ugh... kant straighten my hand
BAHH.... so tired now... went for training today with my muscle ache which hadn't subsided... I just wonder why my body takes such a long time to recover from muscle fatigue... But it wuz ok today. Duno why, my throw suddenly came back again. haha.. quite glad. HOWEVER... it was just the contrary for my batting. As a result, i wuz the one of the targets of coach's reproach. Maybe only Bong n veron n jess n jiuyu passed the test. Couldn't seem to meet outside ball at the right point today, and she said that i didn't fully extend. hahah.... i tink it wuz because of the muscle ache? HEY... i kant seem ta bend by right arm fullywithout experiencing the almost acute pain in the biceps...
OH YA... after training we had physical... it wuz so fun!! haha. kinda like wrestling. We were supposed to prevent the person from crossing this line... haha I crashed into the floor many times... I think i had the advantage because of all the cartoon (SLAM DUNK, taught me how to fake) n wrestling i've been watching in the past. haha... but i havent had the time for these for ages. Wrestling is becoming more crappy n stupid. Hmmm.... but I still imagine doing those cool stunts to people I hate. hahaha!! Come to think of it, whenever someone pisses me off REALLY BAD, i visualise myself bashing the person up, or shouting hysterically at him/her. Its kinda satisfying for me... I know i would never be have enough guts to actually do that.......... but i did once... in pri sch... Carol wuz pissing me off so bad by pulling on my uniform till it tore, that i shouted the f word right in her face, and grabbed her collar. WHOa... thats prob the most violent thing i've done so far, excluding slamming doors. haha... Hey, wadaya know, maybe i'd burst out again sometime, if i'm stressed or pissed enough.
haiz... the junior-miz lui issue has been bothering me the whole day... whenever i think of it, i feel real sad... why must my beautiful image of us, all having a light hearted prattling session- all fun n frolic, be marred by such an unfortunate incident... i hope it can be resolved as soon as possible manz... this is no good...
KKz... thats it for now.
OH YA... after training we had physical... it wuz so fun!! haha. kinda like wrestling. We were supposed to prevent the person from crossing this line... haha I crashed into the floor many times... I think i had the advantage because of all the cartoon (SLAM DUNK, taught me how to fake) n wrestling i've been watching in the past. haha... but i havent had the time for these for ages. Wrestling is becoming more crappy n stupid. Hmmm.... but I still imagine doing those cool stunts to people I hate. hahaha!! Come to think of it, whenever someone pisses me off REALLY BAD, i visualise myself bashing the person up, or shouting hysterically at him/her. Its kinda satisfying for me... I know i would never be have enough guts to actually do that.......... but i did once... in pri sch... Carol wuz pissing me off so bad by pulling on my uniform till it tore, that i shouted the f word right in her face, and grabbed her collar. WHOa... thats prob the most violent thing i've done so far, excluding slamming doors. haha... Hey, wadaya know, maybe i'd burst out again sometime, if i'm stressed or pissed enough.
haiz... the junior-miz lui issue has been bothering me the whole day... whenever i think of it, i feel real sad... why must my beautiful image of us, all having a light hearted prattling session- all fun n frolic, be marred by such an unfortunate incident... i hope it can be resolved as soon as possible manz... this is no good...
KKz... thats it for now.
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