Honestly. Cycling cannnot go with Blading. If a group of people go, they should either all blade or all cycle. UNLESS the blader is like clarence tan who skates super fast. And FAR. Heh. Maybe i'm better off cycling alone. I like to push my limits. speed n feel the great wind. But at the same time.. i feel so bad... like leaving everyone else behind. oh well....

Cycling-blading session was kinda awkward. Sometimes they get so quiet. Dont know whether it was because i was around. ARGH. feel so bad. But later on it got better i guess. Pam n broc are so tall i CANT STAND IT. UGHHH.... JEALOUS!! HMPH.

Later mom n dad went for wedding dinner.. they dropped me off at suntec to fend for myself. AHAHA.. Do my own shopping. Snatched a Fila Polo Tee for 70% OFF!!! S$12 bucks can u believe it. =D Lots of food along the way.. REALLY mouth watering. but i'm glad i RESISTED ALL TEMPATIONS! MWAHAHHA.

But...

i felt so horrible. hurt. ANGRY. sad. CLUELESS. bewildered? I really couldnt think of what i could have done to be treated like this. Friends hurt sometimes. Or is this all just my imagination? am i thinking too much again... ... ... seriously depressed.

I really need my Kbox session.

And.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SISTER!!! i really hope that she enjoy's today... and that nothing horrible happens like some yrs. Sometimes dad can be such an ass. but if he screws on a birthday, thats a bastard. Anyway. Wish her a great yr and hope she'll be happy with luke. =) and I PRAY that her god will bless her with PUNCTUALITY! -_-"