another week's crawling by. This week seems damn heavy... with the Med fac essay test n interview coming up, i'm feeling DAMN stressed. like, WHAT THE... ... 30 minute interview?!?! what is there to talk about for 30 mins!??!! argh.... i need to be preparing.. started, but not enough. WAHHHH.... actually.. i wont be v sad if i dont get in. coz i think chinese medicine is more interesting.. haha... but, in terms of recognition n prestege ... .. ... . .... .. ARGH.i dont know. i'd prob take med if i get it, but THATS IF i get it. very difficult. I'll still try my best.

No mood to do anything this week. I owe ppl stuff, but i just cant find the heart to do it yet. Its like, I dont know what to do, but theres SO MUCH STUFF TO PREPARE N FIND OUT.... so i tried playing the piano to calm myself down. PHEW.. much better.. i think i like played for one hour straight. HAHAHAH...yeah man..my piano rocks! (my playing doesnt) also tried SCALING for awhile. havent touched scales for 3 years liao. and i'm super unsteady. ANDANDAND.. my left wrist actually felt strained and aching after awhile!! oh SHIT.. dunno whether coz its stiff, or coz of this weird lump on my wrist, or coz of batting. HMMM...

Back in tK teaching bio.. AYO.. so much to cover. I think i teach quite slow for nutrition... miss yong wanted me to finish until proteins... but HUH?@@? how can?!?! one period only leh... oh.. i had 2 whole periods with 3/4 for bio.. coz mdm amizah let me have her eng period for bio... PHEW.. only then was i able to finish PROTEINS..

And i made a stupid mistake during lesson yday n today... sHIT... told them that proteins produce more energy when utilised compared to fats. ARGHHHH!!!!!! ITS THE SAME BLOODY MISTAKE THAT I TOLD MARGE 3 YEARS AGO!! why do i keep getting confused... ARGH....shitshitshit. better tell miss yong to correct my mistake OOPS.....

AND!!! Miss yong is still using the same bio book that she used when she was teachin us!!! we signed on her book 4 years ago! and when i flipped to the back page.. ... . TA DA!! MY NOTE TO HER WAS STILL THERE!! along with all the other "best wishes" and signatures from the 3/2 ppl and the other students that she taught. AWWWWW...brings back memories... =)

Ver was saying how i should give tuition now since i have time. HM... probably once i come back from melbourne.... and i should NEVER give tuition to ppl i know since they will LAUGHLAUGH and not be serious during tuition. sigh...

How i wish for 26/4/06 to be over. At least i can heave a sigh of relief after the interview. No matter bad or good.. i'll just be RELIEVED......