| wana talk

hey... guess what... kenna scolding by mom again... And its always over the same issue... Lemme tell u this... u think I don't want to speak out? NO... who wouldn't... Its just... I find it so difficult to open my mouth... I really have nothing to say! Even for just a simple conversation with someone, I have to think so hard of what to say. sometimes, I just give up n shut up... Yeah.. that happens alota times... Oh, but i'll reply if u ask a question... yep...

Know what... I really admire those people who can crap alot... Marge,
Jane, Manda, Germaine,Suzz, my sis... Maybe i'm just yearning for something I don't have, that i see in them. Haiz... If I could just trade mouths with them for a day... that'll be great...

JC sux... VJ sux... I've never liked the school cept for the food n uniform... I wonder what shoved me in there... In the past, I used to love to go to school.. being able to meet my friends...( Softballers used to gather around every morning n during recess... We were so close! Now... we're separated somehow... That sucks totally...) Now, I DREAD school... work is tough, lecture system sux, n the looming hatred for the school... I kant seem to do a single sum, question, practical right. my life's been fliped 180degrees around. that sucks! friggin hell...

Thats it for now, I guess... gotta do math...aRGHHHHH