M i pressed for time?
hmm... Y.E.P.'s gonna cost me half the holidays... then... chalets n stuff... plus the pending hospital attachment... haiz.... hopefully it'll be well worth the time!
its 4 days till my oral presentation.. I guess the presenting part will be fine, but.... i'm unsure of the QnA part... i kant really crap alot... haiz....
Alamak, now i don;t know if the YEP trip is still on.. the sTUPID CHUA.... now he kant go... well, at least we can try to get a more reliable leader to take us on the trip....
Dad's birthday today... had cheese cake at 1am in the morning! wahaha... delicious...
Got I weekly today! Lee Byung Hyun on the front cover (plus Cho Ji Woo...but who cares)!! and the pictures of the body sculpted Bae Yong Jun!! WHOA... plus insights on the new HK serial... the women look hideous in the Qing dynasty royal harem costume, but the cast is SUPER!! Gigi Lai! Charmaine Sheh! Deng cui Wen!! n that comical Bowie Lam n that other guy.. dunno whats his name. ahaha... toldja i'm a TV freak. Hmm.. 18 days without the TV in thailand... Can i actually survive that? haha.. hope so...
I suddenly had a thought... really wanted to meet up with all my old friends... Daph, Yifen... Amethyst 6 classmates... 4/2 classmates... Softball seniors and juniors.... Maybe now... I'm more able to let go... i've been watching shows... they keep telling people to let go of the future, treasure the present, embrace the future...
" Memories are yours... no matter how time or people change, no one will be able to take it away from you." Well, this has gone on for the past millions of years... perhaps i should not continue my futile resistance against time... I remembered I wrote a letter some time back... to an old friend, in response to her letter on how things have changed... saying how resentful i was because we werent living in the past anymore... Things have changed, people somehow become distant. I wanted to tell her that i hated changes... but it never got sent... perhaps I had no courage to... perhaps i didnt want to know her answer.... she's doing pretty well, ok with life in her new school, so she'd probably have no regrets... but maybe, I'm just saying that in impulse...
Everytime i think of life back in TK, a very warm feeling gets to me... never fails to bring a smile out of me... but after that, my heart wrenches... coz it will never come back to me again....
Worried... bout her... she may not be able to stay... but... I'd respect her decision... even if she decides to leave... I'd feel pretty weird and alone if she leaves... really love the time we spent together... after all, playing together for more than 4 years... there's some kinda bond, no matter what... I'm a bad person to have around if someone starts to cry... I'd just stand around feeling as lost... though my heart aches along, nothing comes out of my mouth...
Speechless...
hmm... Y.E.P.'s gonna cost me half the holidays... then... chalets n stuff... plus the pending hospital attachment... haiz.... hopefully it'll be well worth the time!
its 4 days till my oral presentation.. I guess the presenting part will be fine, but.... i'm unsure of the QnA part... i kant really crap alot... haiz....
Alamak, now i don;t know if the YEP trip is still on.. the sTUPID CHUA.... now he kant go... well, at least we can try to get a more reliable leader to take us on the trip....
Dad's birthday today... had cheese cake at 1am in the morning! wahaha... delicious...
Got I weekly today! Lee Byung Hyun on the front cover (plus Cho Ji Woo...but who cares)!! and the pictures of the body sculpted Bae Yong Jun!! WHOA... plus insights on the new HK serial... the women look hideous in the Qing dynasty royal harem costume, but the cast is SUPER!! Gigi Lai! Charmaine Sheh! Deng cui Wen!! n that comical Bowie Lam n that other guy.. dunno whats his name. ahaha... toldja i'm a TV freak. Hmm.. 18 days without the TV in thailand... Can i actually survive that? haha.. hope so...
I suddenly had a thought... really wanted to meet up with all my old friends... Daph, Yifen... Amethyst 6 classmates... 4/2 classmates... Softball seniors and juniors.... Maybe now... I'm more able to let go... i've been watching shows... they keep telling people to let go of the future, treasure the present, embrace the future...
" Memories are yours... no matter how time or people change, no one will be able to take it away from you." Well, this has gone on for the past millions of years... perhaps i should not continue my futile resistance against time... I remembered I wrote a letter some time back... to an old friend, in response to her letter on how things have changed... saying how resentful i was because we werent living in the past anymore... Things have changed, people somehow become distant. I wanted to tell her that i hated changes... but it never got sent... perhaps I had no courage to... perhaps i didnt want to know her answer.... she's doing pretty well, ok with life in her new school, so she'd probably have no regrets... but maybe, I'm just saying that in impulse...
Everytime i think of life back in TK, a very warm feeling gets to me... never fails to bring a smile out of me... but after that, my heart wrenches... coz it will never come back to me again....
Worried... bout her... she may not be able to stay... but... I'd respect her decision... even if she decides to leave... I'd feel pretty weird and alone if she leaves... really love the time we spent together... after all, playing together for more than 4 years... there's some kinda bond, no matter what... I'm a bad person to have around if someone starts to cry... I'd just stand around feeling as lost... though my heart aches along, nothing comes out of my mouth...
Speechless...
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