Day dreaming...

This is bad... I seem to be daydreaming all day long... wuz doing work halfway, then i start wondering off... Happens all the time... but NO!! NOT NOW!! need ta CONCENTRATE...

See lahz.. I need to restrain myself from the computer.. seem to be on it all the time... haha... now i can hear Tan Yew Hwee's voice in my head.. that crazy ass screaming his head off : "WHERE'S YOUR SENSE OF URGENCY?!?!" yepz... I think i need people to scream at me now.

Eh... on second thoughts, na... If i'm forced to do something i don't like, i become more reluctant to do it, even though i wuz ok with it before... haha.. like when mum forces me to do house work... But sometimes, i have to be shouted at... like when coach tells us to do situps n pushups, i willingly do... but at home.. ahahah.. i'm juz so lazy... when coach yellz at me to work on my throw, sometimes i'd be so angry that i go home n work on it. BUT...Sometimes, I'm juz so flared n pissed that i waste the rest of the day feeling like the whole world owes me something.

Which brings me to ponder over myself... I realise that i'm someone who loves to do things that i'm good at... Once i'm being thrashed at it or i do badly, I start to hate it. Yeah.. its liddat for softball, for PHYSICS, blahblah... Does it make sense? Hmm.. i'm a practical person... work on stuff that i can excel, give up on those tat i suck in. but i don't seem to be dumping softball... though i'm highly unwilling, but my teammates are like really strong covalent bonds that are holding me on to my glove and ball...

okok..many ppl around. byez