death :: I challenge u!
I read Joy's blog earlier... something unfortunate happened in the family... I HATE when such things happen... People close to you suddenly just depart like that... The feeling is such a torment...
When ah gong passed away 4 yrs back, I just couldnt believe my ears... Earlier in the morning before he left the house, he came to my study and chat wif me for awhile. Actually, we didnt converse much as usual. He just told me he was going out for awhile... I said "ok... be careful"... who would have ever thought it wuz the last time i would ever be talking to him... when I heard the news i was watching Hana Yori Dango... What an irony.. one minute i was enjoying myself watching Anime, the next I was slumped in the chair not paying attention to anything while the VCD continued playing... My grandmother still dinch know anything.. we wanted to keep it from her for as long as possible... So my sis ran into the toilet to cry, And I could only stay stunned, tears flowing from my heart... Later in the evening when the family broke the news to my grandma, she stayed calm at first. Then when a phone call from her friend came, she finally broke down... My heart shattered when i heard her cry... I couldnt accept it...
I never felt the emotions of losing someone, hitherto... I was full of regret... I should have stopped him from going out knowing that he almost suffered from a heart attack a week before... He was a healthy guy for his age... Everyone thought he wuz going to live till a ripe old age.. Who would have expected he was the first to go...
I really hope Joy's feeling alright... I hope she doesn't lose that cheery smile of hers... She's a really nice gal... if there is really a God out there, please bless this loyal devotee of yours...
DEATH... You bring so much pain and agony to people... I HATE YOU... If someone around me is going to be harmed, please let it be me...For I cannot endure the pain of losing a loved one anymore... I'll gladly sacrifice myself for my loved ones... My family, my friends,teammates, my coach...
When ah gong passed away 4 yrs back, I just couldnt believe my ears... Earlier in the morning before he left the house, he came to my study and chat wif me for awhile. Actually, we didnt converse much as usual. He just told me he was going out for awhile... I said "ok... be careful"... who would have ever thought it wuz the last time i would ever be talking to him... when I heard the news i was watching Hana Yori Dango... What an irony.. one minute i was enjoying myself watching Anime, the next I was slumped in the chair not paying attention to anything while the VCD continued playing... My grandmother still dinch know anything.. we wanted to keep it from her for as long as possible... So my sis ran into the toilet to cry, And I could only stay stunned, tears flowing from my heart... Later in the evening when the family broke the news to my grandma, she stayed calm at first. Then when a phone call from her friend came, she finally broke down... My heart shattered when i heard her cry... I couldnt accept it...
I never felt the emotions of losing someone, hitherto... I was full of regret... I should have stopped him from going out knowing that he almost suffered from a heart attack a week before... He was a healthy guy for his age... Everyone thought he wuz going to live till a ripe old age.. Who would have expected he was the first to go...
I really hope Joy's feeling alright... I hope she doesn't lose that cheery smile of hers... She's a really nice gal... if there is really a God out there, please bless this loyal devotee of yours...
DEATH... You bring so much pain and agony to people... I HATE YOU... If someone around me is going to be harmed, please let it be me...For I cannot endure the pain of losing a loved one anymore... I'll gladly sacrifice myself for my loved ones... My family, my friends,teammates, my coach...
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