Saturday, June 19, 2004

Hang over

Ugh... Its wuz like a dream... Yesterday wuz such a fun day, and today... Its back to the harsh reality dude... There'a an exam comin up in just a week... Better buck up...

Last nite as I lay in bed,I couldn't help but reminisce on my most treasured memories... Looking back at how my life has been over the past 4 years... ahh... Indescribable... the feelings just overwhelm me... I love my teammates... TKGS softball team of 2000 to 2003, and all the seniors and juniors that I've met through softball... Though there may be times that I feel real fed up with softball, these people keep me going on. I persevere for their sake, not wanting to let them down. Coach, especially... She's sacrificed so much for us. Now she has to go through such pain n torture... Why do such horrible things befall on good people?!?!?

These people come and go in my life. I ALWAYS ask myself why this happens... Y kant time just stop in the year 2001... Then I can be with these people forever... Time is my enemy. Time is moving ever so fast, I can never catch up. I'm fighting a battle even though its obvious that i'll lose.
"Time and tide waits for no man"... ...

Mom says I keep holding on to the past. Yeah, maybe thats it. I seriously can't help it! I guess its quite obvious that I'm someone who kant put things down very easily. I'm stubborn n petty. I hold a grudge against anyone who ever treads my toes. Yeah. no one's perfect anyway. So Y should i be?

I wuz just listening to FFX "Tidus and Yuna Love theme (instrumental)" just now... duno why it made me think of marge... haha.. maybe coz she sent me tat song. It wuz such a sad n touching song.. reminded me of the time last year when I wuz upset when she told me she aint aiming for VJ. well, seriously kant blame her, coz i hate VJ too... started to feel sad that my beloved chairman n teammate n friend wuz gona leave me... Thats probably when i started to realise her importance... (U know... i'm someone who never treasures things until they are too late... that sux... )yup.. all those feelings juz came over me when i heard that song. Whoa.. thats it man... That song will be marge's theme song in my story-my life story.

KKz... gtg study. been slacking too much. Another time, blog!

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