Lots have happened ever since the last bloggin... but i'm too tired to narrate everything.... Just the most important thing.... the gold's back in ourhands~!!!! Well, not exactly gold, since its a glass thing...but... HEEEEHEEEEHEEEE
Season's over... I'm really having mixed feelings over that. I've been looking forward to this for a very, very long time... but... at the end of it, I find it kinda hard to let go... but i know its the right thing for me, not to continue. I'm not talented, not like stacy etc, nor passionate and hardworking like Bong... though i'll really miss swinging the bat, I'm definitely not going to miss throwing. UGH. REALLY, when someone still cannot THROW after playing 6 years, there's really no hope. Yep... That day before SIA game, I was actually quite excited! Was wondering how i was going to perform after not training for 1 month. In the end, it was not good at all. Ya, ok, even though i hadnt been training, but still, its disheartening. Yeah. so, that's it. No more competition. I officially <>.
Of course, I'm really glad that through softball, I've fostered such strong bonds with some people over this course of 6 years. The people that have become my team mates. Once my teammate, always my teammate, forever my great friend. Thanks for all the great times n memories. I know i've said this many times already... sounds familiar? hehe.. but its from the bottom of my heart.. thanks gals....
Holidays are halfway through... but i feel like i havent made good use of my time... now i'm supposed to be muggging.. wad the hell am i doin here!?!? Maybe i made a wrong choice of joining track... i dun think i can commit myself that much now.... plus i'm going to pon tmr's training. and the day after. what the heck. I feel so bad, being so irresponsible...
i feel very stupid... kant seeem to be doing all the math, chem, bio questions... I'M BLOODY F-ing FRUSTRATED, n i keep procrastinating, n i'm running away from all my problems. goddamit.
Something nicer to hear, for a change... Yesterday after UnderNoRoof (which was, by the way, HORRIbLE, since i HATE WALKING!!!!) i went to Ngee AnnCity for the 93.3 event... FIR was there!!!! whooho!! the thing is, i hate crowds... n i dislike having to squeeze, AND i feel uneasy having to squeeze. Firstly its coz i dont want people to be so pissed with me..........( i really admire people like queen n yan who dare... its having to do stuff and not bothering what others say about u that i really need to learn) but at the same time, its about me who'd be so equally, if not doubly, triply pissed, when someone squeezes through n tries to snatch ur nice view. My principle in life is quite simple. Do onto others what u want others do onto u.
And today i saw F.I.R. again, at IMM!! all thanks to Queen's friend... WAH... ppl from YANZI UNLIMITED fan club are so resourceful, not only so close to all the DJs but also good in getting tix... Yup, so i went down with my CD for an autograph!!! WAHH!!! FAYE IS SO PREETTY!!! I couldnt stop smiling when i went up to get my CD cover signed...F.I.R. rocks!!! If u want energizing songs, they're the one!!! hehe.. all thanks to them for helping me psyche up before my matches...
The other day Bong Queen Yan n i were at Mos having dinner. After the F.I.R. thing at Ngee Ann... they really seemed engrossed talking about softball. Dont know why, my heart juz sank. When they mentioned about the TK-NY game in 2003. Reminds me why i shouldnt ever hold the reins. Reminds me of weakness. Reminds me of the time i tried to sing n cry myself to sleep.
I'm feeling low. studies bad. not going well. what should i do. i feel like......
Season's over... I'm really having mixed feelings over that. I've been looking forward to this for a very, very long time... but... at the end of it, I find it kinda hard to let go... but i know its the right thing for me, not to continue. I'm not talented, not like stacy etc, nor passionate and hardworking like Bong... though i'll really miss swinging the bat, I'm definitely not going to miss throwing. UGH. REALLY, when someone still cannot THROW after playing 6 years, there's really no hope. Yep... That day before SIA game, I was actually quite excited! Was wondering how i was going to perform after not training for 1 month. In the end, it was not good at all. Ya, ok, even though i hadnt been training, but still, its disheartening. Yeah. so, that's it. No more competition. I officially <
Of course, I'm really glad that through softball, I've fostered such strong bonds with some people over this course of 6 years. The people that have become my team mates. Once my teammate, always my teammate, forever my great friend. Thanks for all the great times n memories. I know i've said this many times already... sounds familiar? hehe.. but its from the bottom of my heart.. thanks gals....
Holidays are halfway through... but i feel like i havent made good use of my time... now i'm supposed to be muggging.. wad the hell am i doin here!?!? Maybe i made a wrong choice of joining track... i dun think i can commit myself that much now.... plus i'm going to pon tmr's training. and the day after. what the heck. I feel so bad, being so irresponsible...
i feel very stupid... kant seeem to be doing all the math, chem, bio questions... I'M BLOODY F-ing FRUSTRATED, n i keep procrastinating, n i'm running away from all my problems. goddamit.
Something nicer to hear, for a change... Yesterday after UnderNoRoof (which was, by the way, HORRIbLE, since i HATE WALKING!!!!) i went to Ngee AnnCity for the 93.3 event... FIR was there!!!! whooho!! the thing is, i hate crowds... n i dislike having to squeeze, AND i feel uneasy having to squeeze. Firstly its coz i dont want people to be so pissed with me..........( i really admire people like queen n yan who dare... its having to do stuff and not bothering what others say about u that i really need to learn) but at the same time, its about me who'd be so equally, if not doubly, triply pissed, when someone squeezes through n tries to snatch ur nice view. My principle in life is quite simple. Do onto others what u want others do onto u.
And today i saw F.I.R. again, at IMM!! all thanks to Queen's friend... WAH... ppl from YANZI UNLIMITED fan club are so resourceful, not only so close to all the DJs but also good in getting tix... Yup, so i went down with my CD for an autograph!!! WAHH!!! FAYE IS SO PREETTY!!! I couldnt stop smiling when i went up to get my CD cover signed...F.I.R. rocks!!! If u want energizing songs, they're the one!!! hehe.. all thanks to them for helping me psyche up before my matches...
The other day Bong Queen Yan n i were at Mos having dinner. After the F.I.R. thing at Ngee Ann... they really seemed engrossed talking about softball. Dont know why, my heart juz sank. When they mentioned about the TK-NY game in 2003. Reminds me why i shouldnt ever hold the reins. Reminds me of weakness. Reminds me of the time i tried to sing n cry myself to sleep.
I'm feeling low. studies bad. not going well. what should i do. i feel like......
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