warning: vulgarities ahead.
What a drastic change of mood. I was happy n all yesterday.... and even after today's training i still was ok. Then now back at hall I'm like fuckin pissed.
Seriously...i thought everything was going to repeat itself... after 6 yr of feeling horrible over my throw, i realise the importance of having good basics. luckly its only the start.... 1 mth into training i still suck at my strokes. I mean.. to have someone tell u straight in the face is not something that is comfortable. Good intentions appreciated. and i'm quite glad she told me about it. so i can try to change. Just that... i guess i've to start learning to accept all kinds of critisisms and take them in stride. Used to be so upset by them (maybe i still am now). Ok grow up man. the world is not nice.
And now back in hall. Going through my file... and looked at the Lab report 1 instruction sheet. And i was freaking out. like BLOODY HELL... i spent like almost a collective 10 hours on the fuckin piece of work, only to realise that i did the wrong molecule. Supposed to be a any kind of kinase... but i did an amylase....?!?!? WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
And theres actually another part to the lab report. Need to use the com labs in SBS to check out the bloody structure and do 2 more questions. deadline's tmr. how pissifying. And i happily FOOLISHLY thought i completed the assignment one week early. Its definitely not the first time i dont read instructions... its like that during math exams, during jc lab sessions, many many many many times. N i dont seem to be learning. u definitely suck.
Wadever. Fucking pissed off now. sweat it off.
What a drastic change of mood. I was happy n all yesterday.... and even after today's training i still was ok. Then now back at hall I'm like fuckin pissed.
Seriously...i thought everything was going to repeat itself... after 6 yr of feeling horrible over my throw, i realise the importance of having good basics. luckly its only the start.... 1 mth into training i still suck at my strokes. I mean.. to have someone tell u straight in the face is not something that is comfortable. Good intentions appreciated. and i'm quite glad she told me about it. so i can try to change. Just that... i guess i've to start learning to accept all kinds of critisisms and take them in stride. Used to be so upset by them (maybe i still am now). Ok grow up man. the world is not nice.
And now back in hall. Going through my file... and looked at the Lab report 1 instruction sheet. And i was freaking out. like BLOODY HELL... i spent like almost a collective 10 hours on the fuckin piece of work, only to realise that i did the wrong molecule. Supposed to be a any kind of kinase... but i did an amylase....?!?!? WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
And theres actually another part to the lab report. Need to use the com labs in SBS to check out the bloody structure and do 2 more questions. deadline's tmr. how pissifying. And i happily FOOLISHLY thought i completed the assignment one week early. Its definitely not the first time i dont read instructions... its like that during math exams, during jc lab sessions, many many many many times. N i dont seem to be learning. u definitely suck.
Wadever. Fucking pissed off now. sweat it off.
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