Saturday, August 07, 2004

Hmm... its been like what, 1.5 weeks since i touched u?? haha... just didnt have the time, or mood to do so... Lotsa stuff happened over the past week, and frankly, it was terrible... don't wana talk much about it anymore. Most of 'em bogged me alot, but probably coz i think too much. I SERIOUSLY have good imagination... I read too much between the lines, and i get emotionally affected by stuff that may not even be there... Well, thats me... Bloody hell...

Mom n Dad left for M'sia for a short getaway this morning at 5a.m.! Won't be back till monday morning... Hmm... *evil grin*

Mom says the maid has to go next month... I hate goodbyes... Even though I resent her sometimes, for slacking too much, for using the phone so often, for leaving the house unaccounted for for long peroids of time, for wasting food n resources, but still... she's been here for like,4 yrs? And she helps me clean my equipment, wash my stuff, pack the unbelievably messy room, cook nice(well, quite) food n take care of ahma... I think i'd be at a loss when she leaves... Like, HOW MUCH POWDER TO ADD IN THE WASHING MACHINE!?!? or HOW THE HELL DO U IRON LONG SLEEVED SHIRTS!?!? ..... haiz.... I've been over reliant on domestic help for the past 16 yrs of my life... maybe its time to be independent. What others say about Singaporean youths, that we're 'soft' and always wanting to stay in the comfort zone, well, maybe it doesn't apply to some, but, i'm ashamed to say that i fall into that category..

................................................. AWW... i'm so lazy!!! I'm dreading the day i've to wash my own clothes, iron stuff, cook, sweep n mop the floor........ how m i supposed to manage my time!?!? JC is busy enough without the chores.. now what... CRAPZ... AND whos gona take care of ahma? she'll be at home all alone. Being her, she won't leave the house. She'll just stay lying on the sofa the whole day watching TV.... WAHHHH.... worried.....

Is it time? All around me, people are starting to mug... I'm still struggling to comprehend the new chapters.... I'm SO DEAD.... Argh....

KKZ.. so much for the slow update... till nxt time!








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