ALAMAK.... 1 more day to Mid Yrs... I feel the jitters, but i just cant wait to get it over and done with!!!
I'm going to put on... SERIOUSLY!! have been munching on the green pyrimidal shaped thing that ver bought from Thailand... and after dinner i sneak a dose of sugared biscuits plus famous kaya from the Katong Confectionary... sometimes there'd be chocolates... OHMYOHMY...
There was friendly game on thursday with the Cgals... well... I'd been kinda looking forward to it since i havent seen my teammates since... the dreadful UNR?!?! haha... Ostensibly, it was ok... I just dont know why i felt so weird... perhaps i'm at it again... Letting my imagination run wild... felt left out... but i was probably ostrasizing myself from the group. haiz... I hate thinking like that... making myself feel so upset for seriously no reason, for something not true. I mean... i hope that it's not true... Over lunch it was distant...the group on my left talking about stuff on their national training, and blabla... the group on my right, i dont know about what... it was quite obvious, the spilt. i'm juz stoning in the middle. ha.
I just stumbled upon Ching's blog. well, more like friendster sent me a notification! Coincidentally i read her entry on how she still misses softball... though she refused to admit and held on to the disappointing memories. Maybe i'm quite like her. Do i miss softball? maybe... perhaps i'm not missing it now because of how horrible i am at it... hehe... i have this inclination of liking stuff i'm good at n loathing stuff i'm bad at... thats why i hated history... thats why i didnt like bowling for awhile... BUT... after a period of time when i'm cooled down... there's a chance i might get over that animosity... n come to terms that "Hey... i actually love it...". Oh well... time will tell... but for now, its over, competitively. I still love the people though. =)
Last week gotten me thinking... well, for one, its no good to expect too much. If it doesnt reach your expectation, you get super depressed. in my mind i had this wish, this yearning. but it didnt occur. kept me kinda disappointed over birthday... but nevertheless, i'm grateful for all that did happen. so, GET UP AND OVER WITH IT!!
better get going.
I'm going to put on... SERIOUSLY!! have been munching on the green pyrimidal shaped thing that ver bought from Thailand... and after dinner i sneak a dose of sugared biscuits plus famous kaya from the Katong Confectionary... sometimes there'd be chocolates... OHMYOHMY...
There was friendly game on thursday with the Cgals... well... I'd been kinda looking forward to it since i havent seen my teammates since... the dreadful UNR?!?! haha... Ostensibly, it was ok... I just dont know why i felt so weird... perhaps i'm at it again... Letting my imagination run wild... felt left out... but i was probably ostrasizing myself from the group. haiz... I hate thinking like that... making myself feel so upset for seriously no reason, for something not true. I mean... i hope that it's not true... Over lunch it was distant...the group on my left talking about stuff on their national training, and blabla... the group on my right, i dont know about what... it was quite obvious, the spilt. i'm juz stoning in the middle. ha.
I just stumbled upon Ching's blog. well, more like friendster sent me a notification! Coincidentally i read her entry on how she still misses softball... though she refused to admit and held on to the disappointing memories. Maybe i'm quite like her. Do i miss softball? maybe... perhaps i'm not missing it now because of how horrible i am at it... hehe... i have this inclination of liking stuff i'm good at n loathing stuff i'm bad at... thats why i hated history... thats why i didnt like bowling for awhile... BUT... after a period of time when i'm cooled down... there's a chance i might get over that animosity... n come to terms that "Hey... i actually love it...". Oh well... time will tell... but for now, its over, competitively. I still love the people though. =)
Last week gotten me thinking... well, for one, its no good to expect too much. If it doesnt reach your expectation, you get super depressed. in my mind i had this wish, this yearning. but it didnt occur. kept me kinda disappointed over birthday... but nevertheless, i'm grateful for all that did happen. so, GET UP AND OVER WITH IT!!
better get going.
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