey! this school is not bad... at least i have great pals here... Softballers, n 04S15!! ACtuallly i'm feeling pretty bad... because i did not spend as much time with them, as with the softballers. Not that i regret spending so much time with softballers (absolutely not!!) but.. maybe i could have added an extra effort to bond with S15... yday's phototaking session was great... i finally have some photos with Ming Joo, Nick, Chin Leng, Jac... and EUGENE!! WAHAHAHa... Ivy's gonna be so jealous... Already have some photos with the Rangers, so.. hahaha... 04S15 ROCKS!!

Oh ya i got this new online album on photo bucket.. something's really wrong with image station.. n i'll be devistated if anything happens to it coz all my photos from the past 3 years are inside!!! damn...

YEah... i'm going to watch FULL HOUSE now!! btw...celine! is spooling the same as buffering!?!?

2005-10-07T00:46:00.000+08:00

OOO shit... i think i'm in trouble.... 90% of 04S15 left the lecture theatre after getting back our math S papers... and somehow the teacher recognised us... n he went to complain to Mr Teo... we were suppposed to report back, BUT I WAS ON THE BUS ALREADY!! wad do u want me to do... sigh.. i'm gonna get it tmr...

hahaha.. the paper was better than i expected... to think it's my second best besides math... oh well. both are math.. HAHAHA.. maybe i should have taken F math instead!......... ...... but there's no Bio + F Math combi... sianz... OH... i effectively got more than twice the marks for MathS (upon hundred) than for computing (upon 120). HOW COOL IS THAT. shit.. how to study for computing.. CELINE... HELPPPPP.....

Tomorrow is a day to PLAY!! softball, that is.. haha.. i think i'm gonna break my arm again... shoulder's been horrible since that time i throwed with jo.. i dont think i can throw anymore... then again.. when could i ever throw. haha... i wanna BAT!! maybe i'll practice fungo-ing so i can go help coach in TK next year.. HAHA...

the thailand trip will be from 5th to 10th dec. CANT WAIT!! hahha.. n one year ago on the 5th YEP San Jaroen flew back from Chiang Mai... man! its still pretty fresh in my memory... the horrible boots that killed my toe, the bamboo carrying day, the carrying-pails-of-gravel-n-cement-up-n-down-the-hill.... ah pa n ah ma.. even that lil brat Som Chai... ARGH... such an irritating boy! but he's really cute la.. haha...probably be a lady killer when he grows up...

ok its late.. SLEEP.

2005-10-02T01:04:00.000+08:00

HOOT!

I just ate brownies that he made... WAH.. the smell still lingers around the kitchen!! hehe.. he came over at 10 pm to make those brownies.. wonder who are they for... HAHAAHa!! Oh manz... Chuan Kai's so zAI la... commando officer... hardworking... so filial...so cool ( he can do some stunts on the bike... plays around with those chinese acrobatic stuff...) he does the housework, and now he can COoK BROWNIES!!! *swoonz*.... haha... too bad for me... he's MY COUSIN... oh well... to all those gals out there, here's one great guy u can look out for!! NTU Engine... lim chuan kai!! =) [Commercial Ends]

Die man... i just ate a whole buncha his brownies... feeling so full now... i'm such a pig but i'm LOVING IT!! HAHA!=)

Oh my, i'm hooked to a new Korean Show... Full House, by Song Hae Gyo and RAIN...HAHA.. its hilarious!! n touching.. and quite irritating sometimes coz there's a bitch... oh well.. as i said.. there's always a bitch in Korean Shows... its so hackneyed... anyway the guy there with small SMALL eyes like bong's is quite cute.. HAHA!! of course the gal's real cute too!! Nor.. the one in Autumn in my heart...

anyway... GAARA's gonna be revived!! WHOOHOOOO!! [Naruto Spoiler, sorry]

OH SHIT MOM TOLD ME TO GET HER PYJAMAS N I FORGOT BOUT IT...

2005-09-28T12:49:00.000+08:00

oh manz.. its school again tmr... and the worst thing is... papers are gonna be distributed tmr... i just totally screwed chem up.. ARGH... "heard from Mr Teo" that the level average for chem MCQ is less than 21!! (i inferred from what was heard, more precisely...) WAD THE HELL....

but its has been quite a fun time the past few days... went gymming with Jo on monday after Math S [which was quite ok, surprisingly... n when i mean ok i mean i think i can pass.. haha...]. And once again i could barely run like i used ta... oh sheesh... i can imagine playing with the Thais in Dec, and i'll be panting like sai running between first and second... ....... ............. NAH.. my teammates will be able to prevent that from happening.. HOR...

Ok.. n i went out yesterday again.. wasnt planned beforehand though.. went out with the Rangers... SuPPOSEDLy shopping for Prom stuff.. BAH... i really dont like this kinda shopping... but we ate alot!! and that a HAPPY THING!! though its a BAD thing, coz it just meant my gym session on monday went down the drain.. DRATS.. Then later in the evening, Pink Ranger n Blue Ranger n me(unclassified Ranger) went K-boxing.. HAHA... oh man... go there and Xian Chou only... the 2 PROs!! Then we did a S.H.E... and obviously i was ELLA.. HAHAHAHH...... wah.. sing until i almost had a sore throat last night...

Alamak.. mary is so funny la... She thought "Lao Fu Lao Qi" was some Lao Fu Zi thing.. and she claimed we were saying that she was fat... SIGH... mary ar.... what happen to ur chinese.. HAHAHA!!!

2005-09-22T23:16:00.000+08:00

the main papers are over... thank goodness... but, i'm still left with Math S on monday... well... better start practicing.... TOMORROW!! haha... sigh i'm such a procrastinator...

Hit the gym for the 1st time in 2 whole weeks... DAMN! getting super unfit... i felt like shit and had to stop after 2.6 k..... oh wellz... i'll build up again somehow... hmm.. so irritating... everytime i go to the gym ppl look at me so weirdly... coz i'm in Singtel gym n i'm not staff?? or coz i'm so small... HAHA....

Oh n i just realised today that the showers in the MPH are SO GOOD!! its the continuous flow type of shower, with HEATER!! plus its so dry n clean, and they provide shampoo!! WHOOHO!! rocks! Ok i can consider gymming n showering then studying there in the next few weeks to come...

Then a small buncha us softballers went PizzaHut for lunch... shun bian celebrate HongKin's bday... hahaaha... Poor guy still has S paper tomorrow and on monday!!.....hmm i think i'm implying that i'm pitiful too... We watched Lords of Dogtown in Cine... ALAMAK... that was.. not my type of show... i'd rather re-watch ADVENT CHILDREN!!! WHICH I JUST DID!!! WHAAHAHAH!!! AGAIN!! the WHOLE show WITHOUT SKIPPING!!! 2nd time over, its Still GREAT! though i lacked the initial excitement and anticipation this time round....haha.. of course la.. already watched once, what to expect...

Then we went K-pool with the guys... i played one game with Ben... haha of course i lost, but it seemed pretty ok coz i think he really gave lotsa chance... haha... i think the guys are so pro at pool la!! dont know how they do it... sigh...
HAHa.. then the girls started to get bored... but we didnt want to MALU ourselves.. so i brought them back to ComCentre to play the $1 a game pool... HMM.. i really need to practice my pool.. getting super rusty...

nothing much... i'm still GRINNING like sai over Advent Children... maybe i really dream too much... i always imagine myself being in one of those fantasy scenerios..especially as a character in the game... WAAHHH so exciting!!.... sigh.. then again.. its only me fantasizing... but i get so involved with the story that i cant stop thinking about it... during Chem paper 1 Advent Children kept flashing in my mind... which is FRIGGIN BAD!!!! talk about poor concentration..

AERITH IS SO CHio!!! Cloud is so COOL!! FenRIR ROCKS!! Sephiroth is THE MAN!!!~Swoonz~

2005-09-20T18:28:00.000+08:00

OH MY GODDD!!!!!! I JUST FINISHED WATCHING
FINAL FANTASY VII :: ADVENT CHILDREN

FINAL FANTASY ROCKSSSSS!!!!!! I'm so happy!!!!! LALALAAL!!!!!!! It's superb, awesome, great CG, i love the fighting scenes!!! n the whole party!! Yuffie, Red, SEPHIROTH!! and most importantly... AERITH!!!!...of course not forgetting Cloud.. HAHA... his face is right here... There... look to your left... yup thats Cloud for ya... =)

AW MAN.. makes me remember the first time i touched Final Fantasy... was when i was pri4... and FF7 was my very first FF... FF is THE best RPG!! no FF fan should get past this year without watching Advent Children... sigh.. just that.. oh well.. i shant be such a spoiler... wanna know? GO WATCH YOURSELF.... guaranteed hardcore FF!!!

I really hope they remake FF7... oh wellz.. no matter what, i think i'll replay all my FF after the A's!!!!

N i LOVE Square-Enix!! Thank all of them for putting in so much effort to create this ultimate fan's dream.... More importantly, THANKS FOR FF!! oh man i sound like a fanatic... BUT I AM!!!! HAHAHAA!!! ok i PROMISE i'll go buy the American version...

oh shit 2 more days to end of exam... i'm supposed to be studying... but then again... FF rocks!!!!!!

2005-09-10T22:17:00.000+08:00

i have a little more than 24 hours to prelims... that STINKS. Ok, not including GP, which was.... OK... i mean.. dun think i can do well, but should be passable.

Why to i have this feeling that Bio is getting increasingly difficult... i really dont get it... HELP... i need to clear this blockage in my brain... i cant think...
Chem.. should be more managable... but still worried bout the stupid I.E.... BAH... somehow i think i got lots more to cover.... and guess what?? havent really touched on computing yet. Yep.. again... history's repeating itself.

oh man.. BaeYongJun's movie opening soon, and Adventchildren is coming out next week... HELP... y must it be during this period!?!?!?!

okok... relaxrelaxrelaxrelaxrelaxrelaxrelaxrelaxrelaxrelax.......

2005-07-17T21:21:00.000+08:00

omg.. i think this layout is so cute!!! makes me want to eat cup noodles. haha...

Sigh.. if only one could eat without feeling guilty... i just hit da gym juz now... spent 2 hours in there running n pumpin iron... had to be EXTRA hardworking just now because yesterday i finished HALF A PINT OF BEN N JERRY'S CHOCOLATE BROWNIE FUDGE (or something.. cant remember)... manz... thats like...!??! calories from one complete meal ++... *faints*. AWW... but it was heavenly as a savoured every little drop of ice cream... *drool*... i love melted ice cream.

Inner devil: Hey!! there's still half a pint left in the fridge!!!
Inner angel: NONO... must control!!
Inner devil: aya.. who cares.. live for the moment...
Inner angel: then everything will come to waste!!
WHO WILL SUCCEED IN INFLUENCING THE PIG?? TUNE IN SOON TO FIND OUT...

haha... lame shit.

OOH man...its time to study la.. but i just cant seem to willingly pick up the stuff to study. Everything's like... ~DONT WANT TO TOUCH~... FOR HEAVEN'S SAKE... QUIT BEING SO RELAXED!! ITS TIME TO START WORRYING MAN...

Hmm... i'm seriously considering... dropping computing... but i just dont know how to tell my mom. Firstly I was the one who insisted on taking it, because i hated physics (THANKS TAN YING...) n i cant formulate LONG logical essays for Econs. Damn. BUT COMPUTING IS the EXTREME... ok people always ask me what we do for computing. well.. here goes...

->Programming : probably the most interesting and satisfying part of the whole subject. At least you do something and you rejoice when it works. Programs include address books, sales record, inventory prog etc. Pity they're all in DOS format. or else it'll be even more useful...

->Web Design: This has gOT to be the EASIEST thing in computing. hell, you dont even have to turn up for lessons to do this... and its nice n relaxing. no stress with web design, because its quite easy to score. I THINK. HMM...

->Theory: ...... what can i say.... the worst. seriously, i CANNOT remember what is hashing, or how do you hash, or what types of operating systems are there, or the different management systems in the operating system, or how the stack/queue pushes n pops operands/operators to work out an equation, or how to translate the reverse polish notion, nor the difference between floating point notation, two's bit complement.... ok theres more notations but i only know these 2. happy? N i'm so sorry to say this, but the teacher cannot teach. i shant name, because its super mean. ok. i dont like her as a teacher. but she... may be quite nice though eccentric. BAH. the whole cohort agrees that she cant teach. sad case.

So... how do i mention this to my mom. you really had it coming, stupid. this has got to be the worst decision i've made in the entire 18 years of my life. regret. AWWW.... big lesson, big big expensive lesson. oh.. n poor celine... if i really do drop, she'd be the only girl amongst the other 17 boys.

HELP... GET ME OUT OF THIS HOT NOODLE SOUP. (i hope its tom yam... i love tom yam.)

2005-07-16T23:02:00.000+08:00

The Dante's Inferno Test has sent you to the First Level of Hell - Limbo!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Very High
Level 2 (Lustful)	Very Low
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	Very Low
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Very Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	High
Level 7 (Violent)	Moderate
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	Moderate
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Low

Take the Dante Inferno Hell Test

2005-07-09T00:14:00.000+08:00

hey! today was fun!! ok obviously i'm not talking about the schooling part. hahaha.... lets see.. i feel asleep during bio prac, GP.... ya... ok, but its bad enough. I remember someone writing on my birthday card... hopeing for me to stop sleeping in class. OOPS... thats not going to come true i think... i just dont know why, but when i'm tired nothing can keep me awake. and NEVER try to disturb me when i'm really sleeping. haha.. my mom n sis keep complaining that i have very violent tendencies when they disturb my dormancy. HAHAHAHA!!!

anyway... after school i had to go for guitar... but not before yan n bong asked me for lunch. bleh... so sad.. rushing for guitar, couldnt join them for lunch. but we headed to Parkway together anyway. HAHA.. we learnt this song [that Yan hates alot] during guitar today... lonely, i am so lonely, i have nobody.... hehe... i think that song's quite cute!

THEN Jo Marge n I went to the orchard gym for workout!! ber was supposed to come but she had to go check up for eye infection.... yeah.. hit 5k again... after like how many months of slacking... oh well... treadmill run and real running-on-stationary-ground run is SO much different. haha.. so nice to gym with friends! usually come alone, and the adults will be like... looking at me so weirdly, like "hey whats a kid doing here..." hmm... Pooled abit too... then we got chased out coz those uncles and aunties were starting their TOMBOLA session...

Dinner was over at Killney road... O.A. bakery. man, the food was CHEAP n GOOD! marge n i had this king prawn tempura with jap curry gravy (marge says it tastes like roti prata curry), Jo had the spaghetti set. Each person paid only a 'lil less than 7 bucks!! Marge gave me my b'day present.. this nice scrapbook with many picture of those days in TK. was damn touched... I miss tK sOfTbALL!! and my 4/2 classmates...love all u guys!! thanks marge...

Then it was over to heeren to window shop... Marge suddenly has this fetish for dangling earrings... hmm... finally at TAKA... FOOD FEST!! OH MY GOSH... so much GREAT FOOD!! had to control though.. no money, no stomach. .... NO.... actually, my stomach has room for more.. but i'd feel so guilty coz i'd have to find a way to burn those extra lipids off. DARN. Look n smell, no TASTE. what a torture!!! haha.. but jo and i ended up sharing this gelato that tasted like ROCHER!!! lovely!! marge had haagen daaz instead.

so happy today!! dont know why. maybe the endorphins level went up because of food n exercise. But i think its also because i met some of the softballers today! dont get to see them lots in school often these days... and havent seen my russian nanny for AGES!! haha.. actually its 2 months...

lalalala....today is happy day!!

2005-07-04T21:52:00.000+08:00

PHEW~!!! what a long day...

Couldnt sleep, though i was DAMN sleepy... I hate it when its that way... AND when you have to drag yourself out of bed... Woke up at 6.50 instead of 7.15. went to school and threw from 8.30 to 9.30... and guess what?? only at 9 when yongsheng came along that i realised that training became optional!!! DAMN...so nobody turned up except aaron, yongsheng, weekiat n i. haiz... given the choice, of course i wont go...... ...... AYA... but i'm still super volatile so i need to train more... anyway today's training was MUCH better... i think it's starting to go further.. YAY!!

Then i bathed n rushed to meet jo. Went to Plaza Sing to watch Initial D with da Softballers!! well.. not all... eh.. the show was not bad la... better than i expected. But maybe that's because i didnt expect much from it to start with. Sigh... I had high expectations for Episode 2 n 3... but it didnt turn out like expected. Oh well... Another lesson NEVER to place expectations too high...

Next up, Jo went back to bake her pastries, Bong went with her classmates. The rest of us played pool in Comcentre... pHEW!! today was better that Sat. at least the ball didnt veer sOO off course. Oh.. later i came back after the NEXT MOVIE.. played with WeiHao... WAH... the 2nd time was worse... but still ok. I lost twice, because i got the black ball in the WRONG hole. DARN.

Watched War of the Worlds with weihao at Lido later in the afternoon... ALAMAK... i understand why ber was like "HUH??"... i'm also "HUH".... if it wasnt for the narration at the end of the show, i'd never figure out why they all broke down all of a sudden. N i didnt think the show was scary... it was just very loud, with loud strange sounds. haha... I think the only "horrific" part was that when the people started tearing at the car, scrambling desperately to get on. The disgusting side of human nature... n if i was in the movie, I'd probably kill myself to avoid experiencing such shit... i dont think i'd be able to take it. haha...

School reopens tomorrow. Rejoice. BLEH...

2005-07-01T23:50:00.000+08:00

ahahaha!!! its over!!! well.. mid yrs la... but prelim's coming up... SIANZ....

Well, at least there's a period of break... i juz scoured around n found new FF piano scores!! WHOOHO!!! FINAL FANTASY MUSIC ROCKS!! yay.. i shall practice the whole day tmr...

We're supposed to go for a team outing!! should be going to watch inital D though... and maybe,.. to the beach? i need to tan.. getting so white, its horrible!! or maybe we can go K-boxing.... hehehe!!

OH MAN... i'm getting SO unfit.... went for my run yesterday before training... i had to stop after 3 rounds... and continue awhile later... this is BAD... better resume my gym routine soon...

Ok lets see what i want to do now... I want to play my dear piano, practice my guitar, i want to play some Naruto, play some pool.......... ........ gee.. i really dont know what else i want. Ok.. after this i shall be hardworking. haha...

Computing today was REALLY horrible??? Come on, i finished one hour before, having about 20 marks worth of questions left blank.... sheesh... just bad....

Had BBQ just now... at Weiliang's house. In the end, it wasnt a YEP outing... more than half of them were, eh.. HouGang people. haha... thats really funny, but quite interesting, how they can be so united n close, when i dont even know half those VJ people living in my block. hmmm....

Yep. better go. some one's waiting for com

2005-06-25T18:30:00.000+08:00

ALAMAK.... 1 more day to Mid Yrs... I feel the jitters, but i just cant wait to get it over and done with!!!

I'm going to put on... SERIOUSLY!! have been munching on the green pyrimidal shaped thing that ver bought from Thailand... and after dinner i sneak a dose of sugared biscuits plus famous kaya from the Katong Confectionary... sometimes there'd be chocolates... OHMYOHMY...

There was friendly game on thursday with the Cgals... well... I'd been kinda looking forward to it since i havent seen my teammates since... the dreadful UNR?!?! haha... Ostensibly, it was ok... I just dont know why i felt so weird... perhaps i'm at it again... Letting my imagination run wild... felt left out... but i was probably ostrasizing myself from the group. haiz... I hate thinking like that... making myself feel so upset for seriously no reason, for something not true. I mean... i hope that it's not true... Over lunch it was distant...the group on my left talking about stuff on their national training, and blabla... the group on my right, i dont know about what... it was quite obvious, the spilt. i'm juz stoning in the middle. ha.

I just stumbled upon Ching's blog. well, more like friendster sent me a notification! Coincidentally i read her entry on how she still misses softball... though she refused to admit and held on to the disappointing memories. Maybe i'm quite like her. Do i miss softball? maybe... perhaps i'm not missing it now because of how horrible i am at it... hehe... i have this inclination of liking stuff i'm good at n loathing stuff i'm bad at... thats why i hated history... thats why i didnt like bowling for awhile... BUT... after a period of time when i'm cooled down... there's a chance i might get over that animosity... n come to terms that "Hey... i actually love it...". Oh well... time will tell... but for now, its over, competitively. I still love the people though. =)

Last week gotten me thinking... well, for one, its no good to expect too much. If it doesnt reach your expectation, you get super depressed. in my mind i had this wish, this yearning. but it didnt occur. kept me kinda disappointed over birthday... but nevertheless, i'm grateful for all that did happen. so, GET UP AND OVER WITH IT!!

better get going.

2005-06-21T00:19:00.000+08:00

this stinks.... my legs are aching again.....

Guess WHAT!?!?!? I got shot by a put.... sheeshz... luckily there was all the lipid portion that cushioned the impact on my thigh... but.... now its like.. OW....bruise... which is not visible yet.

Stupid...training on wed n friday at CHOA CHU KANG1!?!?!? SHITMANZ... i dont want to go... i dont know how to go...i dont know how to come up with new excuses to tell.... But really... track is super... monotanous.... throw.. and throw.... sprints, gym...

Which brings me to the next thing... I CANT THROW... is that very surprising? no.. not really.. i knew i couldnt throw, ever since sec 3. I'm not a throwing person. Cant throw softball, cant throw shotput... now that i'm shotputting, i'm incorporating some softball movements, which is BLOODY WRONG. And thats stupid. Coz i'm putting something wrong into something even more incorrect. What the shit.

Today, my house was installed with new aircon!! Now its a system 3... my study's airconditioned!! Eh.. but it was bad.. coz my rheumatism acted up while i was in the room. its still hurting now... PAIN... GROAN...
Because of all the intolerable noise and dust, I got fed up and went to the void deck next block to TRY mugging. The wind was super strong, the sun was scorching like crazy... strange match. The seat was low and hard, the table was too high. Talk about uncondusive environment. But... it was quiet.... maybe i should bring pillow to stuff under my butt next time so i'll be higher... Wei hao came later n joined me in mugging chem.....

Aches n such.... i'm really old...

2005-06-19T01:02:00.000+08:00

wahaha.... once again, it'll be 365 days before my next birthday again... sheesh.. the hang over....

Today was ok... i woke up to TONS of msgs... Thanks all you guys for your well wishes!! Made me feel remembered... hehe... somehow when i was reading those msgs, i felt really touched... this sensation in my heart.. hehe... =)

Then i went for high tea at Goodwood park hotel... GOSH!! there was the chocolate fondue thingy!! a mini choc fountain.. haha... n i stuffed myself silly there.. from 3 to 5pm we juz sat there eating n talking... and we were so full we skipped dinner altogether.. haha!! strolled around far east after that to help digest... n I've no idea why, but i just feel very weird in far east... not my kinda stuff in there.. hmm....

Came home, wei hao came over to pass me a present... a SILVERBACK yellow (soft)ball!! oh manz... as if i've not seen enough during trainings.. but... when i held the ball later... all those wonderful memories came to mind.. and i had that weird tingling feeling in my chest again.. hehe... Thanks wei hao for the cake n ball!! =)

THEN talked to GodPa and family down under in melbourne... hehe... they specified we were to cut the cake tmr with my other relatives infront of the webcam so they can sing along too.. hehe... felt so touched... and kinda sad... Coz every year without fail they would come to my house on 18th June to celebrate with me.. then it'll be juz them n my family... really miss them...*sobz*

Finally it was karaoke session at Mr ong's house... sheesh.. sang till 0030 hours.. neighbours muz be complaining... OF COURSE I WAS NOT SINGING ALL THE TIME... juz a few songs.. haha.. felt good to throw some stuff outta my chest...

Yep... wanna thank all the people who remembered... I really appreciate it!! N Adora n christieHan actually remembered...was shocked... but damn happy!!
*Grin fr ear to ear*

Ok.. having a splitting headache...

2005-06-18T00:24:00.000+08:00

hmm... so its the 18th.... n i'm finally 18!! hahaha.... another restriction is lifted...

today was a longLONG day... Left for orchard for lunch with Ver, Ber, Qi, Pris, YaF, Jing, Dongz at yuki no yaki... haha.... had SO much to eat!! was left bloated till dinner manz... neewayz, they tried to keep the cake a surprise, but sadly... the acting skills need much more polishing... haHAHAAH!!! oh wellz.... i kant act for nuts too... but i really appreciate their efforts.. Thanks guys.... for spending time with me!!! OH YA!! i pierced my ears too.. HEHEHE... nice plain silver studs... not like the horrible green one last time.... n I hope it doesnt close on me again...

Then rushed to guitar class with weihao... was late 15 min!! ARGH... all my fault.. oops..

Dinner at Sakae Sushi...because of lunch i couldnt eat the buffet.. had NO STOMACH to... After that, was juz hanging around walking aorund funan, and aimlessly nearby. Then came back home.

Hmm.. doesnt sound like much, but i'm so bushed now!!!

yeah... =)

I think quizzes are fun...

Your element is Fire: Strong, hot tempered,
powerful, and passionate. Well now lets see,
being fire you are quite strong and powerful,
people look up to you greatly and often seek
your protection. You have the ability to gain
many friends and you are always one people can
count on to do what you say you will do. You
are extremely loyal be it friends or family
you'll stick up for them and you are never
willing to put them in a position that could
hurt them. You know what roll you play in life,
leader, and you intend to let people know it.
Not everyone is capable of leadership but you
certainly have the willpower and flare to do
it. You have quite a temper if it shows itself,
one that can often lead you into trouble. Once
your mind is made up there is no changing it
but no one said that was a bad thing.

.:-|What is your true element?|-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
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2005-06-17T17:30:00.000+08:00

刺鸟

歌手:飞儿乐队专辑:无限

也许就是要等一百个世纪
我们才能够发现真爱的美丽
龙舌兰的花朵不代表绚丽
选择燃烧了自己将真爱延续
就像刺鸟的宿命悲剧却勇敢
用生命交换结局的灿烂
天上的风被谁推开
温暖的手是你的爱
我还在等待等待你的爱真实呼喊
天空晴朗心情很蓝
紧握的手决不松开
怎么不回来怎么不回来刺鸟呼唤

天上的风被谁推开
温暖的手是你的爱
我还在等待等待你的爱真实呼喊
天空晴朗心情很蓝
紧握的手决不松开
我穿越伤害最美的答案是你的爱

2005-06-14T19:39:00.000+08:00

eh... testingtesting one 2 three....

Is it working?

Blablabla....
Welcome to ViolenceUnleashed @ blogspot.com
F.I.R. Rocks! U're now listening to
"ThornBird"
Unlimited - F.I.R
My personal favourite from the new album!! WHOOHO!!

2005-06-12T21:28:00.000+08:00

Lots have happened ever since the last bloggin... but i'm too tired to narrate everything.... Just the most important thing.... the gold's back in ourhands~!!!! Well, not exactly gold, since its a glass thing...but... HEEEEHEEEEHEEEE

Season's over... I'm really having mixed feelings over that. I've been looking forward to this for a very, very long time... but... at the end of it, I find it kinda hard to let go... but i know its the right thing for me, not to continue. I'm not talented, not like stacy etc, nor passionate and hardworking like Bong... though i'll really miss swinging the bat, I'm definitely not going to miss throwing. UGH. REALLY, when someone still cannot THROW after playing 6 years, there's really no hope. Yep... That day before SIA game, I was actually quite excited! Was wondering how i was going to perform after not training for 1 month. In the end, it was not good at all. Ya, ok, even though i hadnt been training, but still, its disheartening. Yeah. so, that's it. No more competition. I officially <>.

Of course, I'm really glad that through softball, I've fostered such strong bonds with some people over this course of 6 years. The people that have become my team mates. Once my teammate, always my teammate, forever my great friend. Thanks for all the great times n memories. I know i've said this many times already... sounds familiar? hehe.. but its from the bottom of my heart.. thanks gals....

Holidays are halfway through... but i feel like i havent made good use of my time... now i'm supposed to be muggging.. wad the hell am i doin here!?!? Maybe i made a wrong choice of joining track... i dun think i can commit myself that much now.... plus i'm going to pon tmr's training. and the day after. what the heck. I feel so bad, being so irresponsible...

i feel very stupid... kant seeem to be doing all the math, chem, bio questions... I'M BLOODY F-ing FRUSTRATED, n i keep procrastinating, n i'm running away from all my problems. goddamit.

Something nicer to hear, for a change... Yesterday after UnderNoRoof (which was, by the way, HORRIbLE, since i HATE WALKING!!!!) i went to Ngee AnnCity for the 93.3 event... FIR was there!!!! whooho!! the thing is, i hate crowds... n i dislike having to squeeze, AND i feel uneasy having to squeeze. Firstly its coz i dont want people to be so pissed with me..........( i really admire people like queen n yan who dare... its having to do stuff and not bothering what others say about u that i really need to learn) but at the same time, its about me who'd be so equally, if not doubly, triply pissed, when someone squeezes through n tries to snatch ur nice view. My principle in life is quite simple. Do onto others what u want others do onto u.

And today i saw F.I.R. again, at IMM!! all thanks to Queen's friend... WAH... ppl from YANZI UNLIMITED fan club are so resourceful, not only so close to all the DJs but also good in getting tix... Yup, so i went down with my CD for an autograph!!! WAHH!!! FAYE IS SO PREETTY!!! I couldnt stop smiling when i went up to get my CD cover signed...F.I.R. rocks!!! If u want energizing songs, they're the one!!! hehe.. all thanks to them for helping me psyche up before my matches...

The other day Bong Queen Yan n i were at Mos having dinner. After the F.I.R. thing at Ngee Ann... they really seemed engrossed talking about softball. Dont know why, my heart juz sank. When they mentioned about the TK-NY game in 2003. Reminds me why i shouldnt ever hold the reins. Reminds me of weakness. Reminds me of the time i tried to sing n cry myself to sleep.

I'm feeling low. studies bad. not going well. what should i do. i feel like......

Season Greetings

2005-04-13T22:01:00.000+08:00

Today's supposedly the second game of the season... and its the second time that we're posponing the game due to rain.... alamakz... I like rain, but not when its game time.... darnz.... Oh wellz.. might as well... coz today was pretty sucky. Not hitting well... keep looking up!!!! WAHHH............ come on manz... keep cool!!

OOOHHHH... Golden Faith (Liu Jin Sui Yue) is showing on Channel U now!! I love that show!! Xuan xuan is so preeety!!! Gallen Lo n Jessica Hsuan are so compatible.. =)

Eh.. i dunnno what to write.....

Oh.. I'm gonna plan for end of the year trip!!! After As....

Get a job... for awhile!! If can i'll go work in Yin Yee's clinic for a month or so.. then...
Learn guitar!!! or some other instrument...
Learn Muay Thai... or kickboxing.... (if during June hols better still)
Go TRAVELLING!!! with the softballers!!!! Melbourne, ShangHai, Thailand? hmm.... lets think....

hmm.. i dunno what to write

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